My story – true story

You want to know how I was neutered? I tell you how.  It was done to me in Bamberg. There lives an experienced neuterer, I had to call him master,   who cuts  beasts and men but mostly calves, lambs and piglets.  Here is what he did with..  The first thing he did he shave my lower parts -  pubic and asshole. – then  he  inserted a large sound down my dick  about 35F. Then - guided by the sound - He inject me with  20mm Lidocaine into the region of my sphincter. The shot numb  that whole region down within seconds. Then he took his surgical knife and made a slit just next to my asshole. He cut down to that steel sound.  He sprayed something on it to stop the bleeding. Then,  after He withdrew the sound and immediately inserted through that slit a 30F balloon catheter into my bladder and connected it to a plastic leg bag. He told me that I had to wear the catheter for about 30 days until the hole, my future pee hole, had healed.

Then he asked me if I wanted one more orgasm.  I said yes and he got a computer screen, inserted a disk into the DVD slot and started the hottest video I had ever seen. A big, very muscular Black man, with a monster cock,  long at least 8 inches  and very thick , fucked a white guy, maybe 20 - 22 yrs old. He was bent over and I could see that dick entering his pussy - he squirmed and enjoyed that dick - I noticed that there was a very fine wire around the young guys balls  - the loop resting on his balls. That wire seemed to be razor sharp. Suddenly that Black, changed from a slow fuck – pushing his dick slowly in and out – just about  pulling it out and shoving it back in again,  fucking suddenly  real hard and moaned and held his head up ready to scream for lust while that white guy squealed and yelled as his cum spurted all over the place.

Suddenly the "master" - that what they called him, started a motor and the wire was wound up around the white guys balls started - slowly – to close -  tighten around those balls - when they got real tight the guy started to fight but his Black  lover held him down.  He pulled his arms to around to his back and kept on fucking that cute ass.  The Black guy had a real grip on him so he couldn't move - all the while that wire kept closing up around his balls – blood started to drip to the floor - the master got a stick and put it in to his mouth - it helped to endure  the cutting pain. The machine pulling that wire went on without mercy and closed that loop around his tender ball sack. There was a final pull on the wire and suddenly his balls fell off. The master released a most beautiful Chinese Pheasant – he went straight for those balls and gulped them down – real fast. At that the Black went nearly delirious and jammed that dick of his into that tiny hole and spilled his cum into that little ass. When he pulled out his white seed oozed out and ran over that bleeding stump of ball sack. .  The master’s little helper, a deformed  man with a hunchback jumped up and held a red glowing iron –he shuffled over to the boy and looked him in the face – you see that? He asked “I will push that into the gaping bloody hole where you now have  an empty  sack.”  One more heart rending shriek and the blood stopped.

Suddenly a group of nasty looking leather boys  entered the room. They grabbed that strong black man and dragged him across the room to a large black cross, 2 guys by the cross grabbed his wrists,  pushed them into  shackles and locked them to a loop on the cross beam. The guy looked very bewildered and asked - why do you do that? Didn't I fuck that white guy for you? Didn’t I make him cum with that dick of mine?   What gives?  While he talked someone came up with a jockstrap made of metal - I believe it was thin steel. He  put it around his waist and locked it - before he could say a word his legs were fixed straight down to that cross and he stood there like some soldiers at attention. He couldn’t move – not even his ass. The steel supporter connected to a belt covered only his balls and  his dick was dangling loose from that hole. That jockstrap was adjusted to make sure that his dick was free - and not covered by that steel. Tightly secured, he just stood there – looking  bewildered – then real fear entered his eyes and he called as loud as he could: “What are you guys up to?”

He looked ahead and his eyes became suddenly large - he stared at a guy who played with garden shears - "what are these for", he asked. The guy with the shears, a rather handsome young guy, grinned and said, “you had your last fuck - that black thing you call ‘my precious one’, comes off.” The Black started to scream and protest -  but no one cared. All  just stood there and looked at his fabulous black shiny dick. The fellow with his  shears moved closer,  the blades wide open, and placed them  around that dick all the way down to were his shaft left his body. His shaft was now snug between the blades. That Black, unable to move  just stood and screamed. His  body was well secured. He just stood there while the shears were placed at the base of his lovely dick. Suddenly that guy closed the shears slowly not once but 3 times. The victim moved his head back and screamed as loud as he could – don’t do that – please!!! The shears were closed once more and  that dick fell to the ground. Plenty of blood and much screaming. That white guy he had fucked and who  had LOST  his balls got so scared, expecting the same fate, just fainted.

One of the guys hollered “I am hungry for some blood sausage” having said that he picked up that big detached black dick – he opened his mouth wide and allowed that amputated dick sliding down his throat. They all applauded – you could really watch that that dick as it went deeper into that mouth – suddenly it was all the in  - one swallow and it was in the guy’s stomach . The little hunchback came back – this time he had a blowtorch – what was he up to? Oh no! the guys spread the blacks legs and fastened them securely to some rings on the floor.  And the ugly dwarf pointed the flame of the at the steel jockstrap. But then, swiftly, he moved it over the penis stump. It stopped to bleed – the Black seem to be happy for that.  He moved that torch down and started to  heat that steel jockstrap,  he moved the torch close and withdrew – he did that a few times and yelled now I will roast  the balls inside the that steel pouch. He opened the flame all the way and the steel started to glow first faintly and then red hot. Too much for the brave fucker – he too fainted and the smell of roasted meat  was in the air.  After  a while  some of the guys removed that metal cup and started to munch the roasted nuts.

