Judy's Life

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When she was 4 1/2 years old, Judy and her parents had a car accident. Sadly they both died and she was badly injured. The doctor explained to her grandfather, her only family left, that she was hit by a shred of metal from the car and that she had internal wounds in the lower part of her abdominal cavity and severely burned from one knee to her bellybutton. Really anxious, her grandfather told the doctor to make everything he could, she was the only thing he had left or his daugther.

And so the doctor saved her life, but he had to remove her lacerated uterus, it was not possible to save it. But he told the grandfather that she would grow normally because she still had her overies and that they would produce the needed hormones. Helas he did had an other bad news... for the burns to be able to heal correctly, he had to superficialy "closed her" down there. Her intimate parts were fine, but ligthly stitched together to avoid infection possibilities. She only have a small hole where a catether is located to let her urine. They would have to let her heal completly and, in a year, maybe two, he would be able to "reopen her" so she can have a "normal" sexual life, even if she would never have menstruation or child.

A year and a half later, she was completly healed and quite a joyfull kid considering having lost her parents. Even at her age, she was becoming quite cute and she was into many sports. And then, faith strucked her again. Her grandfather had a heart attack and did not make it, so she was put into a orphenage for a few days but luckyly for her (she was not fealing really lucky at the time) she was really rapidly adopted by a really great couple. Oh it took her quite a a long time to accept them really, but eventually she did, and a year later, she was now quite happy since they were very patient with her. Even if they were a bot strict and maybe a bit to religious for her taste, she came to accept it because they were also so gentle, caring, loving and they did encourage her at school, in sports, etc.

The only problem is that they didn't know of the details of her medical history and since she was quite autonome already (bathing herself), they never found out that she was schedule for a reconstructive surgery.

A few years later, in her teens, she was really quite a catch in her school, she had now a very great looking silouhette, very athletic and with a nice pair of 36C breats, maybe still growing a bit. She was now 16 and many guys wanted to go out with her. She was kind with all of them, but having a strict catolic education, she was not quite sure she should go along with it.

At night, she was having more and more strange dreams about the boys at school. She would wake up in the middle the nigth, sweating and desiring an unknown and unreachable sensation. She was rolling and rolling into her bed, caressing her body everywhere, cupping her breasts and pinching her nipples... picturing a cute guy, removing his clothes in her mind, caressing his mussles and kissing him on the mouth fully as she had seen some do. Since she didn't had sexual education class and had never seen a nude man, she could only imagine them as a mulcular, breastless vesion of herself. (And as a matter of fact, she was a bit sad for them that they did not have what was giving her those so special feelings.) This would go on for hours until she would collaps from exhaustion, still feeling the tingling buring sensation inside her tommy, making her crave to caress herself so much more.

As the days and the weeks did go by, she was feeling more and more the craving and it seemed it would never stop or even never stop growing more powerfull days after days after days! At school she began having trouble concentrating by lack of sleep but even more because she was day dreaming about every guys around her. She even was bumping more and more often onto them in the corridors so she could feel their contact. Finaly, she did resolve to talk with her adoptive mother about her feelings. She didn't had a chance to finish her first sentense. As soon as she heard the word "boys", she stops her and began explaining to Judy, in a seemingly very well prepared and practiced speach, that her new feelings were normal. That she should not be afraid or embarassed by those but that she need to stay in control of it. Also that she could, if she want to, began to see guys, but only if she is chaperoned and that she would want to see them before allowing it. And, in a middle voice, she added that in exchange, she would have to promess something to her. Releived and feeling much better about herself, Judy said she could ask anything. Her mother explained then that she should promess to be a goo christian girl and never touch herself "down there" except for the bathrooms needs. Judy was a bit puzzled by the request but seeing no reason not to, agreed rapidly.

