I arrived at the store and purchased the items. The girl at the checkout caught my eye. She was probably in her early to mid 20s, and had to be the hottest little hottie I have seen in a long time. Call me the typical American guy... But I've always had a thing for blond hair and blue eyes. This girl had both. I've also never liked that ultra-thin anorexic waif look most modern models have. I like my girls to be healthy. Not fat, just of normal weight and maybe a bit muscular. This girl's body fit that ideal to a tee, the perfect size for my tastes. And wow, was she toned! Not a hint of flab anywhere, just perfect flawless smooth skin over slightly noticeable muscles. I figured she must have worked out, or maybe was a swimmer or runner, to be in shape like that. Every part of her body that I could see was just perfect. And her face, oh, I could have just gotten lost in the beauty of her cute face.

I tried not to stare, really I did, but I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. She was just THE perfect girl for me.

But all the while I looked, I figured I would never have a chance with her. I mean I was just an ordinary guy, not ugly, but not really all that good looking either. My friends even say I looked a little nerdy. Physically, I was in decent shape, but just slightly overweight.

When I got to the front of the line, I started up some small-talk with her. She said her name was Peneladra, but most of her friends just called her Penny because it was easier to say. She had a cute voice and the most delightfully unusual accent. I asked her where she was from. She said her parents were originally from Germany and Sweden, but she was born in, and grew up in, Italy. Moved over here to The States just 5 years ago. Had been traveling around a lot. Wanted to see all of America and meet all the different kinds of people in its different regions. She said she would typically travel to some place, stay for a short time, then move on to the next place. Sometimes if it was a place she liked a lot, like here, she would find temporary work in the area and maybe stay for a few weeks or even a few months. But eventually her wanderlust would take over, and she would save up money, quit her job, and move on to someplace else. She also said she was beginning to tire of all the traveling and would probably settle down somewhere soon.

There was a small line of people behind me at the checkout and they were starting to get restless. So I decided to be polite and end our conversation. But I really wanted to continue talking to this girl and get to know her better. So I asked her out for coffee. She told me her shift ended in about a half hour, and if I could come back and meet her here in about 40 minutes she would be glad to go out and talk some more with me.

You know its funny, as I walked out the door, I wasn't even tired at all anymore... I was hardly even hungry. I suddenly felt very much alive, and re-energized. It is amazing what love, or the hope of the possibility of it, can do to a man!

I quickly drove home, ate a bowl of cereal to keep my hunger at bay, then did the infamous three S's every dating guy knows... That is, Shit, Shower, and Shave (in that order). By the time I was done, dried, and ready it was just about time to head back to the store and meet Peneladra.

I met her outside the door of the store. Peneladra and I walked to the coffee shop, it was just a few doors down. Strange thing, she didn't want anything. No coffee, no pastries. But she was more than happy to sit and talk while I had one. We must have stayed talking in the coffee shop for nearly four hours (fortunately the place was open 24!). The two of us just totally hit it off. By the time we decided to leave, I felt like I had known Penny for years.

As we walked out he door, Penny really wanted to come home with me, just to "see my house". I was pretty sure she wanted something more -- Sometimes I guy can just tell by the way a woman is looking at him...

So we each got into our cars, and she followed me back to my place. We walked in, and I began to show Penny around a little. I took her from room to room. All of the sudden, when we got back to my bedroom, she surprised me with a kiss!! And I'm not talking about just any kiss either, it was a long, deep, filled-with-passion kiss!

What had happened was I had just walked into my bedroom, and she was right behind me. I was going to show her the new bedroom set I had bought just two weeks earlier, when she called my name. I turned around to look at her to see what she wanted, and she came in close, then pressed one right on my lips! I swear, I almost shot a load in my pants!! I had never been so turned on by a girl before, and had never been this close, much less been kissed by, such a good looking one! My penis, which was only slightly "at attention" up until now, had started to develop into an erection as she slowly wrapped her hands around the back of my neck to hold the kiss for a little longer. After a few moments, she backed away from me just a bit and stared into my eyes with her hands still around me.

A second or two after that surprise kiss, she said in almost a whisper, "How about we break-in that new bedroom set you said you just bought?"

