Interview with Jasin's parents - Part 2

J: About 90 minutes. We saw Jasin naked on the doctor’s operating table, his feet in stirrups, legs spread apart. We walked to him and looked down at our son’s lean, well developed body. I could plainly see each one of his six abdominal muscles and remember thinking that I could bounce quarters off his stomach. His smooth, muscular chest moved rhythmically up and down as he slept.

S: His penis was large, even though it was flaccid. It was taped up against his stomach. On both sides of our son’s scrotum were two incisions, tightly sutured closed.

Dr. Dunn said, “Your son had what is commonly refer to in a locker room as low hangers. In fact, his testicles hung unusually low for an 18 year old. That’s what was making his manhood so evident underneath his clothing.”

The doctor pointed towards his nearby instrument tray. There sitting in a small stainless steel bowl were Jasin’s testicles. They were bluish-gray, egg-shape, and larger than I imagined—the severed testicular cords sticking out the top of each one. A small amount of blood covered both testicles.

John and I didn’t speak as we looked down at the two small organs that almost keep Justin from pursuing his life with the church. Dr. Dunn covered the bowl with a small towel and pulled a blanket up to Justin’s chin.

“How do we know he won’t become hysterical when he looks at himself,” I asked.

“Nothing to worry about,” said the doctor. “The hypnotic let me put him into deep subconscious state during our counseling session. Right now he’s confused to what has just happened, and won’t be able to put two-and-two together for months, if ever. When he looks at his scrotum it won’t really register in his brain what he’s looking at…or in this case, what he’s not looking at,” smiled Dr. Dunn.

He gave us Jasin’s pain medication, told us the dosages and that he shouldn’t feel anything more than a little tenderness by tomorrow morning.

Q: What was it like when Jasin got back home?

J: He seemed a little confused, but overall he recovered quite quickly. At dinner I watched my son eat, knowing that now as a eunuch, his metabolism would slow. Calories he consumed would no longer quickly burn up to build a growing, young man’s body, but within months would start adding weight around his narrow hips and washboard stomach to make him look womanish and boyish. I told not to forget to order dessert.

We finally saw the first physical change in Jasin about four weeks after his castration. One night during dinner he was telling us a funny story, when he stopped talking so suddenly that my wife and I immediately became alarm. Jasin looked as if someone had just punched him in the stomach.

“I feel so hot, it’s like I’m on fire.” He gasped. Our son swallowed hard, reached for his ice tea and took a big gulp. His mother and I watched our son closely, our eyes knowingly darting between each other, and then back to Jasin. We were witnessing our son’s first hot flash; his first real step towards impotency and his new life as a eunuch.

I have to say that I enjoyed the show. Jasin’s checks turned bright red and two times he quickly ran his tongue around his lips. He again reached for his ice tea, but not to take a drink—he pressed the cold glass against his forehead in a desperate attempt to cool off. A thin line of perspiration appeared above his top lip.

S: That week Jasin began to feel really uncomfortable. He felt as if he was always burning up, and took to carrying around a plastic sports bottle filled with ice water to drink when he had one of his many hot flashes. When my wife and I were planning our son’s castration, Dr. Dunn told us to expect that Jasin would experience as many as 15 hot flashes a day during his first months as a eunuch.

“You have to remember that we’re forcing your son’s 18 year old body into a state of menopause,” explained the old doctor during one of my early phone calls to him. “His hot flashes will begin as his body transitions from an androgen environment to a non-androgen environment. Oh, initially his body will have trouble adjusting to its low hormone levels, but after about three months the transition is complete and the hot flashes will end.”

“Of course, by that time,” added the doctor, “additional changes to Jasin’s body will be taking place.”

J: Each day, after our son left for classes, his mother and I slipped into his room to pull the covers back to examine his sheets. He was still masturbating each morning as he had always done, but immediately after his castration his semen lost its pungent odor as well as to its wet, thick, goopy consistency of what we were use to finding. Now, we found just a round wet spot on the bottom sheet that was slick to the touch. There was nothing sticky about it at all, and it had a thin texture.

“Of course I’m not surprise to hear that,” said Dr. Dunn when I made one of my regular calls to him. “Since Jasin can no longer produce sperm, his semen has become thin and watery, as is reducing in volume. It’s now just a mater of time until he stops having both spontaneous and morning erections, and will be forced to manipulate his penis for it to become erect. As it is now, I’m sure he’s noticing that his orgasms are less intense and satisfying.”

J: One morning, Jasin seemed very moody before he left for classes. We both looked at each other and headed up to Jasin’s room. Maybe there was an answer there. We walked in and everything looked the same. Then we stepped to his bed to check his sheet as we did every morning.

But this morning, when we pulled the sheet back we stopped and stared. We were expecting to find the same round wet spot, but it wasn’t there. I bent down and ran my hand across the bedding.

It was dry.

I looked up at my wife and smiled and she smiled back. Now we knew why Jasin was upset. Our son woke up for the first time without a morning erection, and wasn’t able to achieve an orgasm before having to get ready for classes.

