In the bad old days of George W. Bush and Bill O'Reilly young boys and girls were expected to postpone sex untill their hetersexual wedding night and then discover how to make love by trial and error, mostly error. It was a hit or miss sort of thing with a lot of misses. Only straight sex between adults was considered acceptable. Everything else was thought to be deviant or wicked. As a result many people were frustrated and unhappy and they spread their unhappiness around.

Things aren't like that anymore. Today most children of 11 or 12 are taken by their parents to a trained medical professional, a sex counselor. Over a period of time and a number of sessions the counselor will help the child to better understand his or her emerging sexuality. They may watch films, read stories, look at photographs or simply talk about the people and activities the child finds intriguing.

Once the counselor has come to an understand the sexual needs, desires and orientation of the child he will select a sexual surrogate to introduce that child to the joy of sex. The child will lose his or her virginity at the hands of a trained and trusted professional. The boy or girl discovers what sort of sex is best for him or her and just as important he or she learns how to please his partner in bed.

My name is Trevor. I'm an athletic, 22 year old guy who is studying to become a child psychologist. To help pay my school expenses I moonlight as a sexual surrogate. I work with both girls and boys but I enjoy the boys far more than the girls. Boys are so much more active during sex and they seem to get much more out of it.

At five o'clock on a friday afternoon I found myself in the office of Dr. Sally Markoff. Dr. Markoff, or Sally as I have come to call her, is the sex counselor I work with. See matches me with children who need my services.

"Trevor," she said. "I have a very challenging case and I need the best surrogate I can get. Do you think you are up to it? If not just say so and I'll find someone else." This did not sound good to me. Think about it, you don't really need the best doctor or the best lawyer unless something is very wrong. The same thing holds true for a surrogate. How bad could this be?"

"Let me see the child's file before I answer you doc," I said. She slid the folder across her large oak desk. I opened it prepaired for the worst. But when I saw the picture of the child my heart leapt. I was looking at a photo of what had to be the most beautiful 11 year old boy who ever walked God's green Earth. He was as gorgeous as any movie star you could imagine. Light brown hair, blue-green eyes and the face of an angel. I could hardly believe that I was to be paid to fuck him. "I'll take the case!" I managed to blurt out.

"But I haven't given you the boy's background information yet," the doc said. As far as I was concerned the kid's background didn't matter. With a face and body like that I would have taken him even if he was a republican. But I didn't say that. "Fill me in," was what I said.

"The boy's name is Dominic Mitchell Smith," the doc said. "He is a highly intelligent and very well adjusted child. He comes from a stable and loving home. His parents are well educated and quite well off. I've already shown Dominic your photos and he thinks you're hot. You are the one he wants to teach him how to make love. Dominc is very close to his parents and is hoping that you'll get along well with them."

"Dominic sounds like a dream child," I said. He looks like one too, but I didn't say that.

"I agree Trevor," Sally said. "During the six weeks I've been seeing him I've come to love the little guy and I know you'll love him as well."

"So why do you think I might have difficulty with him?" I asked.

"Dominic has a small but persistant interest in masochism," Sally explained. "He wants to be dominated by his sexual partner. I've disscussed this with his parents and we all hope that it's something he will outgrow. Never the less it is a part of his sexual make up and an issue that we must address. he has expressed and interest in having you restrain and spank him. The thought of you marching him around naked on a leash before others excites Dominic no end. It is one of his favoret fantasies. Trevor, I need you to be very gentle with this boy but I also need you to be not so gentle."

"I'm not sure that I understand," I said.

"Dominic needs to realize that masochism is not for him," Sally explained. "But for him realize that you will need to show him what it's like. Once he sees than spanking and rape hurt a boy he will understand and lose interest in that sort of twisted sex. Show him how wonderful loving sex can be and we will have little Dominic on the right path."

"I'll do whatever needs to be done to help the boy," I said. What I didn't say was that this assinment was driving me wild with lust!

"Good Trevor, I know I can count on you," Sally said and then she added, "There is, however, one more thing you must know. Dominic wants you to offer him your support and comfort as he's being nullified."

"I don't think I heard you right doc," I said. "It sounded like you said 'Nullified'."

"You heard righ Trevor," the doc said. "Dominic is to be castrated and he will need your support."

"You mean to say that he is a male to femle transvestite?" I asked.

"No," the doc replied. "Dominic is a male to eunuch transsexual. He is a third gender. He wants a smooth crotch and to be neather male or female."

I was shocked to my core by what the doc was saying. "But you can't agree to that!" I said. "His parents can't agree to it. It's wrong!"

"Why is it wrong?" she asked.

"Because it's sick," I returned. "We are here to help children learn to understand and enjoy their sex not distroy it! Sexual nullification will make it impossible for Dominic to fully enjoy life. He has to be made to understand that or a horrible mistake will be made and there will be no undoing it."

The doc looked at me and said, "Trevor as you well know there are many different types a flavore of sex. If Dominic had any desire to harm or degrade anyone else I would have to take intervention. If he had any predilection towards sadism I would have to use the probe to make an adjustment to his mind to cure him. But Dominic is not a sadist. He has no desire to harm or demean others. Therefore you can't say that he is sick."

"But genital nullification?" I asked.

"The desire for genital modifications is no longer considered a perversion even if it means castration and removal of the penis," The doc said. "Dominic need to be respected for who and what he is. His sexuality is a very important part of his indivduality. We must respect that and help him to deal with it. The challenge for you will be to help him make the transformation from boy to eunuch and help him to learn to enjoy sex as a nullo and how to satisfy a man's sexual needs."

"I still say that nullifying an 11 year old is wrong." I replied.

"Thank you for your time and honesty Trevor," the doc said. "But I can see that this just isn't going to work. I'll find someone else to serve as Dominc's sexual surrogate. Good day."

"Wait!" I said. "I'll do it." Dominic was such a beauty that I couldn't let him get away. I had to have him even if it ment being part of this travisty.

"Are you sure?" the doc asked. "You seem to have some issues of your own that might interfere with your objectivity."

"I'm sure," I said. "I can handle it."

"Good," the doc replied. "Dominic is waiting for you now in the play area. For your first date I want you to take him out for dinner. Nothing too fancy, lets keep it simple and low stress. He likes burgers and fries. Take him somewhere where he feels comfortable. After that take him ice skating or swimming or to a movie or whatever activity he wants. Just get to know the boy and become his friend before you become his lover. If he wants to talk about sex or castration that's fine. But this early in the game I want him to be the one who brings it up not you. I'll expect a report from you in the morning on how things went. From there we will decide what our next step will be.

"I understand," I said.

"Good," the doc replied. "Trevor this is a special case. It's not easy for a boy to become a full eunuch. I want you to be as understanding of that point as you can. I want your best work."

(TO BE CONTINUED)