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After having pizza on the boardwalk Craig and I stopped to look at San Cruz's THE GIANT DIPPER. It was a huge old roller coaster made of wood that had been painted white in some earlier century. The paint was now faded and peeling. Unlike a new roller coaster there were no loops or corkscrews. The riders in the cars never went upside down. There was a bronze marker saying that it was a Registered California State Historic Landmark of all things. Can you believe that? It was older than God and looked scary as heck. But people were lineing up to ride the thing. Once on we could hear them screaming in terror. "Let's go for a ride," Craig said sounding excited. "What?" I exclaimed. "Do you mean ride that monsrosaty?" I asked Craig while pointing a finger at The Giant Dipper. "It must be a hundred years old. It's liable to collaped at any moment." "The sign says it opened in 1924 so that makes it only eighty years old, not one hundred," Craig replied. "I don't care," I said. "I'm not getting on! I'm not crazy." "What's wrong Kelly?" he asked while giving me a evil smile and playfully punching my arm. "Don't you have any BAAALLLS?" he said drawing out the word. He also said it loud enough for everyone around to hear. So Craig thought that being castrated made me a wimp. Well I'd show him. "I'll show you balls,"I replied. "Let's get in line." As soon as the words had left my mouth I began to regret them. As you may have guessed I'm not really big on roller coasters and this one looked particullary scary. But how could I back out? If I did it would be like admitting that being fixed made me a coward. I just had to show Craig that I was every bit as brave as any other kid. I just had to! All too soon Craig and I were at the head of the line. We took seats side by side. We were seated next to each other. My heart started to beat really fast. Than a bar came down to lock us in our seats. I almost lost it. "We can't get out!" I gasped. "We are locked in!" Craig took my hand in his, "Relax Kelly," he said. "The bar is only a safety device to keep us from falling off the ride. Why does it have you so spooked?" "It's sort of like being castrated," I replied. "They tie you down to a table so you can't get away. As soon as I said that the car started to move. Slowly at first an old motor pulled us up a steep incline. Under the car I could hear this Click Click Cliick sound and the superstructure groaned under our weight as we climbed ever higher. Soon we were so high up we could see fishing boats miles out to sea. The anticipation of what was to come was the worst part. I was afraid that I'd lose the pizza we just finished eating. I leaned over to Craig and wrapped my arms around him. The thing that was really great was he put his arms around me and held me close. I liked that. In fact I loved it. We were holding each other tight, locked in an embrace. If this thing was going to kill us at least we'd die together. Not a bad way to go! We crested the summit and than we were plunged down. The two of us, and everyone else on board, screaming in total terror. But it was a fun sort of terror as we somehow knew we would be all right. The coaster dashed around corners and over hills. By the time it came to a stop we were laughing wildly. I guess we were laughing at or own fear. Staggering off the ride I was sorry because I no longer had an excuse to hug Craig. "Want to do that again?" Craig asked. I guess surviving a near death experance like that made me brave. I asked, "Craig is your mother home?" "No," he replied. "She's at work until five. Why do you ask?" "I was wondering if we could go to your place." I didn't tell him that I was hoping we could be alone to do some more hugging. "Sure Kelly. I'll show you my video games," he said. At Craig's house we laid on he floor of his bedroom playing video games. I wanted to do more. I wanted him to do all the stuff that Josh had been doing to me but I didn't know how to suggest it. What could I say? Craig have you ever done had a nullo before because if you want to now would be the time. That wouldn't go over too well! How about, Craig did you know that some boys feel it is there right to screw any nullo who enters their bedroom? That would be even worse! If Craig were Josh he'd feel that since he was a boy and I was not it was his right to take me when ever he wished. But that was just it you see, Craig was not Josh, not by a long shot and that's the reason why I wanted him. Finely I said in sort of an off hand manner, "Craig I've been thinking. If you are going to be a nullo like me it might be a good idea for you to have a closer look. You know just to make sure it's what you really want." Craig put down the controls to his video game and sat up to look at me sort of surprised. For a moment we sat on the floor looking at each other and I wondered what was going to happen next. I had read that often times boys are afraid of sex. They are afraid that their thing isn't big enough. They are afraid that they won't be able to get IT up or that they wouldn't be able to perform. As a nullo I had none of those fears. As the passive partner in sex all I needed to do was get on my hands and knees and enjoy it. Still I was afriad. I was afraid Craig woudn't like or want me. But he said, "Sure I'd like a closer look than what I got at the beach." I started to remove my shirt but he stopped me and said, "No Kelly wait." I was afraid that he had changed his mind but he hadn't. Instead he