Going Nullo - Part 3
By: BangleBalls

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[GAY] [PENECTOMY] [NULLIFICATION]

Is masculinity about what hangs between a guys legs, or in his attitude and self-image? After his lover goes nullo, Rick is about to find out for himself.


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He looked so cute, sprawled out on the bed. His arms were up above his head, his hips were bent slightly and one leg was tucked under the other. He was in great shape. He’d been on his high school swim team eight years ago, and while he didn’t swim competitively he still swam enough to maintain a swimmer’s build. In the last six months he'd been hitting the gym as well, building up some very sexy, lean muscles. He had a light dusting of dark hair across his chest and abs, which lead to a well trimmed patch of pubic hair.

The most exceptional thing about his genitals was that he didn't have any. The pubic hair covered the smooth mound that was his groin, eventually trailing off between his legs. He kept his ass shaved per his partners request. Even without genitals Nick looked very masculine.

Feeling someone watching him, Nick yawned, stretched, and opened his eyes. He grinned, scratched his stomach, and let his hand wander until he was scratching the small lump that was forming in his otherwise empty groin. His brown eyes had that playful look in them. Nick could see the slight bulge in Lance’s jeans.

Only a year ago Lance wouldn't have even considered the idea any guy would want to have his gear cut off. What kind of guy would do that to himself? The best part about being a guy was having a dick and balls to power it. Nick had shown him that what made a man had nothing to do with what hung between his legs. After all, Nick had nothing down there and he was still one of the most masculine guys he knew. Lance and Nick had sex almost every morning and every night before going to sleep. On top of that Lance usually found time to jerk off once or twice a day.

Not to say that Nick didn't have a sex drive. With hormone replacement therapy there hadn't been any change to Nick's sex drive. Occasionally when Lance wasn't available and he was in the mood, he'd play with the small remainder of his penis to the point of orgasm. The orgasms weren't as intense as the ones he'd before he cut his dick off. Nor were they anywhere near the ones he had while Lance was doing him. But like pizza, even a bad orgasm was good.

“He'll be here soon,” Lance said. “I didn't wear you out this morning, did I?”

“Not at all,” Nick yawned. “We haven't gone that many rounds since I first healed up.” Nick rubbed his lump a little more for emphasis.

“Too bad he'll be taking it back today.” Lance walked over to his bedside table and picked up the jar sitting there. The solution Rick had come up with had worked remarkably well. Other then having turned a grey colour, Nick's cock looked the same as it did the day he and Nick had sliced it off. The cut end rested on the bottom of the jar leaving the other five or so inches pointing up at an angle, almost the same angle it had pointed when it was still attached to Nick. “Think Leroy would take a cash payment for it?”

Nick was torn on the idea. On one hand he'd hated his dick when it was attached between his legs. It had always been on the small side of average, especially when soft, and had been the source of a lot or ridicule growing up. Especially on the swim team when it was impossible to conceal a lack of size. His competitors and even some of his teammates had made fun of his so called tiny dick. (Never mind that that criticism was what also drove him to be the best swimmer not only in his school but in every competition he'd entered.) He hadn't wanted it when it was part of him, why should he want it now?

On the other hand, it was an erotic sight. His dick, the supposed pride and joy of every man, was now nothing more then a collectible. A useless decoration. It looked much better preserved in a glass jar then it ever had jutting out from between his legs. And it certainly turned Lance on for whatever reason. Since they'd borrowed it back from Leroy a week ago they'd been doing it three or four times a day. Lance had also been more dominant then usual, which Nick liked.

“I doubt it,” Nick finally said. “Leroy always said he wanted my dick. Now that he has it, I don't think he'll give it back.”

“Doesn't it bother you that he keeps it out in the open the way he does?” Lance didn't care for his boyfriend's penis to be kept out on display for everyone. “That was so awkward when his friend Carl asked where he got it from and Leroy pointed at you.”

“It's not like it's a big secret. Especially considering our friends helped emasculate me, and every guy at the gym knows I'm nullo. And I freely dropped trow when Carl asked for proof.”

“It's one thing for people to know. It's another for them to see your penis floating in a jar. It'd be like me walking around with my dick hanging out. Do you want other guys ogling my dick?”

“That's different,” Nick countered. “That's not really my dick anymore. It's just a dead piece of flesh in a jar.”

“I don't know,” Lance said as he set the jar back down. “Seems weird to just have it laying around in the open. Anyway, he'll be here soon. You should probably hop in the shower.”

“Aye aye sir.”

