Ever since I was a young boy I wanted to have my manhood removed. Many time I would have fantasies about it. I used to think there was something wrong with me. Then I bought my computer, and a new world was open to me. I found the archives, and found other chat boards were people like me were. I left several messages, and posted on every board I could, and for the most part I only found fakers that answered me. Then one day I got an E mail. It was a short note saying that he had read one of my post, and we were not that far apart. He asked if I was serious to E mail him back. With trembling hands I type a quick message back. I had a million questions to ask, but I kept my response short, and to the point. I awhile he answered me back, and ask if I would like to chat online. I said yes. I wont bored you with the first chats we had, but we began to feel more comfortable enough that I felt I could tell him anything. This went on for about 4 months. We decided to finally meet in person in a place that was neutral. Saturday came fast, and soon I was at the restuarant. I had a raging hard on. I looked at my watch, and right on time came this handsome middle aged man. I new his face from our cam time, and greeted him with a smile. I fell for him imediatly. We seemed to hit it off, and we quickly went back to his place for a night cap, and some of the best sex I had ever had. He was gentle, and loving in his touch. When we finished he ask me when I wanted to have it done. I told him that I had a week off at the end of May. We agreed to use that time, and my sick time to give me time to heal. He kssed me and told me he loved me, and wanted this night to be special. We met several times after that, and we always ended up together. He would always asked me if I was sure. My cock always answered the question. The weeks passed by, and soon the weekend was here. I got in the car, and drove the hour to his house. I was so hard my jeans felt like they would split open. When I arrived at his house he met me at the door. He put a blind fold on me. He took me in to his house and kissed my neck. He then work his way down my stomach tracing the out line of my muscles. I gasp as he grabbed my crotch, and gave me a gentle squeeze. he led me to his room and laid me down on the bed. He then handcuffed me to the head board< and began to take my pants, and boxers off. He opened my shirt, and licked my chest, and nipples. I was in heaven. I felt something cold against my skin. It was a knife cutting away my shirt. Being blindfold heightened all my senses. He became opening my legs and tying my ankles down. He then kssed my lips and started to work down my stomach. I could not see anything, but my feelings were heightened with every touch. Soon he kissed my balls, and started to suck them in his mouth. He was slow, and gentle with every move. He worked is tongue up my ridged shaft. I was groan from all the pleasure. He licked my head and swallow my cock all the way down. He sucked me gently at first, but began to pick up speed. I new it would not be long now before I would cum. My hips started working up and down, and then I exploded with the biggest orgasm I had ever had. I heard him swallowing hard. I knew he got every drop. Soon he told me it was time. He asked me one more time if I was sure. I told him I loved him, and wanted him to have my most private parts. He kissed me, and went about his work. I felt him put something in my cock slit. It hurt alittle, but slid in my cock. He then clamped off my cock, and them my balls. he told me we was going to take the blindfold off so I could see what he was doing. Soon I saw my manhood all big and stiff. My cock had never been that big. He gave me a needle in my sac, and in my cock. He sucked me as I went numb in his mouth. I managed one last cum before everything went totally numb. He then wiped me down with alcohol, and told me to get ready. he worked quickly to remove my balls. I saw him take the left one, and then the right one. Not much blood I said suprised. He smile at me, and told me he loved me. He then began to remove my penis. What seem like only a few minutes went by and a saw it sliding down the tube. He worked to sew up the wound, and to keep my pee hole open. He then gave me a sleeping pill, and let me rest. When I woke up the next day he was laying next to me. I told him about the dream I had. He smiled and pulled back the covers, and said it was no dream it was real. I smiled kissed him on the fore head, and told him I loved him. We are still together. He stopped cutting now, and focus on just us. That night is fresh in my mind. The night my fantasy became real. I hope you enjoyed this story. It was my first. PLease let me know.
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