Anyway, Peter and I were happier than we had been. . Our sex drive was less but we enjoyed closeness more. As our penises shrunk and became more sensitive, we enjoyed sucking each other more and more. The pleasure of intimacy was not as narrowly focused as it had been when we had balls and we enjoyed hugging and rubbing more. We got deeper into our studies. In our society, most males were castrated and they became like the drones in ant societies. They did most of the work. And so they had to learn skills. Our minds were focused on our studies and future career prospects.

Many of the boys who were castrated with us were moved to other special schools. But we and a number of the former boys we knew remained, in the same school, now in a class for eunuchs. After about a year, our bodies adjusted to the lack of testosterone. They became smooth and soft, our breasts and asses grew. The change was most notable in little Adams. Before he lost his small balls, he had been just a runt. Now he looked like a cherub. He was quite delicious really, and he soon caught the eye of the masculinized eunuchs who served the Reproduction Board. Although they had been castrated, other than the ability to reproduce, they had all the attributes of intact men. In fact, they were were supermasculine, big, bold, and bullish. And they had big hard dicks and loved to fuck. They could not fuck women, because the women were reserved for the intact males as part of the reproduction plan. So, the masculinized eunuchs, or semi-eunuchs found their outlet in eunuchs who did not get testosterone. Since they had forced these exboys to accept castration, they now felt that they had the right to force them to let them fuck them. And so, they took those who did not give themselves willingly by force.

Since Peter and I were a couple. We stood up for each other and fended them off. But Adams was the ideal prey. He had been a weak and fearful boy. And now he was a submissive little eunuch hungry for affection and longing for a bigger buddy to dominate him. One evening after classes, we saw a group of the masculinized eunuchs grab Adams and drag him off into the bushes. He protested and swore, just he way he did when they banded his balls. But he could not do any more to keep the big hard pricks of these masculinized eunuchs out of his asshole than he could keep the band from tightening around his balls. In a couple of minutes, we saw clothes being flung over the bushes, the big pants of the masculinized eunuchs, and the little underpants of Adams. Then we heard him scream in pain. And we heard the big masculinized eunuchs laughing and we heard a rhythmic thumping of bodies. Adams had gotten his second initiation into the role he was forced to play in our society.

We saw him the next day limping to class. We asked him if he was all right. He said: “Yes. It was not so bad. I guess I can take it. After the third time I started enjoying it. And after they got their relief in my ass, they started getting nicer, even affectionate. I think I will be able to get along with them. We are all eunuchs now. The best sex we can get is getting fucked in the ass. Mine is more flexible than I expected. We are all going to have to get used to it and make the most of it.”

Peter and I both protested that we could satisfy each other and that we did not need any big cocks rammed up our asses. Adams said: “I would love to suck your little dicks too, and have you suck mine. I am sure that is wonderful, it is not going to be enough for you, any more than it would be for me. I have a date with a group of masclinized eunuchs on Saturday morning. I would like you to come and watch. You will have to be naked and let them feel you up, but they promised that they would not try to fuck you unless you agreed. You won't be giving anything away. They saw you naked when you were castrated, but you did not see them bare. You must be curious. They could not caress you when you were naked and waiting to have your balls cut off.. But the semi-eunuchs think you are beautiful and they want to run their hands over you.. It can only be pleasant for you. And you can see them naked too. They are big and powerful with big penises and lot of body hair. Actually, they are a strange sight with big erect penises and no balls; their erect pricks look like flagpoles.”

Peter and I were curious and we thought that we did not have anything to lose. So, we went to Adams' date on Saturday morning. We found him lying on a mat with his legs spread. A big naked masculinized eunuch was kneeling over him and sucking his shrunken little penis. He was massive and hairy with a big hard penis jutting out from his belly. Three other masculinized eunuchs were standing around naked, also with huge erect penises. It was an exciting sight. But we did not want those penises in our asses,at least not yet.

The giant semi-eunuch kissed and fondled Adams' tits and squeezed his ass, and rubbed him all over. Adams purred like a kitten. Then he turned him over and rubbed his back. He mounted him and started rubbing against him. Then he inserted his cock into Adams' asshole and rammed it all the way up him. Adams squealed but he did not protest. The big semi-man began to hump the little eunuch very hard. And finally both of them let out a yell. They had climaxed. Adams had demonstrated that he could get a climax from ass fucking and so it occurred to us that we probably could too.

The semi-eunuchs did not try to fuck us. But they had made their point. They could give little eunuchs a lot of pleasure by fucking them in the ass and they could be very affectionate to them. They had obviously made Adams very happy. He kept giving us big smiles as they rammed their massive cocks into his little ass. So, Peter and I started thinking that we might give ourselves to semi-eunuchs some time.

The next day we made a date with Adams and met him. We sucked each others' dicks and fondled each other. It was very pleasurable. We had only pitied Adams before, but now we enjoyed him. For the first time, we realized that we had gained something when we lost our balls.