While Nick showered Lance tidied up the apartment a little. Not that it really needed done. He was just busying himself while they waited for Leroy to come over. He apparently had some big news he wanted to share with them, but he wouldn't say what. Lance was hoping he'd met a nice girl finally. Someone who could see past all the stupid hang-ups Leroy had about his small dick. It seemed so stupid that one thing could negate all the great qualities about the guy. Hell, Nick had nothing between his legs and he was still the amazing guy he'd always been.

Would it really be so bad not having a dick? Lance thought to himself. After all, he thought about his too much really. He loved it and all, and sex was a very important part of his life. He really couldn't imagine not being able to pull it out and toss one off anytime he wanted too. But would not having it really change anything about him? He shoved the thought aside, knowing he'd never be able to give it up.

Nick padded into the room barefoot. In fact, he was bare all over. Lance looked at him and cocked an eyebrow. “What?” Nick protested. “It's just Leroy. First of all, he's the one who cut off my left nut. Secondly, he doesn't care. Not like I've got anything to cover up anyway.”

In the last few months Nick had only been getting dressed before leaving the apartment or when they had company over. And even then if it was Rick, Leroy, Chris or Max he didn't bother dressing. He figured once someone helps emasculate you, you've really got nothing to hide.

There was a knock on the door and Nick walked over and opened it. Leroy was standing there, grinning from ear to ear. Beside him, to Nick's surprise, was Rick. “Hey guys, come on in.” Nick showed them in. In the last few months Leroy's hair had grown out and was a now a thick mane of dreadlocks. It was a very good look for him. Rick of course hadn't change, still looking like he belonged on a California beach with a surfboard beside him. They actually both looked that way, in their shorts and muscle shirts.

“Don't you ever wear pants?” Rick jokingly asked.

“What's the point? Nothing worth covering up anymore,” Nick joked back. Rick and Leroy kicked off their sandals and followed Nick barefoot into the living room. Rick and Leroy sat down beside one another on the couch. “So what's this big news?” Nick asked.

Leroy looked at Rick and giggled a little. It wasn't like Leroy to be giddy like this. Not unless something really, really good had happened. “You have my prized possession?” Leroy asked. Lance excused himself to get up and retrieve it from the bedroom.

Nick didn't know what to make of the looks he was getting from Rick and Leroy. He had the distinct impression he was being sized up. “What's going on?” he asked.

“Nothing,” Rick said. “Just ... you healed up really well. I'm a doctor and if I didn't know better I'd swear you'd never guess those balls in my closet used to hang between your legs.”

“Well, you did good work,” Nick said, feeling a little awkward. Usually his friends just ignored the fact he was naked. Well, aside from Chris who tried to be more discrete in checking him out. It wasn't like the two straight guys of their group to be openly eyeing him up.

“I like the fact you've kept your pubes. It makes you look very masculine,” Rick said. “You're one of the few guys that body hair really looks good on.”

Nick shifted uncomfortably in his chair. “Uh, thanks?” He breathed a sigh of relief when Lance came back into the room carrying the jar, which he handed to Leroy.

Again Leroy let out a little giggle. “We uh, have something we'd like to give you. In exchange for the gifts you two gave us six months ago.” Lance looked to Nick, who just shrugged. Again Leroy giggle. He got up and handed the bag he'd brought with him to Nick, then took his seat beside Rick again.

From inside the bag Nick pulled out a large glass jar, similar to the one with the severed penis in it sitting by Leroy's feet. Nick and Lance let out a shocked gasp at the same time. Resting on the very bottom of the jar were two slightly larger then average balls, still in their sac. Jutting up above them was a fully erect penis. It was smaller then average, maybe four inches. Even though the flesh has taken on a slightly grey hue, it was still plainly evident the skin had been a dark brown colour when it was alive.

“Where did you get this?” Lance asked. “Rick, are you like, doing this as a side business now?”

Leroy and Rick looked at one another, surprised the guys weren't getting it. Leroy stood up and pulled off his shirt. Like always, Leroy was like a black Greek sculpture. Every muscle smooth and ripped, not a trace of hair anywhere. With one quick motion his shorts were down and he stepped out of them.

Again Nick and Lance let out shocked gasps. Leroy's groin was as smooth as Nicks. Like the rest of him it was completely hairless. There was a raised dark pink scar running up the centre of it. It looked maybe a few weeks old. Lance's cock went hard do fast it was actually a little painful.

Leroy stood there, naked, totally smooth, incredibly hot. After letting Lance and Nick drink in the sight for a bit, he sat back down beside Rick. Rick took Leroy's hand in his. “After your birthday, Rick and I got talking,” Leroy explained. “Obviously we had some similar interests. What was surprising how many other interests we had in common. You guys even commented on how quickly Rick and I became friends.”