said, "Let me do that for you. I want to underss you." Slowly as if to saver each and every second he gently pulled my shirt over my head and off. I thought he would next go for my pants but he didn't. Instead he rubbed my chest, arms and reaching around me my back. It felt so good that I laid down on my back and lost myself in the wonderful feelings. I had never felt more loved. "Kelly you are such a fantastic kid," He said. "But are you sure you want to go any farther? We don't have to if you don't want." "I want you to remove my pants," I said. Craig reached for the waistband of my shorts. I arched my back to lift my hips off the floor. Slowly and very carefully Craig pulled my pants down and then off. I let out a deep breath that I had been holding and spreading my legs apart laid on the floor naked before the gaze of a fully dressed boy. For thousands of year my kind has always been considered inferior to boys. Boys were the hunters and empire builders. Boys were the warriors and statesmen. Boys would grow to father more boys of their own to carry on their name. It was the job of us nullos and women to care for boys and men. As a result many young nullos don't like being seen naked before a boy. It reminds them that nullos were once the sexual servants of boys. But I liked being seen naked my Craig. I felt safe with him and so it felt so right and natural. He massaged my body taking time to examin me everywhere. But he was just as interested in my hands and feet and every part of my body as he was in my empty crotch. I loved that. It ment that he was interested in more than just the fact that I had been fixed. "I think I should be naked to," he said. He stood above me and stripped. His dick was as hard as it could be and I realized that if I still had mine it would be just as hard. Below his dick were is balls, a small half hemisphere of flesh just slighty darker than the rest of his perfect body. They were so small and yet they held such power. Most nullos my age are jealious when they see the balls on a boy but I wasn't jealious at all. I was glad Craig had them. Glad that he had not been gelded, not yet anyway. Craig laid down next to me and said, "You know Kelly, back in the olden days at the Olympics guys would wrestle naked." "I read about that," I said. "But it was only boys and men who were allowed to compete. Girls women and eunuchs were banned from the competition." "I'll bet I can pin you down," Craig said and he rolled over on top of me. The next thing I knew the two of us were rolling around wrestling naked on the floor just like a couple of puppies. Every part of our bodies were touching. I was the one who won the match. I pinned Craig to the floor. He was struggling beneath me unable to move. A boy held captive by a nullo. It was so awesome! I had him under my control, my prisoner! "Give up!" I demanded. "No fair," he returned. "You have an unfair advantage!" I thought he was going to say that I was two years older tham he was and bigger. But he didn't. What he said was, "I have a weak point you don't. I have to worry about my balls getting squished. You don't so you have the advantage. It was really great being told that being gelded was an advantage. "Well lets just have a look at your weak point," I said and I moved down his body until my face was only inched above his beautiful boyhood. "Did I hurt them?" I asked. "No they are fine." Craig replied. "I think I did hurt them and you just don't want to admit it," I said. "Don't worry I'll kiss them and make them better." I kissed the tender silky soft skin of Craig's balls and I could feel the immediate effect on him. He shuttered and gasped, overwhelmed with bliss. Clealy he loved my attention to his boyhood so I took them im my mouth and ran my tough over them. "My god!" Craig gasped. "That feels so fantastic!" I moved on to his stiff penis and took it in my mouth. At only 12 Craig still had his little boy penis so I had no trouble fitting it all into my mouth all the way to the base of his shaft. Using my tough I moved he penis from one side of my mouth to the other to give him the maximum pleasure. Craig was in heaven. He was ready to discover what it ment to be a boy. "Craig I want you to f*** me now," I said. "No Kelly I'm sorry but I can't. I don't know how. I've never done it before, not to anyone. I'm afraid I might hurt you." I took the position a eunuch takes when he offers himself to a boy, face down and butt up ready to be mounted. "I need you in me now Craig. Just do it!" I ordered. Funny thing a nullo ordering a boy. But I could feel Craig come up behind me and taking my hips in his hands. Carefully he placed the tip of his little penis on my nullo pussy. Hungery as I was I thrust my hips back at him as he thrust forward. Just had to have him in me. His littel penis slid up into me filling me as if the both of us had been born and lived all our lives for that one moment. There was no entry pain at all. With Craig in me instink took him and Craig gently started to thrust his dick in and out in the ancient motion that boys had used on eunuchs since the dawn of time. This was the way it was ment to be between a boy and a eunuch. Both coupled together not so that one could control the other but so that both could become complete. Craig now knew what it was to have genitals and with each thrust I felt like I was being struck with a small bolt of pleasure fulled lightning. [TO BE CONTINUED] Dear Readers Please keep your e-mails comming. I enjoy them all. Thanks! Timothy |