When I was ten, I discovered how great it felt to jack off. My orgasms were dry but they felt wonderful. Mom really hated it when I jacked off so I tried not to let her catch me doing it but sometimes she did. When she caught me, she would always threaten to have my dick cut off but I didn't worry about it because Dad had said it was illegal.

One day, just after the start of summer vacation, when I was almost 12, she caught me and Tom jacking each other off in the basement. Boy was she mad! She grabbed my ear and dragged me to my room where she spanked me real hard. She locked me in my room which has its own bathroom. She only opened the door to shove my meals in and take away the dirty dishes from the last meal.

This lasted for four or five days. (I lost count.) Then Mom took me to a clinic way across town. When we got into the exam room, the doctor had me get up on a table. Before I knew what was happening, the doctor had fastened some straps across my chest, arms and legs. Then she asked my mother, "What do you want done to your son?"

Mom said, "I want you to remove his penis. He masturbates excessively and a few days ago I caught him and the neighbor boy masturbating each other."

The doctor asked me, "Is that true, did you masturbate another boy?"

I was afraid of what Mom would do if I lied so I said, "Yes."

The doctor said, "Since I have recorded him admitting to having homosexual activity, you can have him completely nullified and I recommend that you do."

Mom said, "No. I want just his penis removed."

I said, "You can't do that. It's illegal."

Mom said, "They changed the law. It has been legal for several days now. As soon as I heard about the new law, I made this appointment."

"That can't be true. You are just trying to scare me."

The doctor said, "It is true and I will prove it." She pressed a button on the intercom and said, "Send Jimmy in." She released the button and said, "While we are waiting for Jimmy, we should decide which kind of penectomy to do. What I recommend is complete removal, including the internal part, with a new urinary opening near the rectum. With this procedure, there is no chance of self abuse and no standing to urinate so no peeing on the floor."

"What other kinds of penis removals can you do?" Mom asked.

"I can leave a small stump but I don't recommend it because they can often still abuse themselves. Also there is still the problem of them peeing on the floor when they miss the toilet."

Mom said, "I sometimes think they pee on the floor on purpose to mark their territory like dogs."

Then a boy who looked a little younger than me came in and shut the door. The doctor said, "This is my son Jimmy. Jimmy, pull down your pants and show this boy what I did to you."

"The law changed on June first. I did him and his brother a few minutes after midnight that day." Jimmy looked very upset and embarrassed but he did what she said. When he pulled down his underpants, I saw that he had just a thin pink scar where his dick should have been.

For the first time, I realized that this was for real. They were really going to cut off my dick! I started to scream, "NO! NO!"

Mom slapped me and I managed to stop screaming. I thought to myself, "I hope she leaves me a stump. A stump would be better than no dick at all."

Mom looked at Jimmy and said, "He looks very well healed. Was it really done only six days ago?"

The doctor said, "Yes with the new techniques we have now, healing is very fast. After school starts, I will be able to do boys without them missing more than a day or two of school. What did you decide to do with Stefan?"

Mom dashed my hopes of keeping a stump by saying, "I want the whole disgusting thing removed."

The doctor said, "Are you sure that you don't want him completely nullified?"

"I'm sure."

The doctor injected something into my arm and the next thing I knew I was in a hospital bed. I had an IV in my arm. It felt like I had the hardest boner ever. I thought Mom had changed her mind and I reached down to stroke my dick but where my dick should have been all I found were bandages. I reached further and below my balls, I found a plastic tube. I cried for a long time.

Sometime after I stopped crying, Mom came in with the doctor and a nurse. The nurse removed the bandages and the doctor looked at the place where my dick used to be. She said, "He is healing nicely. He can go home tonight. Do you want an excuse so that he won't have to shower after P.E.?"

"No. I want the other boys to see what happens to boys who masturbate excessively."