So days went by and she felt more hornyer every day, until one day, while she was seated at the back of a class in an english lesson, she spoted Tom, looking directly at her and realized that she was massaging her breast while day dreaming. She toutgh she would die from embarassement! So after class, she followed him and when he was alone she came by him and asked him what he saw during class. Since he was not responding and was smiling timidly to her, she continued and begged him to not tell anyone about it. He reassured her and told her that her secret was safe with him. Feeling releived, she began to small talk with him and soon discovered that timid as he was, he was a really gentle guy ... and seemed to be quite in love with her...

A few days later, he was dining at her house with her adoptive parents and all went well. It turned out that Tom was raised in a catolic family, as religious as they were themself. So they went on at seeing each other in a "proper way", each time they went at theater or concert or restaurent, they were discretly accompanied by a friend of her mother or a member of the church.

It went on for a year during wich she was slowly going insane with desire, convincing herself that she needed to make greater efforts at controling herself since it seemed that every other girl in school was in perfect control. As for Tom, she was devoted to him, driving him crazy with lustfull stairs and smiles, telling him how much she wished they could be alone, married. And when their chaperon would go to the bathroom or look the other way for a second or two, she would kiss him madly and press her body against him.

After that year, they were officially engaged and planned for a wedding just after they would have finish school. He had told her that he was as in a hurry as her to get married, but that for their own good they needed to finish university first. Her logical side agreed, but that nigth she cried herself to sleep as it seemed that the impossible to resist urge to be neer him would be neer impossible to resist for that long.

Since there was a university in their town, they both agreed to go there abd continue living at home with their parents so they, at least, could continue to see each other. After a few months, her adoptive father died. She was sad but she had seen it coming since they adopted her when they were in their mid fifty. He had gotten sick a long time ago from a cancer. Her mother was really depressed by it and soon began to be less active, getting weaker and having an uncertain health. So one day, after the death of her husband, she talked to her daugther and made her promess that she would continue to be the wonderfull women she was becoming and how proud she was of her. And so Judy promise to stay in the rigth path wathever would happen.

Soon after that, Judy and Tom were allowed to go on their own when they went out. But she would never use this occasion to betray the confidence of her mother so nothing ever happend... well, except great kissing and pressing their bodies along one an other at the end of each evening they were together. In the mean time, she was so crazed by her feeling that she trouth herself into sports... so much in fact that she became state champion in handball -and- soccer before the end of the 3 years. Nigth after nigth she would go to sleep only after hours of caressing her body, crying in despair, hoping that being with Tom would finally eliviate the tension in her body. In morning she would jump rigth up into as many exercises as she could manage to, to keep her mind of the tentation of ripping her breast in pure lust. She would go to sleep more early at nigth to be able to have some rest... but this gave her more time to play with herself in this maddening circle.

So when the wedding date came, she was feeling just a bit calmer in the day, convincing herself that it would soon be easyer, but tossing and rolling and arching her body in her bed at nigth. At the morning of the big day, she talked to her mother who was now an old lady, more frail then ever. She asked her for any last minute speach with a confident smile and her mother told her that she knew she would soon be over with this life, but that she would die happy since she was, but that there would be one thing that would make her really happy. She asked her mom what was it and she answered that the best thing that could happen to her, the thing she most wanted was to see her as a mother. She made her promise that she would have a cute little girl as soon as possible and they both laugh a little. They were leaving the house for the church when her mother said that she had only one more little thing to add. To remember that as kind as he was, Tom was still a man, and that as the women, she would have to keep him from leaving the rigthfull path: what you will do at nigth with him, she said, it is pleasant, but remember that it is only for the sake of having a child, and, what she had on her chest should also be reserved for that child... A bit puzzled, Judy asked what she meant by pleasant? Her mother only said that she would soon find out, not to be afraid, and smiled to her, telling it that she would find it quite to her taste, for sure. Trusting those word, Judy promised and they went toward the church while she was asking herself how she would manage since she needed to reserve her breasts for the childs to come and she so like to touch and massage them!

The wedding was quite beautyfull. The ceremony was was nice, but the party after even better. Between all the gifts, it is then that she discovered that they were not going to the hotel later, that the law firm that now employed Tom had help him with a loan so he was able to buy a house! He explained to her that this is why he asked her if they could posponed a bit the trip planned to Hawaii. She was suprised but rather excited about it. A house, already! Just for us! So, when all the guest finally did go, they went, alone, in his car, to a near neiborhood, until finally he stopped his car.