“One night I'd explained the local aesthetic thing I taught you Lance to Leroy,” Rick explained. “Instead of just explaining, I showed him by demonstrating on myself. Leroy then did it to himself. He didn't believe me you can still jerk off and cum even without feeling in your dick. So I showed him. He tried, but it wasn't happening. Well ... next thing you know we're having sex.”

This seemed to shock Lance and Nick more then the fact Leroy had just given them his severed genitals in a jar. “I got to tell ya,” Rick continued. “There's nothing as wild as sex when you can't feel your gear. And I mean, let's face it, if you're going to have a gay experience, Leroy's one of the hottest guys to do it with.”

“Despite my pathetic little dick,” Leroy added, throwing a fake glare at the jar Lance was holding. “So for the next few weeks that was a pretty regular thing, except we usually didn't do the whole numbing thing. And as much as we enjoyed it, it was pretty weird for us. I mean, two straight guys doing it? There was always a kind of what the fuck factor the next morning.”

“I got thinking about it, and other then Leroy's a guy, I really liked being with him. He was an awesome friend. If he'd been a girl, I'd have dated him in a second,” Rick said.

“I'd been thinking about what you did,” Leroy said to Nick. “You were so happy with how it turned out I knew it'd be the same for me. So I brought the idea up with Rick, who brought up a very good point. The big difference was you're gay. You didn't need a dick for sex. For a straight guy, not having a dick means pretty much no sex. Girls didn't want me with a tiny dick, they sure as hell wouldn't want me with no dick.”

“I was a little freaked out, enjoying doing Leroy. I mean, I tried it both ways. He did me. I blew him. And I really didn't like it.”

“I didn't really like it either. To be honest, I didn't get much use out of my dick in the first place. I rarely jerked off and it was even rarer I got to use it with a girl. But bottoming for Rick? Damn! I'd never had it so good! But I knew he was kind of freaked about doing a guy. So I pointed out if I didn't have my dick or balls, I wouldn't technically be a guy. But he wouldn't do it.”

“In that situation I'd be his only sexual outlet. And what happened if I met a girl myself? I couldn't keep doing Leroy on the side.”

“And to be honest, the only guy I've ever been sexually attracted to is Rick. Well, aside from you Nick. After the chop anyway.”

“So I had an idea. We decided to try dating for a few months. Actually dating. See how it went. And well, it didn't take me long to realize I love this guy.”

“And I love Rick.”

“That's when Leroy brought up the idea of emasculating him. I still wasn't sure. But he said he wanted to sacrifice his manhood for our relationship. That it would bring us closer.”

“And I was right.”

“We're still in love. Even more so. I even introduced him as my partner to my parents last week. It was a bit of a shock, but they accepted it.”

“And now we're telling everyone else. Starting with the two of you.”

Lance and Nick looked at their friends. It was a little strange looking. The naked muscular black nullo cuddled up beside the blonde surfer dude. One thing that didn't seem strange was the obvious amount of love the two shared for one another. Lance and Nick offered them their heartfelt congratulations.

Nick took the jar with Leroy's former gear in it. “I take it this wasn't how you told your parents?” Rick laughed and shook his head. “Well, this is probably the strangest gift I've ever been given.” He got up and placed it on the mantle above the fireplace. Lance gave Nick a look. “Oh don't worry, we won't keep it there. Although you have to admit, it makes a great conversation piece.”

“Ah, just throw it off the balcony,” Leroy said. “It's never been much to look at anyway.”

“There's uh, one other thing,” Rick said as Nick sat back down. “Since Leroy sacrificed something for our relationship, I've decided to sacrifice something of my own.”

“Not you too?” Lance asked dismayed. “Pretty soon I'm going to be the only guy around here with his dick not floating in a jar.”

“Dude! No!” Rick protested. “Not my dick! You kidding me? That's eight solid inches of prime uncut meat! No way in hell I'm giving that up!”

“Then what?” Nick asked.

“Well, I've always wanted to have my balls cut off. And since you two are the reason Leroy and I are together, well ... I want you two to be the ones to do it.”

“You want us to castrate you?” Lance asked, not believing what he was hearing.

“Just like we did Nick. Outside of taking Leroy's gear, that was one of the most erotic things I've ever done. And I think it'd be fitting.” Rick and Leroy looked at their friends, smiling, but silently pleading with their eyes. Nick looked to Lance, who had a goofy grin on his face.

“When and where?” Lance asked.


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