Alan picked me up for our dinner date and as we were getting into his car he asked, "Josh, where would you like to go to eat?"

"What I'd really like is if we could get a pizza-to-go, drive a few miles up the coast along highway one and eat while watching the surf roll in," I said. "I don't really feel like sitting in a restaurant with lots of people around. I want you all to myself."

"Sounds great," Alan replied. We got the pizza and enjoyed it while watching the sunset from the front seat of Alan's car. Alan said, "I'm sorry that Kelly couldn't join us. Your mom said he had other plans."

"Kelly's busy with his new boyfriend," I replied as I finished off the last slice of pizza. "I'm glad he isn't here," I added.

"Kelly has a boyfriend?" Alan asked. "But I thought he was . . . well you know."

"Kelly's a nullo all right but he sure loves to get down on all fours and offer his butt for mounting," I said.

"Josh," Alan replied. "That's not a nice thing to say."

"Well, maybe not, but it's the truth. I should know," I said between gulps of Coke.

"What do you mean?" Alan asked.

"I've ridden Kelly," I said. "Mount him and he'll go crazy with lust. 'Oh yes that's it, deeper, harder, faster! Do me,' he'd say. But then he found a new friend and he dropped me like a hot potato. But let's not talk about Kelly anymore. What's the point?"

"Is that why you decided to get nullified?" Alan asked. "Because Kelly dumped you?"

"It's not that," I replied. "Well not really anyway. Alan, don't you find it hard to be male? Isn't it hard needing sex all the time and not being able to get it? I'm not saying that being a eunuch will be easy. In a lot of ways I think it will be harder than being a boy. But I just don't want my life controlled by my dick and its constant hunger for sex."

"When are they going to castrate you?" Alan asked.

"Tomorrow," I replied. "I just want to get it over and done with."

"That soon?" he asked.

"They've just opened a new clinic over the hill in San Jose," I said. "It's called the William's Clinic. They do castrations and nullifications for men and boys of all ages. That's where they are going to do me. It will be easier and more convenient to have it done closer to home rather than going to see my uncles in the country. And like I said, I just want it over and done with so I can move on. There's no backing out now. My mom has signed all the papers. Alan, can I ask you for a favor?"

"Sure you can," he said.

"Will you take me?" I asked.

"Take you where?"

"To the clinic tomorrow," I replied. "Being taken to a castration clinic is sort of embarrassing. It would be worse having my mom take me. If you don't give me a ride, the only other choice would be to have the clinic send a collection crew to pick me up. That would feel sort of odd. Sitting around waiting for strangers driving a van to come and get me."

"I'd be honored to drive you to San Jose tomorrow," Alan said.

"Great," I replied. I laid my head down on Alan's lap and looked up into his eyes. He put his hands on my chest and I took them in my hands. I felt so safe with him that I said. "Alan you can do whatever you like."

"What do you mean?" he asked. "Are you saying that I can mount you?"

I nodded my head 'yes' and asked, "Don't you want to? Everyone says I'm beautiful and I know you like me. My mom told me that if we both wanted I could spend the night with you. She understands."

"What does your mom understand?" Alan asked.

"She understands that I need you to make love to me. I'm still a virgin when it comes to my butt. After tomorrow that's the only sort of sex I'll be able to have. I need you to teach me to enjoy being mounted. Once you have done that having them take my penis won't be so bad. I'll know that I can have fun without it."

Alan smiled and said, "Oh Josh, you are very, very beautiful and I'd love to make love to you. But I can't. Not right now anyway."

"Why not?" I asked. "You have a dick. What do you think it's for?"

"Josh," Alan explained. "You are going through a lot right now. Being nullified will be a big change for you. It would be a big change for any boy. You'll need time to adjust. If I mounted you now, I'd be taking advantage of you. We'll just have to wait."

"How long?" I asked.

"I don't know," he replied. "A few months. Maybe longer."

"Can I sleep with you tonight?" I asked. "Not for sex but just for sleep. Sleep in your bed."

"Of course you can," Alan replied.

The next day we drove over the hills to San Jose. I kept thinking, well this is it, my last day on earth as a boy. Good-bye dick. Good-bye balls. It's been great having you but it's time to move on. I need to regain control of my life and to do that I need to lose my boy package.

Alan parked his car in the parking lot and I felt a bit self conscious stepping out. Did people know what went on in this clinic? If they did, seeing a boy go in could only mean one thing. I soon got my answer. A big yellow school bus came to a stop at a red light at the intersection by the clinic. I heard a kid yell, "Look at that! There's a kid going to be nutted. Hey kid, how much are you going to lose? Everything?" Then all the kids on the school bus laughed. At that point I wanted to ask Alan to take me back home but I knew it was too late.

Once inside the clinic we met a young and very pretty doctor. "Hello Josh," she said. "I'm so glad to meet you. My name is Dr. Janeway and I'll be doing your surgery today. Don't worry about a thing. We are going to take very good care of you. And who is this young man who has brought you to me today?"

"This is Alan," I replied. "He's my friend."

"Alan," the lady doctor said. "It's so good to meet you," and she offered him her hand. I could see by the way the doctor was acting that she thought Alan was hot. Alan smiled back at her and by the way Alan was acting I could see he liked the doctor. This made me mad. Alan was mine and he wouldn't even be here if not for me. Now he and the doc were making goo-goo eyes at each other. I was very mad!