Normally I would have been extremely cautious and would never have had sex with a girl I just met a few hours before. Perhaps I was so tired that I was just not thinking completely clearly. Or maybe I was just so turned on by Peneladra that I didn't care about the possible consequences. Whatever the reason was, I couldn't resist her advance. I just wanted her so badly right then, that nothing could stop me from taking her.

"I would love to break-in the new bed with you, Penny", I blurted out.

I immediately became self-conscious. Damn, that sounded so normal, so stupid even. I wish I would have said some kind of fancy quote, or something a little more sophisticated-sounding than just that. Maybe some kind of a compliment to her. But these self-conscious thoughts didn't last very long, they didn't stand a chance against the lust I was feeling.

Penny and I walked into the bedroom and couldn't get our clothes off quick enough. I immediately discovered that the parts of her body I couldn't see before, were just as perfect as the parts I could see. AND SHE WAS A SHAVER!! Not a hair on her armpits, legs, or vulva. Not even stubble. That turned me on even more -- I just love a girl with a shaved pussy!

She looked down at my now quite fully erect penis, reached for it, and said, "Wow what a pleasant surprise. You've got nice large package there I can tell we are going to have a very good time!"

I was very excited that she said that. Also a little surprised. My penis was just over 6 inches in length and had a diameter of somewhere between an inch-and-a-quarter, and an inch-in-a-half. Quite average, I thought... But here was the most beautiful girl in the world telling me I had a 'nice large package' and that she would have a good time with it. Maybe she was just lying. Maybe she really meant it. Either way I was flattered.

"Oh, Penny, you are the most gorgeous of all God's creation!", I said as I reached up to hold her in a full nude embrace. I meant every word of it.

I could feel a very nice warmth and already a surprising amount of moisture from between her legs. But I was very careful not to let my penis go into her just yet. I didn't want to fuck her until I could at least give her a little foreplay. I wanted to make sure this encounter was really, really good for her. I was already sure it was going to be incredible for me.

I gently pushed her over towards the bed, and soon we both fell into it.

I reached up and began to fondle her breasts a little. But no sooner had I started, she said, "Oh I'm so hot right now, lets just skip the formalities and get you inside of me!"

That was a little strange -- a girl who didn't want any foreplay? But hey, I wasn't going to complain... That's every guy's dream, a girl who's ready to fuck just as fast as you are. No messing around, just get right to the good stuff.

I started to get on top of her, but she stopped me, pushed me back a little.

"Can I be on top?", she asked.

I had never tried it with a girl on top before. It was something I always wanted to try, just hadn't ever gotten the chance to. The idea was especially alluring today because I was still pretty tired, physically, after working all that time today. The more I thought about it, the more I was glad to have her do most of the work. Because truthfully I didn't know if my muscles could take holding me up for several minutes while we fucked, if I was on top. Give me a full night's rest and I could do it. But right now I could still feel a little soreness in various muscles all over my body... Yes, having her on top was an excellent idea...

"Sure!" I said with some enthusiasm.

"Just lay back and let me take care of it", she said, "you are going to really like this!"

Peneladra got up on top of me, reached down, grabbed a hold of my penis, bent her back a little, and guided it in... I felt that absolutely incredible feeling every guy craves more than anything else. Her smooth, slippery, tight, warm, wet love-sheath slowly encroaching up around my penis. She flexed her vaginal muscles a few times as she continued to slide herself onto me. Each time she did I could feel her walls squeeze around my penis almost like wet slippery fingers. It felt soooooo good I could hardly breathe.

"Oh, Penny, that feels great!" I said as she got me all the way into her.

She sat there for several seconds, then said, "I love the way it feels with you inside of me. I wish we could stay like this forever".

"So do I", I said with a smile.

She squeezed her vagina muscles closed again, and began to move her body back up slowly, to the point where my penis head was just about out of her. Then she started to move back down again slowly. The feeling of her tightened-up vagina squeezing around my penis was exquisite. Nothing short of incredible. She continued to fuck me like that for several seconds. I was lost in bliss, and from the noises she was making it had to feel very good for her too.

After some time, I couldn't really say how long because I had lost all track of time, she stopped her movement. She then began to squeeze and release my penis in different places with only her vaginal muscles. Not moving the rest of her body at all. It felt very interesting, but I think I liked the thrusting better. However I was so close to an orgasm that it really didn't matter -- given any stimulation at all, I would be shooting very soon...

