It was several weeks before I saw Sean again.  His mom and mine were spending the night out at a party and wouldn't be back until well after midnight.  Being three years older than Sean I was left to babysit him. Sean seemed his old happy, playful self once more so I guess he had gotten over the shock of being fixed.  I wish I could say I had gotten over being cupped but that would be a lie.  I hated the thing!  My mom would take it off a few times each week just to let me whack off but after I finished she'd put it back on.   The worst part was knowing she had control over that part of me but what could I do?

But back to Sean.  I was soon to learn that all was not as it seemed with my friend.   This wasn't really the same old Sean I knew eating pizza with me.  Something really weird had happened to his mind.  The Sean I had known since he was in diapers was gone and replaced by I don't know who. 

We were watching a movie in the family room while eating pizza and drinking Cokes.  After a while Sean said, "It's kind of hot and stuffy in here.  I'll be more comfortable naked,"  and then he took everything and I do mean EVERYTHING off.  He then went back to watching the movie like it was the most normal thing in the world.  He was resting on his back with his head propped up on a pillow and holding a half eated slice of pizza in one hand.  Now there is something you don't see everyday, I thought.

Sean had been quite beautiful as a boy.  Now as a nullo the most interesting part of him was gone but that gave him a sort of exotic charm.  In fact I just couldn't take my eyes off him.  All I wanted to do was study his perfect naked body.

"What?" he asked when he noticed me all but drooling over him.  "Haven't you ever seen a naked kid before?" and he bit into his pizza.

"Sure I have,"  I replied.  It's just sort of strange is all,  I mean the way you are acting is odd.  The last time I saw you you were ashamed to be seen naked.  Now it's like you are getting ready to compete in a nudist camp beauty pagent.  Don't get me wrong.  I really LIKE seeing you like this.  But I can't help but wonder, what happened?"

"The last time you saw me I was still thinking like a boy," he explained.  "But I'm over that now.  Now I'm thinking like a nullo."

"You are over it?" I asked.  "You make it sound like being a boy is some sort of sickness, like it's some sort of disease and you have been cured.  You are now no longer afflicted by boyness."

"Ryan it's nothing personal," he said.   "We'll always be friends and you know I'll always love you but being a boy is a sickness."

"What?!" I asked and switched off the movie.  We had forgotten it anyway.  "You really think boys are sick?"

Sean put what was left of his pizza back on the cardboard dilivery box and sat up on the floor cross legged. His smooth empty crotch was so close I could touch it.  It looked soft and warm and I wanted to touch it.  "You want to put your hand here don't you Ryan," he said and pointed to it.  "You don't have to answer, I know you do.  I've been to a camp for new nullos and we learned all about boys."

"What did you learn about boys?"  I asked.

"Boys are all full of all sorts of fears and insecurities," he said talking like the doctor in the castration commercial.  "Boys are all afraid that there things aren't big enough or that it will be soft when they want it hard.  That's not all, they are afraid it will be hard when they want it soft.  Boys are afraid that they will come too soon or not at all.  Boys are afraid that they will be bad in bed.  Boys are afraid of being gay or getting kicked in the balls.  Boys can't concentrate in school or think straight because they are always thinking about their dicks.  Boys sometimes do bad things to girls or other boys and when they do they spread all sorts of sickness.  But being de-sexed, like I was, makes all those problems go away!"

Good Lord!  Someone had brainwashed Sean.  Either that or they had put him under some sort of evil spell.  Either way he was talking like some sort of militant nullo who was going to save the world by leading a cursade to castrate all the boys.  "So I guess you'll be marching in the next nullo pride parade,"  I said.

"Don't laugh," he said.  "I was featured in this months issue of YOUNG NULLO."

"What the heck is that?" I asked. 

"It's an internet magazine for kids like me, kids who want to be like me, and their parents."

"Really?" I asked, "Will you show me?"

"Sure,  it's something you should see,"  He said and we walked over to the computer.  He logged on to the magazine site and what I saw really knocked me for a loop.  Not only was there really such a magazine but there was an interview with a photo spread on Sean.  The photos showed him smiling and happy playing on a beach with three other nude nullos his age.  It was insanity!

"You are naked," I said.  "And so are your little castrated friend!  Sean don't you realize that anyone with a computer, and that includes just about everyone on Earth, the moon and Mars, can see this!  Nine billion people can see you playing naked on the beach with out your genitals.  Sean what in the name of all that is holy were you thinking?"

"Ryan boys are ashamed of there bodies.  Boys are ashamed of what they are but not nullos.  We aren't ashamed and do you know why not?  Nullos are innocent.  Ryan you should join us."

"I should allow myself to be castrated so we can play naked on the beach while some old pervert takes pictures pictures of us and posts them on the net so a billion other old perverts can whack off dreaming about us!  No thank you!"

"Well wouldn't that be a lot better than what you have now?"  Sean asked.

"What do you mean my that?" I asked afraid of what he might say next.

"You have been cupped Ryan," he said.  "Don't think I don't know.  And do you know why you have been cupped?  It's so I'll be safe around you.  I've known you since I was a baby and I love you Ryan but if you could get your dick out rigth now what would you do?  You'd put it in my bottom and you know it. You'd do it even if it hurt me are made me sick.  I don't blame you.  You are a boy so you can't help what you do."

There was no question about it.  Sean had been brainwashed.  This was some evil doing all right!  The Sean I knew was nothing like this kid. The old Sean was a wonderful sweet kid and he knew that I would never hurt him.  This new Sean was a monstosaty.  A demon excaped from hell.

No matter what I had to find a way to reach the old Sean and bring him back.  The longer he was gone the more likely it was that I had lost him forever.  And I had to find a way to banish this evil new Sean from our lives once and for all! 

I had to find a way!

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