"Let's all step into my office and we will get you ready for the operation," the doctor said. Once in the office the doc said. "Josh, I need you to strip. Everything has to come off." I was still so mad I didn't do anything. I just stood there.

"Oh I see," the doctor said. "I understand that this is hard for you Josh. Castration is difficult for any boy." Then she turned to Alan and said, "Alan would you be so good as to undress your young friend for me?"

"Certainly Doctor," Alan said. He sat down in a chair and then lifted me into his lap and started to undress me as if I were a little kid. The first things to come off were my shoes and socks followed by my shirt which he pulled off over my head. Before I knew it, Alan was pulling my pants down over my hips along with my underpants.   I was naked.  Completely naked and I felt helpless.

"You are very good with boys," the doc said to Alan. "Would you like a job working for the clinic?"

"What sort of Job?" Alan asked.

"We need another person to work on our collection crew. After a castration has been ordered for a boy you'd collect him and bring him here. Then you'd undress him and get him ready for me."

"It sound's all very interesting and I do like working with children but I'm busy with graduate school. I don't know that I'd have the time."

"You could work part time, only sixteen hours a week. The clinic would pay you 60 dollars an hour."
 
"Doc, you have a new employee. When do I start?" Alan said.

"Right now, I'll show you how to insert a catheter into Josh's penis."

They looked down at me and we all saw that I had a stiffy, my last one. I blushed. "It's hard to put a catheter into an erect boy," The Doctor explained. "Let's change our plans. We'll get Josh strapped down on the table and after giving him a local anaesthetic his penis will go limp."

"Strap me down?" I asked. It didn't sound good at all.

"Oh don't worry Josh," the doctor said. "It's all very routine. The straps will keep you from moving around too much while I operate. We will give you a local pain killer so you'll be awake the whole time. We'll prop your head up so you can watch me work. This is a big day for you. You don't want to sleep through it and miss out on all the action. Now I'll walk you and Alan to the operating room and introduce you to the nurse who will be helping with the surgery."

The three of us walked to the operating room. I was embarrassed as my little dick was still rock hard. It was almost like it knew that its time had come and was lifting its little pink head for one last look around.

We got to the operating room and I saw two scrub nurses setting up everything for my castration. But what caught my eye was in the middle of the room. It wasn't exactly an operating table. What it was was a kid sized castration support structure. It had a padded head rest that was a bit higher that the padded back support so the kid it held could look down at his body. Above and behind was a place to strap a boy's wrists to keep his hands and arms immobile and out of the way. Then I saw the supports for the legs. They were wide apart. A boy strapped into that thing would have his legs held apart so that his genitals would be right under the overhead lights. He would be helpless with his balls and dick exposed for the doctor to take.

It hit me all at once. That thing was for me. The people in this room intended to put me on it, strap me down and remove my boyhood. I threw myself into Alan's arms wrapping my legs around his hips and my arms around his shoulders. Crying I said, "Alan this was all a mistake! I don't really want to be castrated. Don't let them do it! Take me home! Please Take me home!"

As I was saying that I felt a sharp prick on my naked bottom. The doctor had given me a shot on my bare butt. "I was afraid this might happen," she said. "The injection I just gave Josh will put him to sleep. Once he's unconscious, we'll strap him down and get to work." Then I felt the doctor's hand gently rubbing my back. "Don't worry little one," she said soothingly like she was putting a baby to sleep. "This is all being done for your good. You'll go to sleep now and when you wake up, you'll feel better." That was all I remembered. After that I passed out.

When I woke up, I found that I was back home and in my own bed. Mom was sitting in the chair next to me. "Well hello sleepy head," she said and kissed me on the forehead.
 
"What time is it?" I asked. "Am I late for school?"

Mom smiled and said, "No silly. It's summer vacation. Just rest. You have been sleeping for more than a day. Alan brought you home and put you to bed. You've had an operation."

"An operation?" I asked. It was then that I became fully awake. I remembered Alan driving me to the clinic. I remembered the doctor. I remembered the shot she gave me to knock me out.

I kicked the bed covers down to my feet. I was naked. My crotch was red, swollen and smooth. There was a tube coming out of me.  I reached down to feel where it was attached.   It came out of my body just over my boy pussy. The doctor had moved my pee hole downward.   With out the tube I'd have to sit to pee just like a girl.

"Alan will be by tomorrow to remove the catheter," Mom said. "In just a few weeks you'll be back on your feet.   Oh Joshy, I'm so proud of you. You went through with it. You are such a brave boy," and she kissed me again.

Then Kelly came into the room and said, "Josh, welcome to the club? How are you feeling?"

"Okay I guess." I said. Then I let it all spill out.  "They had to give me a shot to knock me out. When I saw the table, I started to freak".

"Don't worry about it," Kelly said. "You should have been there when they did me. I cried like a baby.  I can understand a boy getting cold feet."

A week later with the catheter out and the swelling down I was feeling good and ready to get out of the house.   I spent some time standing naked infront of a full length mirror.  My crotch was as smooth as a baby's butt.  It looked like I had never had anything there at all.  It looked like I had been born that way.  And do you know what, it looked fine.

"Where would you like to go?" Mom asked after I told her I was feeling better.

"Let's all go to Red White and Blue Beach," I replied.

"Are you sure you want to go there?" Mom asked. "After all it is a nude beach. People will see."

"See what?" I asked. "Oh, you mean they'll see my empty crotch. Well that's okay with me. It's a fine piece of work and nothing to be ashamed of."

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