I thought, "How can I possibly shower in front of other boys with no dick? They'll all stare at me and tease me. It will be horrible." I didn't say anything to Mom because I knew it would do no good. At least it would be more than two months before I would have to shower with other boys.

After several days, I healed up from the operation and I wasn't sore anymore but I got real horny. I tried stroking my balls and thighs but it was no use. I couldn't get anywhere near cuming.

About three weeks after my dick was removed, I came home from riding my bike and Mom was playing bridge with seven of her friends. I started to go to my room when Mom said, "Here he is. Stefan, pull down your pants and show my friends what I had done to you."

I was mortified but I knew I had to do what she said. I pulled my pants and briefs down. One of the women said, "He can't abuse himself and he sits to pee so there is no pee on the floor?"

My mother said, "Exactly. He will never be able to rape a girl or accidently get one pregnant but he can still father children with medical help. Also, he will be much less likely to infect a girl with a venereal disease. I think it is wonderful. I just wish I had been able to do it years ago. I think it should be done to all boys just after they are born."

Mrs. Price said, "What are the requirements to have this done?"

Mom said, "To have their disgusting penises removed all you have to do is swear that they are abusing themselves more than eight times a month. If you also want to have their testicles removed, you need proof that they are having sex with other boys. The doctor I took him to records what they say so if they admit to committing sodomy she can remove everything. If they won't admit it, she can give them truth serum."

Mrs. Price said, "I am going to have all three of mine done."

Mrs. Gordon said, "I'm going to have both of mine done."

Mrs. Cartwright said, "I'm not going to have my boy done but I will threaten him with it to keep him from misbehaving."

Mrs. Price said, "That won't work. He'll soon figure out that you are not going to do it and then he will behave as badly as ever."

Mom said, "The doctor who did Stefan said that she could leave him a small stump instead of removing all of it. If your boy starts misbehaving, you could have him stumped and threaten to remove the rest unless he behaves. I bet he would never dare to misbehave again."

Several of the women said they thought that was a good idea. Mrs. Cartwright said, "May I bring my son over and show him what you had done to Stefan?"

Mom said, "Of course." Then she noticed that I was still there and she said, "You can go to your room now, Stefan."

I pulled up my underpants and pants as fast as I could and ran to my room. I didn't even fasten the button on my jeans or zip them. I just held them in place with my hand.

A few days later, when I finished my breakfast, I asked Mom if I could go out and play. She said, "No, Mrs. Cartwright is coming over to show her son Jake what I had done to you."

When Jake saw my dickless crotch, his eyes got real wide and he said, "Please don't do that to me. I'll behave real good. I promise."

On the first day of school, I was relieved to find out that P.E. was my last class of the day. I thought about skipping P.E. but I knew I would get into a lot of trouble so I didn't. I managed to change into my gym clothes without anyone seeing by keeping my shirt on while I took off my pants and underpants and put on my supporter and gym shorts. Then I changed into my gym shirt. There were several boys missing from my gym class, including Tom. I heard that they all had excuses and I wondered if they had also lost their dicks.

After I undressed for my shower, there was a lot of pointing and staring. Many of the boys said cruel things. I tried to ignore it and went to a shower head in the corner. Then I lost it. I sat on the floor with the water running on me and cried. I just couldn't move. I sat and cried until all the other boys were gone.

Then a boy came up behind me. He turned off the shower and grabbed my arm. He said, "Hey man, you can't stay here. You have to get dressed and go home."

I said, "I'm not a man or even a boy. Men and boys have dicks and I don't." Then I started crying again.

He said, "I think you are a boy and a very brave one to shower in front of the other boys after what happened to you." The boy pulled me to my feet and led me to my locker. He put my hand on the lock pad and sat me down on the bench. He looked through my locker until he found my wallet. I thought that he wanted to steal the little money I had but he just looked at my ID and said, "406 Oak Street. I know where that is. It's only a block and a half from my house." He put my wallet back.