"Do you like that?" she asked.

"Yeah" I said through a heavy breath.

I think she could tell I was almost over the edge. "Hang on just a little longer, I have something special for you" she said.

All of the sudden I felt her pussy get a little warmer and a little wetter. In fact I was almost sure I could feel extra liquid beginning to flow from her vagina all around my penis and spill out down and around its base and into my pubic hair. No more than a second after this, her vagina began to squeeze tight. Really, really, really tight. To the point where it started to become uncomfortable.

"Ahh, thats too much!" I said my voice raised a little.

She didn't say anything to answer me. But I suddenly felt her inner labia, the opening to her vagina, squeeze like a pair pliers... And there was something hard, pointed, and scratchy coming out of her labia and pressing hard into and around the base of my penis.

"STOP!!" I yelled as I tried to push her off of me...

But I couldn't do it. As I began to push her up away from me, that pointed scratchy ridge at the base of my penis dug in like a razor blade. It really hurt. I think it might have even drew blood. So I stopped trying to push her away.

"You'll be OK, just stop struggling. Its going to feel really good, better than anything you've ever felt before. Just relax its OK.", Penny said, as her pussy continued to squeeze my penis relentlessly.

I responded, "I don't care if it will feel good, this is too strange for me. I want you to stop what you are are doing and get off... of....."

I suddenly felt this incredible pleasure coming from between my legs. Like the best orgasm I ever had, times ten. My mouth just hung slightly open in the middle of that last word. I totally forgot what I was saying and lost my train of thought. In fact I lost track of everything, where I was, who I was with. All I could feel was this incredible pleasure centered on my penis but also spread throughout my entire body and mind. I was totally lost in it. It was so good I didn't want it to ever end. And it didn't, it kept going on and on and on. There were no muscle contractions like with a normal orgasm. Just incredible unending pleasure that slowly grew as time went on.

After a long time (not sure how long because I again had totally lost track of the time) the pleasure began to ebb, to lighten. It slowly decreased to the point where I was able to think again. Penny was still laying on top of me. Her vagina was still tightly gripping my penis, but not as hard as before. I could still feel those several hard sharp ridges too. Not just from her labia but all around my penis. She squeezed hard one more time and the pleasure overwhelmed me again for a few seconds, then began to fade once more.

Penny was laying on top of me with her eyes closed and a look of sheer bliss on her face. I wasn't sure if I should try to speak or try to move. Actually moving probably wasn't a good idea because her vagina still had a pretty good hold around my penis, and moving would almost certainly cause those ridges to dig in and cut, and maybe draw blood again.

She opened her eyes slowly and whispered, "Was it good for you?"

"Yes", I answered. I wanted to ask her more but I has no idea where to even begin. Besides that, my mind was still a little dazed with the afterglow from that incredible long-lasting pleasure I had just felt. It was hard to think, even harder to form words.

Peneladra took care of my curiosity. She said, "I owe you an explanation. I am only partly human. The other part of me is totally alien, from another world very far away. My race is all female, and we feed through sexual intercourse. We usually consume not just a man's semen but also his entire penis and a good deal of blood as well. When I first met you, this was my intention. I was going to have sex with you, and right after you had your orgasm, my vagina would clamp down hard on your penis, cutting it open in several places and sucking your blood. Then I would continue to clamp and release, cutting up your penis and, well, swallowing it, if you can call it swallowing. But as I got to know you, I fell in love. You were the first man I actually felt something more than just hunger for, and you were so nice to me, so interested in me not just in my body or breasts. So I decided to still have sex with you, but not take your penis. My vagina secretes a special substance that, once it gets inside, causes humans to experience both squeezing pressure, and pain, as pleasure. I had to squeeze your penis just enough to draw some blood, so this substance could get into your blood. It mixes very readily with blood, only a small cut is needed. Oh, and do not worry your penis will heal very quickly. Another effect of this substance has, is to greatly speed the human body's ability to heal."

I was stunned and shocked. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I had just fucked an alien, and her intention was to steal my penis!

