Interview with a penectomized man

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Interviewer: When did you have your penectomy?

A few years ago. I was 27 at the time.

What made you do it?

That’s not really easy to answer. I guess you could say it was just something I felt deep down for a really long time. As long as I can remember, really.

Did you have your entire penis removed?

Not everything. Would you like to see?

Sure!

(John pulls down his jeans and underwear revealing a small stump over a normal set of balls)

Wow, it looks like a very small penis, actually.

(Laughs). Yeah that’s what a lot of guys have said. Except there’s really no head on it.

Does it get hard like a normal penis?

Yeah, it does. Let me show you.

(John sits down and begins stroking his stump.)

Yes, I can see it growing a little bit. It’s thicker now and a little longer. Maybe two inches long.

That’s about as big as it gets now. It used to get six or seven inches long before the surgery.

I can see there’s an opening at the top. Can you ejaculate through it?

Yep, sure can. Just keep watching (grins).

Okay, let’s keep talking while you work on that.

Sure. (John closes his eyes as he pulls and strokes his stump)

I’m curious why you didn’t have your balls removed at the same time.

Because I didn’t want to lose my sex drive. I knew that I could still have sex even though my dick was basically gone.

I started thinking about it reading the Eunuch Archive stories. Especially the “No Cock Club” series of stories. Those got me really turned on, especially the idea that guys were losing their dicks against their wills.

Are you gay?

Yes, I am.

What do your tricks/boyfriends say about your penectomy?

Wait. I’m almost there. (masturbates frantically with his eyes closed.)

Okay, let’s see you cum.

(A small jet of semen spurts from John’s stump and falls onto the carpet.) Oh shit!

That was very impressive, John!

(laughs) Thanks! Do you have a tissue? I’m dripping all over.

Here you go.

Thanks! (wipes his stump). Now, what did you ask me?

What do the guys think about your surgery?

Well, at first they freak when they see it. But after awhile, they think its really hot.

Really?

Oh, yeah. They love touching it and licking it. And when I cum, they think it’s the coolest thing (laughs).

How do you have sex?

Pretty much the same as always. I’m a bottom, so I usually get fucked. If the guy plays with my dick at the same time, I almost always cum. Sometimes I cum when he licks my stump.

Does it feel the same as before the surgery?

No, not really. There’s a lot fewer nerves, especially since the glans is gone. But it’s still enjoyable, if not as intense a feeling.

How did you get it done?

The Eunuch Archive put me in touch with cutters. It’s really hard to find guys who do penectomies, as opposed to castrations. It’s much more complicated.

The guy I used was a med student who did it to help pay his bills. He was great, very professional.

Tell me about the operation.

Well, I was really nervous, but David was really cool. We talked for a long time and he put me at ease. Then he put his hand on my knee and said, ‘Let’s do it!’

He had set up an operating room in his house. I got naked and he put my legs up in stirrups.

Were you awake for the surgery?

Yeah I definitely wanted to see the whole thing, so he gave me a local that blocked all feeling from my waist down.

David put an IV in me and checked my blood pressure. Then he put a catheter down my dick and into my bladder. It was freaky seeing my piss come up through that tube (laughs).

He cut very carefully about an inch above where my cock attached to my body. There wasn’t a lot of blood, and he constantly swabbed away any blood there was.

I was the strangest thing to see him cutting off my cock and I couldn’t feel a thing (smiles).

How long did it take?

Once he started cutting, it only took about 15 minutes. There was a lot of tying up the blood vessels so it wouldn’t bleed, otherwise it would have taken no time at all.

When he finally cut through all the way and started pulling my cock up over the catheter, it was the biggest rush of my life. He laid it down on my chest so I could look at it while he finished stitching me up.

Do you still urinate through your stump?

Yeah, I didn’t want a new opening made below my sack, because I still wanted to cum through my stump.

So what would you say to guys who are thinking about penectomy?

Well, it’s a huge step, obviously. But if you’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and are sure about it, I’d say to go ahead. I don’t regret it for a second. I wish I had done it years earlier.

Do you still have your dick?

Yep, it’s in a jar in my room, floating in alcohol. My boyfriends just love looking at it. I say goodnight to it every night (laughs).