He dressed me and walked me to my house. He came inside and put me in my bed. I said, "Thanks. You better go before my mom gets home. She would have a fit if you were here when she got home."

He said, "I hope you are feeling better tomorrow. Bye." Then he left.

The next day after I had walked a little way toward school, the boy who helped me came out from behind a hedge. He said, "I was worried about you but I didn't want to wait on your lawn where your mom could see me. My name is Tyler Baldwin. What's your name?"

"Stefan Carr. Thanks for helping me yesterday. I would have gotten into a lot of trouble if you hadn't gotten me home. I hope I won't need help today."

"You're welcome. If you need help again today, or any day, I will help you. It must be awfully hard to have your dick cut off and to shower with the other boys. I don't think I could do it."

"You could if you had to."

Tyler said, "Can you come to my house after school? We can study together and I bet you would like to get away from your mother."

"I'd like that but I will have to get permission."

I managed to shower without Tyler's help. Tyler walked most of the way home with me. I asked Mom if I could go to Tyler's house. She surprised me by saying, "Yes you can." Then she said, "I know you can't do anything nasty now that you are fixed."

When I got to Tyler's house, he was waiting for me on the porch. He said, "I'm glad you could come."

I said, "I'm glad too." He led me to his room and we sat on the bed and studied.

After a while he said, "Would you like something to drink? We have lemonade, Root beer and apple juice."

I said, "Thanks, I'll have some lemonade."

After we finished our drinks he said, "How long ago was . . . "

I realized what he meant and said, "It was almost three months ago."

"Do you still get horny or did you get used to it?"

"I'm really, really horny all the time. I can barely stand it. I have tried stroking my balls and thighs but I just can't cum."

Tyler must have seen that I was about to start crying because he touched my arm and said, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked. I can't imagine what it would be like to not be able to jack off. I do it three or four times a day."

"How do you keep your mom from finding out?"

"She knows. She walked in on me once and didn't seem upset. She said that she would knock before entering my room but sometimes she forgets."

"Aren't you worried that she will have your dick removed the way my mom did mine?"

"She would never do that. Besides, even if she wanted to, Dad wouldn't let her."

"Your dad is alive!" I exclaimed.

"Yes. He was being treated for prostate cancer with drugs that lowered his testosterone level to practically zero when the plague hit. Mom and I got sicker than he did because we had more testosterone than he did. Imagine an eight-year-old boy and a woman having more testosterone than an adult man."

"You are so lucky that your dad is alive. I really miss mine. I think about him all the time."

"Yes. I am very lucky. I am probably the only kid in our school who has a living dad. If the plague had been a month earlier or a month later, he would have died too. Dad thinks that because the plague killed almost everyone with more than a little bit of testosterone that it was deliberately created by a woman scientist that hated men. Mom thinks he is crazy."

I went to Tyler's house every day after school. I was glad to be away from my mom and I think she was glad to have me out of the house. On Friday Tyler said, "I think I have a solution to your horniness problem. You can use a vibrator up your butt. It will stimulate your prostate. Many men like prostate stimulation and have orgasms from it."

The idea of sticking something up my butt was disgusting but I was so horny that I considered it for a few seconds. Then I said, "I don't have money to buy a vibrator and my mom searches my room all the time. If she found a vibrator, she would kill me."

Tyler said, "You don't have to buy one. I got one for you. You can use it here and keep it here."

I said, "Thank you. You are a very good person."

He looked down and said, "No. I'm not. I'm not a good person at all."

"What are you talking about? You helped me in the shower when nobody else did and now you bought me a vibrator."

He said, "I'll explain and then you won't like me anymore. I think what your mother did to you was awful. I don't think it should be done to any boy. Last year when I saw you in the shower and at other places, I was somewhat attracted to you. When I saw you dickless it really turned me on . . . You must hate me now that you know."

I thought about it for several seconds and then said, "That's a little weird but it's nothing to be ashamed of. You can't control what turns you on. In fact, I'm glad it turns you on because I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to get a boyfriend now that I don't have a dick."