After a few seconds of silence, Peneladra spoke again, "I'm sorry I did this to you. Its just... Its been so long since I fed. I'm so hungry I am beginning to get weak. But you are such a wonderful guy. I just couldn't feed from you!"

My penis was still being tightly gripped by her vagina. Even after hearing her apologize, I didn't trust her. "If you aren't going to take my penis then why are you still, uh, well biting it?", I asked her.

"I'm sorry," Peneladra said, and she let go a little. I felt all the sharp ridges go back in as her vagina relaxed a little. But even without the ridges there, she was still squeezing my penis pretty tightly.

"Penny, please release my penis and get off of me", I said.

Her vagina loosened completely, and she pushed herself up. I felt my no-longer-erect penis plop out of her. She rolled off of me. I immediately looked down at myself. There was a slightly thick yellowish-brown slimy liquid all over the place down there. The color was like a mix between honey and maple syrup. It had an interesting smell I can't really describe. There were some small scrapes and cuts on my penis, and it was bleeding just a little in a few places. But other than that it was OK. Nothing too serious. I had cut myself up worse than that at an S&M/bondage party I once went to back in college (first and last one, I might add). I was very relieved that I still had a penis, and that it wasn't badly injured.

I then looked up and noticed Peneladra was crying. Seeing her beautiful face crying like that just "melted" me emotionally. Even though I now knew exactly what she was and what she was capable of doing, I couldn't help but feel compassion for her. I turned and reached out to hug her.

"I just wanted to give us both a good time", she sobbed, "I didn't want to hurt you or push you away. I love you..."

As I held her there, my penis brushed up against her still very warm and very wet vagina. I thought about the fact that this thing, her vagina, could easily take my penis off. I'm not sure if it was just that warmness and wetness, or the thought of losing my penis, or both... But my penis began to come alive again, it was starting to become erect. As it expanded ever so slightly, I was surprised to feel a small but very noticeable pleasure coming from those few places where it had been cut. I continued to hug Penny tight as my penis became more and more erect. The pleasure became more and more. It wasn't close to the sensation of an orgasm, but it did feel very good. However, at the same time I was still very trepidatious about this whole situation.

Peneladra looked right in to my eyes. Her tears had stopped. I was pretty sure she could feel my penis becoming erect.

"If we have sex again I can make it feel even better than last time", she said with a bit of a smile.

I let go of her and pushed her away lightly. "Then what, you'll take off my penis?" I said with a raised voice, "What you've told me has me so nervous I'm seriously debating whether to throw you out of my house and never speak to you again or not."

The truth was I more turned on then I've ever been in my whole life. I was experiencing a very strange feeling of fear mixed with pleasure mixed with horniness. I had actually fantasized about losing my penis a few times before and it was always such a turn on. But now it wasn't just a fantasy, this was a very real possibility that really I could lose my penis to this half-human half-alien hybrid. This REALITY created far more intense of a feeling than my fantasies ever did.

"You insult me!" she said "No, I am not going to take your penis. As I've already told you, you are the first guy I've been with who I actually felt something for. I like you too much to do that too you. I really do. I don't know what else I can say to you other than I promise I will never take your penis from you. Unless you ask me too..."

She turned away completely, with her back facing me. I'm pretty sure she was crying again.

Right about this time my penis got all the way up to a full erection again. The pleasure I was feeling from it was almost like an orgasm. It really felt good... I must admit, the prospect of being able to experience so much more pleasure again, and have it last for so long, was extremely enticing. Plus, I was kind of enjoying the intense fear-mixed-with-pleasure I was feeling over the thought of really losing my penis, and wanted it to go on. The risk that this hot young girl could maybe accidentally squeeze me a little too hard with her hybrid vagina, and remove my penis, was just the thing to make that feeling last. I let go of any resistance and decided to just go for it...

"I'm sorry, Peneladra. I believe you. I really do. Could we have sex again?" I asked.

She turned back around and said, "I'll think about it."

My penis was really starting to feel good, and I just wanted more of that pleasure.

"Please?" I asked.

Without a word she got back on top of me and reached her hand down to grab my penis again. As she did for a second I had one last reservation about this... I thought, 'What am I doing? This girl really could take my penis off...!'