S: Jasin was becoming impotent. (smiles)

J: Yes, and that wasn’t all. Jasin definitely had less energy. He was moving slower now, and there was a relaxed calm about him. As for basketball, he hadn’t played for weeks. The last time he tried shooting hoops in our backyard, he came inside after five or ten minutes instead of his usual one hour of play that he spent before his castration. I remember him walking in looking exhausted instead of invigorated.

We had of course stopped checking his bed for signs that he was masturbating when waking up. Dr. Dunn assured us that Jasin was no longer having either morning erections or spontaneous erections during the day, and that our son’s sex drive was dramatically diminished. Still, about once or twice a week in the evenings as we watched television downstairs, we could hear Jasin in the shower for long stretches at a time—sometime as long as 45 minutes.

S: “It sounds like he’s still trying to masturbate while in the shower,” said Dr. Dunn, when we spoke to him about it. “Now he’s only able to achieve an erection if he physically manipulates his penis for long stretches at a time, and your son is not quite mentally ready to give up something that used to give him so much pleasure.

“As it becomes more difficult and time consuming for Jasin to achieve an erection, not to mention trying to reach an orgasm, he will give up masturbating just like those other young men that I speak about. In the next week or so Jasin will stops thinking about girls altogether, and will realize that he’s lost interest in sex. It’s another of many steps of him coming to terms with being a eunuch.”

J: One morning, about his sixth month as an eunuch, Jasin came down to the kitchen for breakfast. As I sat at the table reading the day’s newspaper—my wife had already left to work—I casually looked up over my morning paper at my son. Jasin’s back was to me, and as he poured his orange juice to take his calcium pills, I suddenly noticed how tight his pants were on him. And then I realized that they were those same loose fitting pants he wore the morning of his castration!

His pants were pulled taunt across his butt, and there were deep wrinkles around the waist band as the fabric stretched around Jasin’s thickened middle. His hip were no longer athletic and narrow, but had instead started to take on a fleshy, expanded look. Justin had started to put on weight just as Dr. Dunn predicted.

During the next few months, my wife and watched with fascination as our son’s once fine and powerful body turned to mush. Jasin kept putting on extra weight around his middle until he looked pear-shape. And although he wore loose fitting shirts, we could tell that his well-defined chest was disappearing and that the muscle outlines along Jasin’s arms and down his back were becoming smoother and less pronounced.

S: Jasin’s square jar line began to soften, and his facial features took on a softened, more feminine look. He was noticeably less masculine looking.

He was embarrassed by his weight gain; he cut off communications with many of his high school friends. The two old friends that Jasin did see periodically couldn’t hide their surprise when they saw how his body was changing.

J: Then came the real payoff. One evening that spring Jasin walked into the downstairs family room. He stood in the doorway until he had our attention, and finally spoke. He announced to his mother and me that he had decided to pursue a life with our church. He also told us that he had decided to start his seminary studies as soon as possible, and would leave for the seminary in early June.

S: We were elated. It was a wonderful moment. We had done it!

J: Before leaving for the seminary, Jasin needed an exam, so we all went with him to see Dr. Dunn Jasin was stripped to his white boxer shorts. As I walked in I stopped short and sucked in my breath. In the 10 months since his castration, Jasin’s 18 year-old body had changed dramatically; It was the first time I had seen him unclothed.

No longer lean and trim, Jasin’s body looked soft and flabby. His pectorals muscles were no longer two perfect, firm ovals that stuck out to nicely outline his broad chest. Now his chest was undefined and without muscle mass. It looked weak, and his two nipples seemed to float on an sea of fleshly fat. Gone too were his once well-developed triceps and biceps, which use to swell and expand as he moved his arms. Now Justin’s upper arms were smooth and undeveloped, and looked as if they belonged to a young boy.

His waist line had thickened as well, and two small rolls of fat covered his stomach and hung slightly over the top of his boxer shorts. Justin’s once magnificent rippled abs, were now a memory.

S: Dr. Dunn pulled down Jasin’s underwear, and we both stared at what was left of my son’s genitals. His pubic hair had grown back thin and sparse; Jasin no longer had the thick, dark, mass of hair he had before his castration. The remains of his scrotum was just a small flap of skin. The best part was that his penis: It was much smaller than it was ten months ago.

Dr. Dunn snapped on rubber gloves, and began to examine Jasin’s penis. “I would estimate that your son’s penis has shrunk a least 25 percent since last year,” said Dr. Dunn. “And I don’t think it’s finished heading south. Most young men of your son’s age experience a 40 percent shrinkage of their penis after castration.”

The doctor fondled Jasin’s penis for a few minutes to make sure that it would not respond. He then looked up at me, smiled and asked me to leave so he could finish the exam.

Q: What has happened since then?

J: Jasin entered the seminary and has done very well there.

S: In fact, two of our friends noticed the change in Jasin, and asked for our help with their son Andy, who was starting to stray off the proper path, just like Jasin did.

J: We gave them our advice, and two weeks later Andy called to bring me up-to-date. Interestingly, just like our Jasin, young Kyle was now vomiting after each meal, and was always feeling ill. Like any good father, Andy had made an appointment for Kyle to see a specialist. In fact, he was taking his son to see Dr. Dunn that weekend (both smile).

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Note: This interview is adapted from “18th Birthday Present,” a great story on the Eunuch Archive.