That was the video.  I came not just once but had maybe 3 orgasms. My cutter turned to me and said - how did you like it. I said nothing. Then he asked me, " do you know why you have that catheter and why I made a pee hole for you?"  I shook my head. Well, he said, over time you will lose your dick and your balls - I won't use the method you saw in the video.  I make it less painful.  Boy was I scared -  I tried to move off the table he got me on, I was all wet because my urine just dripped from that tube - I was scared.  Then he showed me a strange device, he said "this is an elastrator. It's used to castrate little lambs  - lambs like you." "You see this little green rubber ring? You see this little hole? It will go around your balls and your dick. Watch what I do," He put that little ring on that contraption and slowly but surely expanded it. Amazing. He showed it to me and said: "First I will stick your dick all the way to the end of your shaft in here. Then I will expand another ring and place it around your balls. Since you have been a good sport I will make it painless. I shoot you up with Lidocaine and you won't feel a thing. Then you swallow a strong sleepy pill and rest."

I couldn't respond and just watched as he gave me that shot first around the base of my dick, after a minute or 2 he placed my dick through that loop - that small green rubber ring now expanded - when it got down to the base of my dick I could feel it but then he said "we got that one done. I felt nothing! “Now let us look at your balls - they are too high up - well, I will pull them down and inject the painkiller then I will get your balls in that expanded green ring and let it slowly go.” He grabbed my balls and I felt the needle getting in to my sack and balls.  I felt a pinch  and numbness in my sack. Then he picked up that elastrator  and while I watched he put that small green ring in the center – that ring was held by hooks. Then he started to pull and expanded that  ring – he grabbed my balls and I jumped  a bit – “no trouble he said” more injections. Then he got a large mirror and I saw myself there lying naked with my dick purplish red – he twisted the mirror somewhat and I could now see my balls.  Resting peacefully. Then he said you will watch as I place that rubber ring around your balls and release slowly the elastrator – you will watch as the ring tightens around your balls. When I release the ring he will stay and kill your sack and balls.”  For my comfort he gave me another shot also into my dick.

 Then he started to slide my balls through that loop – moving it back and forth to get the right position. “I will place the ring high,” he said, “that means you don’t have to worry about your sack tissue.” I looked into the mirror and watched as my balls glided into the loop and how the elastrator started to close above my balls. Amazingly I had no pain. In a way I was happy and had  a good feeling in my belly. I started to realize that my nuts will be gone that my dick will also go. While I rested dreaming about my nullification the cutter bend over my face and gave me a deep kiss – his tongue tickled my throat and I t got one more orgasm – I felt my cum oozing out from that hole along the catheter – I didn’t realize, that -  while I was slowly castrated - that I could have that orgasm.  Then my master released me from whatever held me down and I looked at my dick and balls. They looked very red nearly blue. The urine from the catheter was now collecting in a bag attached to my leg. He gave me 2 white pills and took me to a couch. I just about reached it when I fainted - anyway, I slept all night. When I awoke I felt something heavy between my legs –-  when I looked down  I saw my dick black and swollen - separated from my body by a thin slice of skin - the little green ring had shrunk to its original size - I touched my dick but I had no feeling - after that I touched my balls   - now blue black and hard but no feeling.  The door opened and the cutter looked in, wished me a good morning. He  asked how I felt. He also told me why he made that pee hole prior to his job castrating me. Without doing that, he said,  I would have plenty of trouble.  He invited me for breakfast and I must have been a funny looking guy - he laughed and said "don't worry!  In a week or 2 you will be fine - your dick may fall off and your balls too - or I may cut them off - no problem. Your precious dead members may end up in the stomach of my dog. He likes them - when they start stinking – until they fall off stay away from him because he will bite them off.

Well, the dog did not get them, they fell off alright while I was in the  pond near the house - and I saw how those little fish were fighting to get a piece of my dick and balls.  They just nibbled and nibbled until they the dick and balls were gone.  

In the meantime the catheter was removed and I pee like a women. At first my cutter injected me with large doses of testosterone – “that will keep you horny and longing for my dick to massage your still intact prostrate.  You will have watery cum  not as white as before but you cum.”  He was telling the truth. I will never forget the first fuck   when he entered me with his hard somewhat curved dick  and that head he head he had, nearly purplish blue, I was so impatient -  longing to get that dick into me he couldn’t keep up with me. So invited a few of his skinhead friends over and we had a fuck fest. 

All went well. But one day he said you will now get estrogen -  female hormones – you  will get nice tits and round hips  - nice and smooth – and the guys  - and of course I  - will love your boys pussy. – you may not cum anymore but you will have that nice feeling of being fucked. -.  The master is using my boys pussy often but I long for a real large dick as I had seen  in the video. The bigger the better. One eve the master had some handsome guys over – one, black and beautiful – they undressed and I was ready to faint. Those guys were just it. And their buns – boy they started to fuck me and could get my fingers into their ass muscles – they loved it and just shoot into me. Finally I got the one I was waiting for - that young handsome black  - his dick was fat and long and shiny – he had some oil on it and he drove that dick right into me – what a sensation. . He held unto me by my hips and drove that penis of his hard into my boys pussy. It  was just the  way he fucked me, turning and pushing that dick and his beautiful ass that  drove me crazy. Suddenly I had a tremendous feeling throughout my body – it felt so great, and as he kept pushing that dick into me I had that beautiful  sensation at least 5 times. I had never felt anything like it.  The guys noticed it and laughed – the Black guy  gave me a deep kiss and said: “honey you had a woman orgasm. Great!” Lets do it once more – and we did it more than once – he was actually the only man who could really satisfy me  and he knew it.

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