But then she pushed herself onto me, my penis slid into her vagina, and the amount of pleasure I was feeling increased dramatically. She began to squeeze my penis very hard again, and I vaguely felt the ridges pressing in. The pleasure I was feeling went off the chart. Any thoughts I had quickly faded away. I was lost in wonderful unending bliss again.

After some time had passed, I felt what I can only describe as a tearing sensation coming from my penis. But the feeling was distant, there was no pain, and the pleasure I was feeling was so great, that my concern over that tearing drifted out of my thoughts just as fast as it had come in...

Moments later Peneladra let up on her squeezing. There was an abrupt drop in pleasure.

"Oh, Penny, don't stop!!!" I gasped.

"I'm almost to the point...", she paused as she took a quick breath and her whole body shuddered. After a few seconds she spoke again "Almost..." she paused again, "...Any further, off comes your penis!!" she blurted out quickly as her body shuddered again and her vagina again squeezed my penis very tightly and released.

There was a corresponding increase, then decrease in the pleasure I felt. I just didn't want that pleasure to stop, and was a little upset that it had began to taper off.

I blurted out, "You said..."

Her vagina squeezed and released again, producing incredible pleasure in me.

With a lot of effort, I continued, "Said... 'almost'... didn't... YOU...?", that last word came out loudly as again she squeezed tight and then let up.

"Yes!", she yelled.

"Oh baby please just a little more" I quickly shouted out as she squeezed tight and then let up on me yet again.

"Not... safe..." she said, her vagina squeezing tight and letting up on me again, this time faster.

"PLEASE!!!!!!", I yelled, the pleasure rising as she clamped down on me and released me again very quickly.

"No more!" she screamed

"MORE!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.

"Your Penis!" she yelled, as she squeezed again the hardest she had ever squeezed before. I didn't think it was possible, but the pleasure I felt suddenly went up to a whole new level of greatness. I didn't care about anything else in the world, I just didn't want it to stop.

"Take it! Its Yours! You can have it! Just don't stop!!!!", I yelled.

For a split second I couldn't believe what I had just said... I had just given away my penis to her... No, even more than that, I had just asked her to take it!

She hugged me tightly, pulling her entire body down, pressing into mine even closer than before. She thrusted her hips down hard, making sure every last millimeter of my cock was completely buried up inside her. Then she squeezed me with all her might, both with her arms around my back, and her vagina around my penis. I felt the ridges in her vagina clamp down harder than I thought was possible. My penis didn't stand a chance... I felt it pop like a balloon as her ridges went right through the skin, and onward towards the center of it, deep inside. It was a very strange sensation. I felt some nagging thought at the back of mind, like this was a very bad thing. But it all felt good, so very good, I didn't want to even think about what could be wrong, why it could be bad. I didn't care anymore.

Just when I thought the pleasure it couldn't get any better, it again jumped up a notch. All of the sudden we were linked together, in both mind and body. The amazing intense pleasure we were feeling suddenly became that much better as we could both feel not only what our own body was feeling, but what the other's body was feeling as well. Suddenly I could both feel her vagina squeezing my penis, and at the same time I could feel myself (which was actually her) clamping down with all my might around the penis that was way up inside of me.

We shared all of our thoughts. I discovered that she was actually past the point of starvation. She needed another penis to sustain her, and soon, or she would begin to get very sick, weaken, and die. At first she thought I was going to be an easy target, just another guy star-struck by her great looks, and probably an easy lay. But then she actually really did fall in love with me. Completely. More than she ever had with anyone else before. She really didn't want to take my penis and was even now very sorry she had done it. She was just so starved, she needed it so badly. She fought that hunger with everything in her. But just a moment ago, when she was so close to having that which she so desperately needed, that which she so ravenously desired... When she could taste the deliciousness from just a trickle of a man's penile blood in her vagina... When it was all right there ready for the taking, and I had told her she could have it... She just couldn't resist anymore and let herself do it... And now despite all this bliss we were both feeling, there was a certain sadness in her because of what she had done.

Her vagina and vulva now did, automatically, exactly what they were designed to do. She no longer had any control over the actions they were taking, it was all instinct, pre-programmed. I felt, her vagina muscles flex, and heave, and gyrate... The ridges inside her vagina moved in many different ways. I could feel pulling and tearing coming from all over and all throughout penis. From time to time I also felt constriction and suction -- what I can only describe as swallowing...

