"You mean you want your dick cut off?" I asked Jason in disbelief. Why would any kid want that?

"Sure," Jason replied like it was no big deal. "I also want to be castrated. I told my dad and he agreed but he couldn't find a doctor who was willing to castrate a healthy a boy. So Dad said that I'd just have to wait until I was an adult and of legal age. The thing is I don't want to wait that long. I want it done now. I know what being sexually intact dose to a man and I'm frighened of what it might do to me in the next few years."

"You mean that your dad doesn't mind that you want to be a eunuch?" Peter asked Jason.

"Why should he mind?" Jason replied. "Dad thinks being a eunuch is great. His only regret is that he didn't have it done sooner. He wishes that he had been cut right after he had me. He says that after I was born his balls had done their job and he should have been gelded then. He said carrying them around for another ten years was a huge mistakes and he wishes he could take it back."

"Your dad is a eunuch?" I asked Jason. I could hardly believe my ears

"Yeah he is," Jason told me. "He was nutered last year and we both like things a lot better the way they are now. That's why I want to be a enuch as well and that's why dad understands. I can see that castration was the right chose for him. I don't want to make the same mistakes he did."

"Is you dad here today?" I wanted to know, "I've never seen a eunuch before and hadn't really expected to see one at a nudist camp." I then rolled over on my tummy. All this talk was making me hard and I didn't want anyone to notice my stiffy. I guess Peter was lucky that he didn't have to worry about that but even so I wouldn't have traided places with him.

"Sure he is," Jason said proudly. "But you wouldn't know that he's a eunuch to look at him. Dad had the doctor fix him up to look like a man."

"What do you mean the doctor fixed him up to look like a man?" Peter asked.

"Geez Peter don't you know anything? I'd have thought that a dickless boy would know more about castration." Jason sounded exasperated. "After the doctor took out dad's balls he put in new fake balls so dad wouldn't look any different," Jason explained. "The doctor also cut the nerve to his dick so that dad can never get hard again and his dick stays numb. There are no sensory signals from his dick so he can't feel it anymore With fake balls dad looks just like a man but nothing down there works. Some eunuchs like looking like men and some don't. When I become a eunuch I'm going to have them take the whole package. I don't want the fake balls and I don't want to keep my peins or sac. Those parts just remind me of being hurt."

"What do you mean being hurt?" I wanted to know.

"Josh, have you ever slept with a man?" Jason asked.

"Not really." I answered true.

"Well I have," Jason replied. "It's fun but it hurts like crazy. When you get into the same bed with a man it's likely that his dick will get really big and hard. When you see a dick like that you want to play with it and kiss it and stuff. But when you do that the man will get much too excited and he'll lose all control of himself. If you suck a man's dick you'll drive him crazy and he'll lose his mind for a little while. When that happens the man will take control of you. He'll open your butt and put his dick inside you. There is nothing you can do to stop him and it hurts like you wouldn't believe."

"Has your dad done that to you?" I asked Jason.

"Dad couldn't help it and I don't blame him," Jason said and he sounded like he was very much ashamed. He added, "It was my fault really. When I see a big hard dick I want to lick it and stuff and you can't do that to a man without getting it in the end. Anyway it doesn't happen anymore. It can't. Dad can't get hard but he doesn't mind. We still sleep together but now I know I'm safe. I'm not going to get hurt and he knows he isn't going to hurt me. Sure I miss his stiff dick and I guess he dose as well but it's better this way. We love each other more than ever. We hug, and we kiss, and we cuddle but it never gets out of hand. That's why I want to be a nullo. I want to make sure that when I get older I'll never hurt anyone the way my dad once hurt me.

(To Be Continued)