The exboy who was most transformed by castration was Davidson. He had lost his previous arrogance and bullying manner. He was now subdued, quiet, even shy. He was embarrassed by remembering how boastful he had been, and he apologized to us several times. Then one day he came to us and said that he had been approached by Hagar the Horrible. The big man wanted to fuck him. Hagar told him that he hated strutting boys but he loved shy young eunuchs. He wanted to enjoy them sexually. He always chose the eunuch who was most transformed by castration. Such exboys were also usually the biggest. That was true of Davidson. He had been one of the biggest of the boys. And he was still big as a eunuch, although his body had become soft and smooth. He was like a softened and sweetened version of his former self, and Hagar apparently wanted him passionately.

Davidson was not only no longer arrogant. He was a little fearful. He was overawed by Hagar's huge, hairy body. But at the same time, he found it exciting to look at the big man. He knew he needed a male lover. And so, he decided to surrender. But he wanted us to come and watch Hagar fuck him, as an assurance that the giant custodian would not be too rough with him. Peter and I were touched by Davidson's deflation and new humility. And so we agreed to witness his defloration.

So, on a Saturday morning we went to the school gym. We saw Davidson lying naked on a mat. We marveled at the transformation of his body. He was now smooth, hairless, with a melting softness to him. He had enlarged breasts and and enlarged ass, as we did. But his were larger and fleshier, as was his body in general. He looked fearful but excited. And he greeted us with relief. We looked across the room and we could see why he was fearful.

Hagar stood there naked. He was a giant, muscular, hairy man, with a huge erect penis. He smiled at us, and told he that he thought we very cute when we were naked awaiting castration. But that we had blossomed since, and we were now really quite delicious. He hoped that we would let him fuck us one day. But in the meantime we could see how much good fucking would do Davidson. He asked Davidson to kneel and caress and suck his penis, to get used to the feel of it,before it opened up his ass. Davdison did, and his eyes were big as the huge dick filled his mouth. He bobbed up and down sucking Hagar's cock, while Hagar caressed his head and back and ran his hands through his hair. The big man signed and shook with with pleasure.

After a few minutes, Hagar put his big hands on Davidson's shoulders and pushed him down on his back. Hagar bent over Davidson and asked him put put his legs over his shoulders. Davidson did as he was asked. His large pink feet sticking up over Hagar's hairy back were an exciting sight. Hagar lowered his body on top of Davidson's and began to position the head of his cock at the puffy little opening to Davidson's asshole. The exboy began to whimper. Hagar tried to reassure him: “It is going to hurt at first, but your asshole will soon relax and the pain will decrease.” Suddenly Hagar reared up his ass and humped down thunderously on Davidson, driving his cock into him up to the hilt. Davidson screamed,but he did not protest. Then the exboy began to moan and sigh. Hagar was humping him rhythmically. Davidson's face was twisted with a combination of pain and pleasure. But he looked up into Hagar's eyes with submission and even adoration. Then Hagar speeded up until he reached a crescendo. At the peak, he yelled in triumph and Davidson screamed. They had climaxed. Hagar kissed Davidson hard on the mouth: “We are lovers now. You are mine, and I will be your friend for life, even if we have many sexual partners.” The scene excited us sexually but also warmed our hearts, and it made us more optimistic about our own future.

Although Peter and I were happy, we both began to feel the need for some deeper sexual connection. Every day Hagar smiled at us invitingly. And eventually we agreed to meet him. He tried to persuade us that we should try taking it up the ass. We could talk to Adams and Davidson, and they could tell us how much they enjoyed it. They did. So, we decided to try it. I was to be first. Davidson told me that I would be lucky to have an intact man fuck me “I love those hairy balls bouncing on my asshole. It adds a lot to the feeling.”

So, one night I met Hagar in a room behind the gym. We both stripped. I was fascinated by his hairy body and the chance to touch it. I rubbed him all over and stroked his dick and balls. I wanted to suck him and I did. Then he pushed me down on my back and mounted me. It was wonderful feeling a big hairy, powerful man on top of me. I started trembling. I whimpered a little as I felt the big head of his cock pressing against my assholeedging into it. But I steeled myself. Then I felt a powerful thrust and his cock filling me. Davidson was right, these big hairy balls bouncing against my asshole did give me a thrill. He pumped hard into me, and then kissed me passionately when he came: He kissed me hard and said: “I have possessed another of my sweetened exboys. You were cute before, but now you are delicious, a perfect lover for me.”

Getting fucked by a hairy giant was a powerful experience. I was sort of in shock. But I quickly relaxed, and I had to admit that I had enjoyed it immensely. I could never have enjoyed such a complete sexual union while I still had my balls. I told Hagar that. now I understood that it was not a terrible thing to lose your balls. That there were many compensations. I asked him why the state thought it was necessary to terrify boys, to humiliate them, and inflict pain on them to prepare them for the life that most born males had to lead in our society.

He said: “It is necessary to kill the boy to give birth to the eunuch. The castration ritual teaches the exboys to be submissive, to accept their fate, and the removal of their balls sweetens and softens them, and makes them fit lovers for intact men and masculinized eunuchs. Everybody is happier. The masculizied castrates enjoy the full eunuchs. Most intact men have eunuch concubines. And the eunuchs themselves get double sexual pleasure, from each other and from men and semieunuchs with hard dicks. So, the society works well. Everything fits together. Throughout human history, every rite of passage has involved pain. So, it is no different in our society. But here the pain is the prelude to pleasure and eventually to happiness.