At the same time I felt exactly what she was feeling... Between my legs, my vagina was biting, cutting, devouring this incredibly tasty morsel one small piece at a time. I could taste it, like the most delicious food I had ever had. I wanted more, more, more, and there was nothing in the world that could stop me from taking it. My vaginal muscles "chewed" into it with enthusiasm. Then there was the swallowing... It was a strange sensation of sucking and slurping followed by something traveling up from between my legs into the center of my torso, and satisfying this unbelievable hunger I had. It felt so good to finally feed again, to finally satisfy this need.

Despite all these potentially very disturbing sensations I could feel coming from both my groin and hers, there was an incredible, indescribable, pleasure that drowned out and overwhelmed them all. I also felt an incredible intimacy and oneness towards this girl, for we now shared everything, there were no secrets. All her thoughts were mine, all my thoughts were hers. There were no memories that could be hidden.

After some time, probably several minutes, I could barely feel her ridges squeezing and moving around my penis anymore. The feeling got less and less, then all of the sudden there was one last swallow and I couldn't feel anything from my penis anymore. I figured that must be it, my penis was all gone now, she had consumed the whole thing...

But she wasn't through yet. Now I felt a rhythmic swallowing about once every second or so. I also realized I had started to feel less and less of her and more and more of just me. Soon I was totally back in my own mind and body again, the two of us were no longer linked together. I felt that suction, the "swallowing" thing, over and over again from my penis (or whatever was left down there now). I could also feel a suction seeming to come from inside my balls, and it felt like her labia-ridges had dug in down the center of my scrotum. At the same time I began to get very, very, tired.

I became worried about this. But then I heard her thoughts loud and clear in my mind, "Blood loss. You will be OK in a few days after rest". I can only describe what I felt next as an extremely close and passionate kiss. But it was all in the mind, physically we hadn't moved at all.

I felt one last pulling-tearing sensation from just below the base of my penis to about halfway down my scrotum, then drifted off into blissful unconsciousness.

* * *

I woke up sometime later. It had to have been hours because it was daylight outside. I looked around, Penny was no where to be found. I tried to get back up, but immediately laid back down because I felt extremely lightheaded and unsteady.

It all seemed so surreal. I wondered if I had dreamt the whole thing? I reached down between my legs and felt around... It was way too smooth down there. I immediately pulled up my covers and looked.

It was no dream. I was completely naked under the sheets, and my penis was gone. COMPLETELY GONE. All that was left in its place was a perfect, round indented pink scar above my balls, with a puckered hole in the middle of it. There was dried blood all over the skin and hair on either side. I noticed my balls were unusually flat too, and there was a smooth pink scar from the base of where my penis used to be, down to about the center of my scrotum. I panicked and immediately brought my hands to my scrotum and began to feel around.

I discovered that the "root" of my penis, the part that goes down into my scrotum, was mostly gone. It was just a thin, tiny, ridge about half the size of my pinky finger. And my balls... My balls were less than a third of the size they previously were. What had she done to me?

I laid there for awhile to gather up the strength to sit up, and then to stand. Standing was difficult, and when I finally got up I was still very lightheaded. I also became aware that I was extremely thirsty. As I got up to walk over to the sink to get a drink, I discovered a letter she left for me on the nightstand. This is what it said:

* * *

Dearest Jared,

Tonight I drained you of a lot of blood, and of all your male essence. I had no idea how hungry I was until I actually started to feed on you. Once I started, I couldn't control myself, I couldn't stop. I had almost starved myself to death, and it felt so good to feed again. I would literally have died in another two or three days if I had not fed. I thank you profusely for saving my life, and apologize profusely for what I did to you. I never intended to hurt you, and I will regret it for the rest of my life.