He said, "I knew you were gay too. Do you want to try the vibrator now?"

I kissed him on the mouth and said, "I love you Tyler."

He said, "How can you love me, I'm ugly."

I replied, "You are not ugly. You are definitely not ugly."

"Have you looked at me?"

"Yes. I have looked at you. I admit that when I first saw you, I thought you were a little homely but now that I know how nice you are, you don't look homely anymore. You look almost beautiful." He smiled and looked happy. It was the first time I had seen him look happy. I said, "Now that you are smiling, you are beautiful."

He kissed me on the mouth and then said, "I love you too, Stefan. Do you want to use the vibrator now?"

"Yes, I want you to help me use it."

Tyler got a small box out of the closet and opened it. He said, "I bought a package of balloons too so that you can put a balloon over it when you use it so it will stay clean."

When I saw it, I said, "It's kinda thick."

"It was the thinnest one I could find. It's not that thick. I often have BM's that are thicker than it is."

"I do too. How do we do this?"

He put a balloon on it and then he smeared some stuff from a tube on it. He said, "This is lube. You have to use it to make it slide in easier."

I took off my pants and underpants. He handed me the vibrator and said, "You need to relax your butt-hole and push it in very gently. After the first time, it should get easier."

It took quite a while but I finally got it into my butt-hole. I said, "Now what?"

"Now you turn it on."

"How?"

"I should have shown you earlier. You turn the end clockwise."

It was hard to turn it on because it was hard to reach. When I got it on, it felt wonderful. I came in less than a minute and said, "Thank you! Thank you! I was afraid that I would never be able to cum again. How did you find out about vibrators?"

"I searched on the internet."

"My mom doesn't let me use the internet."

"You can use my computer to access the internet. It's almost time for my parents to come home. You better get dressed."

After I put my underpants and pants on, Tyler said, "Today is Friday. Maybe you can eat here and sleep over and use the vibrator again."

I said, "Where will I sleep, you only have one bed?"

"We can put a sleeping bag on the floor and you can sleep in the bag or in my bed with me."

I called my mom and she said I could eat and sleep over. She said that I could stay over until Sunday night. After Tyler's parents came home, they called her again to make sure it was OK with her.

Eating with Tyler and his parents was really nice. Sleeping in his bed with him was wonderful even though it was a little crowded in his twin bed. He got a boner right away and I jacked him off. After I jacked him off, he asked me if I was horny. When I said that I was, he helped me use the vibrator again. It was easier to get it in my butt-hole this time. While I used the vibrator, Tyler licked and stroked me all over. I didn't cum as quickly but my orgasm was more intense. I think it was the best one I had ever had.

We kissed and cuddled several times throughout the night and I jacked him off two more times and used the vibrator one more time.

In the morning, I used his computer to research gay sex. I found out about blow jobs and butt-fucking and decided to try them with Tyler.

After lunch, we went into Tyler's room. I could tell that he was horny 'cause I could see the bulge in his pants from a boner. I said, "I want you to butt-fuck me."

He said, "Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you."

"Your dick is smaller around than the vibrator so it shouldn't hurt."

"Are you sure you want me to do this?"

"Yes, I'm sure."

Tyler said, "It's a good thing I have some condoms. You should never, ever, ever, let anyone fuck you without a condom." He got a small box out from behind some books in his bookcase. After he had the condom on and lubed up, he asked, "What position do you want to use?"

"I want to lie on my belly."

"OK, but we should put a pillow under your lower belly so that I can get at your butt-hole easier."

It felt great to have Tyler's dick inside me. I came before he did and when he came, I came again. It was wonderful, just wonderful. Then, just as we were finishing, I heard Tyler's door open. I looked at the door and I saw his mother. She was carrying a laundry basket full of underwear which she dropped. She said, "Tyler William Baldwin, put your pants on and get out of here. I need to talk to Stefan."