The house was great, not too big, but quite nice from the exterior. As for the interior... well, it would have to wait, since he was already taking her into his arms as he leaded her into the house, upstair... and finally into the main bedroom and finally onto the large bed.

Sudently, she came out of her semi letargy and trouth herself at him and they kissed for a full minute passionatly. She removed his shoes and socks. He removes her shoes and began to undress her, but she managed to get rid of his skirt first and began to kiss him on his chess, on his arms, even on his back. He finally removed her dress, leaving her in bra and panties. Oh she was so beautyfull. He began to remove her bra slowly, and when he was done he told her that she was so pretty... that was the first time he ever saw a naked women but he was sure she was the prettyest. She knew he was telling the trutu because they had discussed it once. They knew that they would make the big discovery together because of both their strict education.

He asked her if he can touch her on her breasts. She says yes, so he began to delicatly touch her and then caressing her breast with great gentleness. This was driving her crazy. He asked if he could kiss her there and she said yes. So he did it, starting from her neck, he did go down and kissed her all over her breasts. When he came to kiss her nipple, she gently took his head into her hands and got him up so they could kiss each other. He asked her is she didn't like being kissed there. She told him that he could not have any idea how great it make her feels, but she have to reserve this for her childs, this is how should be. Still caressing her breasts with the tip of her fingers he looked at her and said ok, he understand. At the moment where is was going to stop touching her there, she tooked his hand and kept it there, telling him that she saw a baby feeding once, and that he only suck on the nipple, so she thinks that the rest of the breast is ok. He them smiles at her and push her gently on the bed, kissing gently at her belly now, while caressing her breasts, carefully avoiding the nipple. She closes her eyes and began to moan softly. Seeing this as a good sign, he continues and kiss every milimeters of her breasts, getting closer and closer of the nipples. She nows moan harder and asks him to not stop, to continue, she wants more and more. He began to lick, kiss and nibble nearer the nipple until his lips touch it just a little bit as he turns around and around it. She is going mad below him and tries to push her nipple into his mouth asking him to suck it, oh please suck it. Hearing her saying that and seeing her reaction, he stops what he was doing and while softly caressing her hairs, wait for her to look at him in the eyes. He asks, are you sure? You just asked me not to. She then took a deep breath, and says to him how much she is loving him, that he is her soul savier and that it was feeling so good that she was not thinking straith. He suggested that maybe he should stop doing it then and she just smiled at him and told him not to stop, please, it felt very very good, but remember that even if she plead for it, he should not listen to her when she asks that. In fact, if i am begging for it, it is because you are doing it so right, it feels so good... and that because until today, she didn't knew she shouldn't do it, and that she was a bit ashamed to admit that she had do it a lot (every nigth and day for the last 5 years!) in the past. He said to her that he was greatfull at her honesty and that he promess to help her resist the temptation. With a grin he then said that in fact he would help her practice rigth now! And he dived at her breasts, licking and kissing everywhere... but not where she craved for it the most. Lost in her moans, she taugth to herself that she would go insane rigth now if she cannot find a way to silence the urges burning inside her. Just then she lost it and begged him to suck on her nipples please, she tried to push one into his mouth but it wasn't working. She began to arch her body and moan much lauder. He touth she was so sexy doing this, he was sooo excited by his new wife!

After some time, he saw that she was crying and he was going to say something when she told him not to be afraid, it was happening to her frequently, when she was too excited like tonight, just take me into your arms and be gentle with me... and promess to me that it wont make you stop doing it. With a smile, he said ok.