Your strength should return completely within a week or two as your body creates more blood and all your electrolytes, hormones, and other biological chemicals get back in balance. Your testicles, however, are going to take a lot longer to heal. They should slowly regain their size over a period of about 18 months, but even after this they will probably never be quite as big as they once were. For the next couple months you will be like a prepubescent boy, in that there will be very little, if any, male hormones in your system. No testosterone, no sperm production, and probably no sexually related thoughts at all. You may even get hot flashes or may experience slight breast growth. After this time, you should go though what can best be described as a second puberty, as your testicles become fully healed and restored, and began to function normally again. Your male hormones will return with a vengeance, sperm production will start up again, and you will again begin to desire and have thoughts about sex. This is what should happen. There is also a very slim chance that this won't happen, that your testicles will not recover. In this case they will continue to shrink, slowly dissolving over time and you will, obviously, remain hormone free like a prepubescent boy for the rest of your life.

However, your penis is gone for good. It will never regrow on its own, even if you do go through that second puberty. Perhaps in the future your world will discover ways to regrow lost body parts. I don't know if mine ever did, I have no memories of the world I came from other than what little my mother told me (the only thing she said was that it was very far away, and that she believes I was created as a weapon to be used in a long-forgotten war).

I really do love you. If you will have me, it is my desire to come back and live you with you someday, even though you no longer have a penis. I would need to pursue other men from time to time to feed. But that's all it would be, just feeding. You are and will always be my only true love.

With love always,

Peneladra

(aka "Penny")

PS: Your penis was by far the very best I've ever had. Thanks so much for giving it to me.

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As put down the letter and tried to get back into the normal swing of things, I discovered something very interesting. It was late Tuesday afternoon. My encounter with Peneladra was Saturday night, I had been out for nearly 3 days!! There were a few calls on the machine from work, wondering where I was. I called in and apologized, told them I was really sick and simply stayed in bed all day yesterday dozing in and out, and forgot to call in. I also told them I was still sick and wouldn't be in today and probably not tomorrow either.

I then sat on the couch, and looked down at my now penis-less groin. I touched the area where my penis used to be. It didn't produce a sensation any different than any other part of my body would. Not even a hint of pleasure. I was a little let down. I was hoping that I would at least get a bit of pleasure from touching it... But what's funny is, this really didn't bother me very much. Sure I was slightly upset, but really it just wasn't that big of a big deal.

I grabbed my universal remote control and hit the master ON button. In seconds the TV came on. There was a porno in the DVD Drive, and it started playing. It had a rather graphic title screen which cycled between some very hot girl-on-girl action, a closeup of a guy eating a girl out, and a pan-and-zoom of a guy fucking a cute girl. Just a few days ago, if I would have watched this, I would have gotten really turned on and had a major boner I would just NEED to give some attention too. But now, I sat there watching the three intro scenes go by a few times and felt NOTHING, absolutely nothing at all. I couldn't believe I was actually watching a porno and it had no effect on me at all!! Peneladra was right -- "No sexually related thoughts at all". I watched the porno for a few more minutes hoping for just a touch of life from between my legs, but there was nothing. I actually got bored of it! Unbelievable!! I turned the TV off and got up...

For the first time I realized how different it felt when I walked. Before, even when my penis wasn't erect, I could always feel it move just a little tiny bit when I walked around naked. Same thing with my balls. Now I felt almost nothing between my legs when I walked. My scrotum was too tightened up and my balls too small to really feel any major movement from them. And my penis, obviously, produced no sensation since it wasn't there anymore!!!

I had to pee really bad and out of habit was about to just stand over the toilet and go... But at the last second I caught myself and went in the shower instead. As I peed it felt very different. I used to feel the pee going through my penis. But now I felt almost nothing as I peed. I mainly just felt my bladder getting empty. It was a very different sensation than it used to be.

Since I was in the shower anyway, I decided I might as well wash. I turned the water on and proceeded to do just that. As I washed my groin it also felt very different. I was so used to having my penis there, that to again not feel it as I reached down there, felt very peculiar.

After I got out of the shower and got dressed, I decided to look up Peneladra on the Internet to see if anyone else had ever said anything about her... I didn't find anything interesting. But I did do some research on her name and discovered something startling:

The phrase "pene ladra" in Italian means "penis thief", or literally "female penis thief" since ladra is the feminine form of the word for thief.

I kind of wish I would have known that before I got to know her...

I leaned back in my chair and began to contemplate what life was going to be like with no penis, and no sex. I also wondered if I ever would see my cute little "penis thief" again...