I felt Tyler's dick go soft real fast. He quickly pulled out of me and put his pants on without even bothering with his underpants. He ran out of the room.

I was terrified to have Mrs. Baldwin see me being fucked and I didn't want her to see that I didn't have a dick. I pulled the blanket up over me. I was sure that she would kick me out of her house and tell my mother what Tyler and I had done and that I would lose my balls and Tyler would lose everything.

I was very surprised when Mrs. Baldwin said, "Stefan, did Tyler force you to have sex with him?"

I said, "Heck no. I asked him to do it. I practically had to beg him to do it."

Then she asked, "Did he use a condom?"

"Yes he did. He said that I should never let anyone . . . " I paused because I didn't want to use the word "fuck" in front of Mrs. Baldwin but I didn't know how else to say it. Then I said, "Uh, have butt-sex with me without one."

Mrs. Baldwin opened the door and said loudly, "Tyler please come in here." When he came in, I noticed that he was as white as a sheet. I figured I was probably just as pale.

Mrs. Baldwin said, "Do you boys love each other?"

We both said, "Yes!" at the same time.

Mrs. Baldwin looked at Tyler and said, "I apologize for coming in without knocking first. I will buy a lock for your door. I expect you to lock it when you are having sex. You will not have sex with anyone more than two years younger than you. You are not to force anyone to have sex with you and you will ALWAYS use a condom. Do you understand?"

Tyler was so upset that he had trouble talking but he said, "Yes Mom."

Mrs. Baldwin said, "Do you need more condoms?"

Tyler said, "No I still have eleven." I realized that he had a box of a dozen and had only used one.

Mrs. Baldwin said, "Have you checked the expiration date?"

"Yes, they're still good."

After Mrs. Baldwin left, we lay together on the bed without saying anything for a long time. Then I said, "I was so scared when your Mom came in. I was afraid that she would tell my mom what we were doing and my mom would have my balls cut off and that your mom would have your dick and balls cut off."

"My mom would never do that but I was afraid that she would forbid me from ever seeing you again."

That night I gave Tyler a blow job. He said, "That was good but not as good as butt-fucking you. I forgot to ask, did you like being fucked and did you cum?"

"I loved it. I just loved it. I came twice."

Tyler said, "Wow! I didn't think boys could cum twice. Maybe it's 'cause you don't have a dick. I think we should fuck most of the time 'cause both of us can cum that way."

I replied, "I think so too."

On Sunday evening, Tyler had to take out the trash. I offered to help him but Mr. Baldwin said that I was a guest so I couldn't help. I was alone with Mr. Baldwin so I asked, "Why did they make it legal to cut off boys' dicks?"

"Many women resent and fear men's penises because they have been molested or raped. Many also envy men with penises because it is so easy for us to masturbate. When the plague happened, almost all men and pubescent boys died so women felt safe."

"It is now four years later and many boys now have adult size penises and women feel threatened because there have been a few rapes and quite a few unwanted teen pregnancies. They want to protect themselves and their daughters by getting rid of penises. Many women wanted all boys to be penectomized but they had to compromise on the present law. Also, many women became much more religious after the plague and most religions are very antigay and anti-masturbation."

"Tyler told me what happened to you and I am very sorry." It was nice to be able to talk to a man about things.

On Monday, when I was stripping for my shower, I heard a boy gasp. I looked up and I saw that Duane, who had the biggest dick in the class, had a tiny little stump instead of his huge dick.

When Tyler and I were walking home, I said, "I'm a terrible person. When I saw that Duane had been stumped, I was glad for a few seconds because I had been jealous of his big dick and because now the other boys were staring at him and not me."

Tyler said, "You are not a terrible person. It's normal to feel glad like that for a few seconds or even several minutes."

A month after the start of school, the principal made an announcement over the P.A. system. She said, "There are now so many boys who have been penectomized or nullified that starting tomorrow, these boys will no longer get excuses from P.E. Teasing or bullying these boys will not be tolerated."