With a smile, she then ask him to finish disrobing them and then get into the bed beside her under the sheets. She didn't make a big deal about her panties or his pants and so this his when she saw his look, seemingly suprised, when he removed her panties that she was intrigued. She asked him what was the matter. He told her, well, that she was smooth, so smooth between her legs... No hairs... nothing! She told him, with a funny smile on her face, what was it that he was expecting there? He told her, that after consideration it make sense... He sure didn't have breast, she agreed lafing a bit, so it is normal that he most have something that she didn't have! That got her attention. Oh? And what is that you got that i don'T have she asked him, genuinly intrigued. And he showed her. She spent a full minute unable to move or talk, just looking at his cock, now throbing. She asked him what it was and he answered that it was his penis. She asked why it was moving like this and he explained that it did that when he was excited as he was rigth now.

She asked him if she could touch it and he said yes. So she explored it and touched it and squeezed it. He was now the one moaning. Seeing his reaction, she convince herself that it was really making sense. She had breasts, he have a penis, both feels great... Then she wondered about rigth and wrong and ask him if it is "ok" for her to touch him there. He answered her yes. He added that what was not is if did it himself, he aslo tolds her that he have had some problems with that in fact. He was not proud of it, but then she told him that it was ok and that now they have each other... That she would help him resist the temptation as he would help her! And... since -I- can touch it, it should help you a bit, she said, smiling devilishly. She asked if she could kiss it too and he said yes.

After that, it wen wild. All those urges that were crawling into her body for so many years now seemed to focus into one idea: his penis. She is so excited about it and so hopefull of filling her needs that she literally jumps on him, kissing his cock everywhere, licking it, caressing it. She soons also discover that he likes very much when she plays with his balls gently. He is moaning harder and harder, about to come when he told his pretty wife to stop for a second. She asks if there is something wrong, having much difficulty to refrain herself. He told to her that he was very near comming. She asked him what it meant and he explained to her that it would feel really really good for him, but that at the same time, his sperm would go out from the tip of his penis. She asked what it was and he told her that his father once told him that it was the stuff to make babies. That was new and fascinating for her. And sudently, all was clear to her and she told him that now she understand what her mother meant when she told her that it surely would be to her "taste". Now he was looking puzzled. She told him that it needed to go into her stomach so a child would grow there! He told her that it maked sens.

She told him that she pretty much wanted a bany. He said ok, him too, so he told her to put her mouth around his penis, so she would not let any of it escape and get lost. She did it and let her licking continue but now inside her mouth. She began to slowly moves along the length of his cock also, to make him feel great as they were doing it. Soon he was moaning heavily and telling her how much it fell good and not to stop, never stop! And he camed into her mouth, a really big load. She was surprised by the force it came, but manage to swallow it all without chocking. After a few seconds, when it was all over, he asked her to stop and while she crawled aside him into the bed, he explained that after he camed, he needed to rest a bit or it would hurt.

They kissed deeply, and she wondered to herself how much it would take to make a whole baby... But soon, the urges were again driving her crazy. As he looked at her skirming ang moving in the bed he turned over her and try to calm her by kissing and caressing her breasts. And she moaned and moaned and finally screamed that it was too much, she couldn't take it anymore, so he stops. But as soon as he stops she aks him not to stop. And this goes on for 3 hours and they are both sweating and she is crying and moaning and asking him to not to stop, to continue cassing her allover... All that evidently made him hard as a rock and when he cannot continue anymore he try to suggest to her to do him for a while, to let him take his breath. As soon as he mentionned it, she whent straigth for it and sucked on his dick with passion, making him feel better that he have ever imagined it could be!

He soon reaches an other and more powerfull orgasm and he looked at her while she is swallowing all his cum, crying openly. He sais to her poor love, you seems so frustrated... Dont you ever come? Looking at him and letting go of his cock, she tolds him that apparently, only the mens comes, while they deliver the sperm. Since she didn't had sperm to deliver, it seems logical that women don't have to come. They both agreed. He then said, but what can i do? You seem so frustrated. She then said that there was only two moments when she was not feeling that way. The first was when she was completly exhausted and about to pass out because he had kept her in agony for so long. IT seems like my mind is empty, i only feel lust and the urges. My mind stop thinking of the discomfort and i only picture yourself in my mind when you were comming in my mouth. It is terrible but somehow peacefull at the same time. It is nice, but it kills me and you were unable to keep me there very long. And as soon as you slow down, i feel again like a timebomb going off, ready to tear myself apart to feell just a bit more. I don't think it is realist to think that i can go with this for a long time.

