Interview With A Eunuch

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When did you become a eunuch?

Two years ago, when I was 21.

What led you to seek out castration?

Well, it was something I always thought about. Even when I was five or six years old.

Really? That young?

Oh, yes. I can remember spending hours playing with my balls when I was a kid, pushing them up into my body to make it look like they were gone.

After I hit puberty, these thoughts became much stronger. I would put rubber bands around my sack, which always gave me a huge erection. Sometimes I would band my balls, get dressed, and go out shopping and stuff. By the time I got home, my sack would be dark purple and throbbing.

How long would you leave the rubber bands on?

Usually less than an hour.

What led you to actually be castrated?

Well, after I discovered the Eunuch Archive, it changed my thinking completely. Before then, it was just a weird fantasy, but now I could see that I wasn’t alone, that there were many guys like me.

I jacked off hundreds of times reading the stories about castration. After awhile, it was the only way I could get hard and get my rocks off.

Are you gay or straight?

I’ve had sex with both men and women, but I consider myself to be gay.

Tell me about your castration. How was it performed?

Using the EU chat room, I contacted several guys who said they had been neutered. Through them I got a recommendation for a cutter located about an hour from where I live.

I visited this guy’s house and we talked for a long time. I felt really comfortable with him. He understood the way I was thinking, didn’t make me feel like a freak. He said he had taken the balls of a couple dozen guys.

This guy, his name was Mike, told me to go home and think about it, and then call him back in a week if I still wanted to be castrated. A week later I was on the phone making the arrangements.

What happened on the day you were castrated?

Well, I didn’t sleep much the night before. It was a combination of being excited and being scared. But I knew I’d go through with it.

I showered and shaved my crotch area. Then I packed an overnight bag and drove to Mike’s house. I had a hard-on the whole way there knowing that I was spending my last minutes as a complete man.

Mike had me undress and lie down on his king-sized bed. He put restraints on my wrists and ankles to make sure I didn’t move around during the procedure.

When he saw my erection, Mike gave me a big smile and asked if I wanted to cum one last time before becoming a eunuch. It only took him about three strokes before I shot my wad. I don’t think I was ever so sexually turned on.

How did Mike castrate you?

We both decided on the burdizzo. He numbed my crotch area and then explained what he was doing step-by-step. He propped my head up so I could watch everything. Believe it or not, I got another erection as he started feeling around my scrotum to locate the cords connecting my balls to my body.

Mike put the clamp around one set of cords and began squeezing. It didn’t hurt, but I could feel the pressure. He held the clamp in place for a couple of minutes before letting go. I could see a deep indentation in my scrotum and a blood blister forming.

He told me this was the last time I could back out. I still had one ball left. But there was no way I was going to stop now. So, he repeated the procedure. As he clamped down, I looked up at the ceiling and thought, “This is it. I’m now a eunuch.” It was a great moment. (smiles broadly).

Did you stay overnight after the castration?

Yeah, he released my bonds and gave me a pill to help with the pain for when the shots wore off. Then he covered me with a blanket and turned out the light. I woke up a few hours later and there was a lot of pain in my sack. I called out for Mike and he came and examined me. Mike said there was nothing wrong, that my cords had been crushed and my balls were dying. I took another pill and fell back asleep. By the morning the pain was a lot better.

Describe the next few weeks.

I took it easy like Mike suggested. The blisters on my sack went away, and I could tell that my balls felt cold when I grabbed my scrotum. The pain gradually went away over the next few days.

About five days after my castration, I jerked off for the first time. I came pretty quickly, and was surprised when my cum looked the same as always. I called Mike and asked if the castration had failed, but he assured me that it was normal for the semen to look the same right after a castration.

Well, sure enough my semen became clearer and more watery over the next few weeks. That’s when I knew I had become a eunuch.

Did you have a lot of other physical changes in the weeks to come?

Oh, definitely. I started having hot flashes, and I noticed that I had less energy. Then my sex drive changed. I was less interested in jerking off, and it took longer to get hard when I did. It really took forever to have an orgasm, and my jizz was nothing like before. It was very watery and clear, and about half the fluid as before.

My balls shrank, too. They feel like hard little marbles now. My sack has gotten smaller too.

Do you still have sex with other men?

Yes, my boyfriend is very happy with the changes in me. Now we concentrate on making him cum instead of worrying about me. He loves fucking me and I suck him off sometimes too. Our sex life is great.

So are you glad you became a eunuch?

Oh, definitely. I know it’s not for everybody, but I’m very happy with the way I am now. When I look in the mirror and see the way way I look, I know that I made the right decision.