The next day there were a lot more boys in my P.E. class. In my class of 40 boys, there were ten of us who had been snipped (dicks only removed), three who were stumped and three who had been pruned (dicks and balls removed).

I was sad to see that Tom was one of the boys who had been pruned. I had tried to talk to him several times since I was snipped but he wouldn't talk to me. Now I knew why. I knew he blamed me for what happened to him 'cause it was my idea for us to jack each other off.

One of the stumped boys was a friend of mine so when we were getting dressed I asked, "Hey Alan, can you still jack off?"

He replied, "Yeah but it's real hard and it takes a long time. I don't dare do it at home 'cause my mom said that if she ever caught me doing it again she would have the rest of my dick removed. It's so much trouble that I hardly do it at all. Before I was stumped, I did it two or three times a day. Now I only do it every six or seven days."

"I wish my dad was alive 'cause if he was he probably would have been able to keep my mom from having me stumped. Even if he couldn't, it would be nice to talk to him about how I feel about being stumped."

I said, "I go to Tyler's house almost every day and his dad is alive. I can talk to him any time I want to. It's real nice."

"I wish I had a man to talk to. I think I would give up what's left of my dick to have one."

I wondered if Tyler would be the only boy in our class who still had a dick by the end of the year. A month later three more boys had been snipped, two more had been stumped and one more had been pruned. Two of the boys who had been snipped were now pruned. I learned later that they had volunteered to be pruned 'cause they couldn't stand the frustration. Less than half of us still had all our boy parts.

The day I went back to school after Christmas vacation I saw one of my friends and he looked kinda sad. I said, "What's wrong Dave? Is there anything I can do to help?"

Dave said, "Just after the start of Christmas vacation my mom had me pruned. Sean and I gave each other blow jobs in my room when my mom was at work. It turned out that she had a camera in my room. Sean was pruned too. I love Sean and now there is no way we can ever have sex again. There's nothing you can do to help me or Sean."

I said, "That's terrible. I'm so sorry."

He said, "At least since my balls are gone, I don't get horny anymore. I still miss having sex with Sean 'cause I remember how good it felt but I don't need it. You still have balls. How can you stand being horny but not having a dick to jack off, fuck or get sucked with?"

I knew I couldn't tell him about Tyler fucking me almost every day so I just said, "I just don't think about it." In P.E. that day I counted and only eleven boys still had complete dicks.

That night, I was staying over at Tyler's house again, as usual, when two policewomen came over. They told me that my mother had been killed in a traffic accident. One of them asked me if I had any living relatives. I said, "No. I had some uncles and two grandfathers but they were all killed in the plague. Both my grandmothers died of grief soon after the plaque. I never had any aunts." The policewoman said that I could stay at the Baldwin's overnight but I would be taken to a foster home the next day.

Mr. Baldwin said, "My wife and I are licensed foster parents. Stefan sleeps here frequently with his mother's permission. He likes us and we like him. We would like him to stay with us permanently. We have a bedroom for him."

One of the policewomen said, "You will have to get approval from Child Protective Services but it shouldn't be a problem." Three days later, the Baldwins got approval and we moved my stuff into the spare bedroom. Then my old house was sold and the money was put into a trust fund that I would get when I was 18.

After we finished moving my stuff, Tyler said, "I wish your mom had died before she could have you snipped."

I thought about it and said, "I don't."

"Why in the world not?"

"Because if I hadn't been snipped, we would never have become lovers and I love having you as a lover."

"But don't you miss your dick?"

"Not really. Having you fuck me is way better than playing with my dick was. Besides, if I was in foster care with another family, my foster mother probably would have had me snipped or pruned. All the foster boys in our school have been."

"I didn't think of that."

Even though I had my own room, I usually slept with Tyler in his bed. Soon after I moved in, his parents bought him a full size bed so that we would have more room. We were both very happy.

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