He asked her what was the second time? She told him that it was when she had his penis into her mouth. It seemed to focus a great part of my body and mind on it... I still feel like i'm melting inside my tommy, but each time i feel you penis reach the end of my motch, nearly gaging me, all my concentration goes on it for a second or two. He told her that even if he wanted to, he couldn't stay hard all the time and that after he came he needed some rest. She then asked him, well but can i let it in my mouth without moving then? He said, a bit suprised by the question, that he supposed so.

So she smiled at him and push him so he his flat on the bed and she slowly goes down to his cock an other time. She puts it into her mouth and licked it lightly, moving just slowly. Soon his cock was hard again... So she began to move faster, to suck on it with passion. He then saw that one of her hand was caressing on of her breath and was beginning to pich at the nipple... so he took her hand in his, saying not to be a bad girl and putting it over his balls, for her to massage those gently, so both her hands were occupied. He then put his hands over her head and gently pushed her so each time she did go up, she goes down a bit lower. He did it until he saw that each time she was going all the way down and that her troath was bulging over the head of his 9 inches cock. She continued like that until he came, deaply into her troath. She kept her breath as long as she could and after that positioned herself so her head was laying on his belly, his cock still in her mouth. He told her then that she was giving him marvelous sensations and that he was so gratefull for it.

Noticing that her hand was again going slowly toward her breast, he told her that he would make a deal with her. She could sleep like that on his belly, his penis in her mouth, but at the condition that she kept both her hands on him, especially the one having the bad habbit, she should let it arounf his balls. She put her hand around his scrotum and he heard a muffled "ok". He said sleep well my love before drifting to sleep himself.

During the night, he sensed that there was often movement down there and that each time she senses that he began to become erect, she would deeptroath suck him until he camed... never letting go of his balls or his cock. In the morning he was awaken by a powerfull orgasm that began like it was a dream. They went to shower together and as soon as she saw that he was having an erection she kneeled in front of him and made him come in her mouth again, never missing a drop. After eating some fruits and exploring the house together, they went outside and after swimming in the pool in the nude (and having an other orgasm in his beautyfull wife's mouth) he tried to speak a bit about it with her. She told him that even if she was hornyer that she had ever be in her life, at least now she was having littles bits of peace each time she felt his juices flow into her mouth and that when she tooked her time to swallow it all bit after bit, it give her a sensation of accomplishment for the baby that will come to her and that that feeling was the only thing preventing her to go crazy. So, smiling at him, she ask him to promess from now on always, in any situation, tell her or make a sign as soon as he could fill her mouth again. Taken by suprise to have a so strange promess to made, he told her ok, if you promess me that you will not touch your breast if i'm not watching you... so i can benefit from it, because you look so hot when you do it... and so i can prevent you from relapsing what i saw last nigth, ok? She agreed.

Now that she knows that this excite him, she makes all efforts, in all situation, so he can see her caressing her breast, avoiding pinching her nipples... This was maddening and she hated the turmoil it created in her, but each time it worked... He got hard and she crawled on her knees and lick his cock until she can swallow all his load.

Epilogue.

As the years went by, she was lesser and lesser interested in anything else then their sexual activities. She didn't even questionned why she was still without the trace of a baby into her tommy. She was still gentle, friendly, kind, intelligent and cultivated... but each second of the day, she was searching in her mind a way to tease him, to make him hard rigth now so she could do it again. All other tougth were clouded by the eternal desire locked in her never to be touched clit, just under a centimeter of skin, so near but so far away at the same time. Each nigth she would sleep with his cock in her mouth. Then she was happy, tortured by her desires, but securised a bit. He, on the other side, was sleeping well each nigth, as you can imagine: falling into heavenly dreams as he felt his cum rushing into her troath again and again and again.