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VI: Alone Again When David turned 16, there was a huge party in the warehouse. They had considered having it in the motel room but they decided there would be too many participants, and David still didnt want to do anything to attract attention. Hed heard several reports that Colins picture had been in newspapers and on TV, and the biggest worry of all for the boys, the fact that there was a large reward being offered for any information. Wallace Frank was obviously not one to give up easily. By the time David and Colin arrived, the party was in full swing. There was lots of beer and cheap wine, and the smoke from cigarettes and marijuana was so thick Colin started to get high just from breathing. He accepted a can of beer from someone he didnt know and went roaming about the large floor watching the sights. Hey, man, you must be Colin, Davids new squeeze, someone who was very drunk called to him. Colin nodded, thinking that would be the end of it; no such luck. The boy came lurching over to him. Hi, Im Derek, he said as he stuck out his hand. Wanna fuck? Colin took a good look at Derek. There was no doubt that he was a good looking kid, and no more than 16 or 17 at the very most. He and David had already had a talk about tonight, David telling him that there would be rampant sex, drugs, booze, and probably some things even David hadnt thought of. He had given Colin a dozen or so condoms, suggesting that he use them no matter what he did. He strongly suggested that Colin not receive anyone up his own butt, but that he could probably mount someone else without too much risk if he wanted. Even oral, David said, amounts to some risk. So unless youre really sure about some guy, you gotta be careful. But now things were different. Colin was feeling a bit of a buzz from the beer hed consumed, and was standing looking at a very great looking boy who was holding out a lit joint for him to try. The boy had told him that he was cute, which had sent a shiver of... of what he didnt know, but something far from unpleasant had coursed through his lithe body. The boy had as much as told him that he didnt have AIDS, at least not yet, and was offering, no, pleading, for Colin to take him. With a quivering hand, Colin reached and accepted the smoldering joint that Derek was offering while Dereks other hand was groping Colins crotch, and Colin was letting him. Youre nice and hard, Derek said as he felt up and down Colins ready shaft. Colin loved fucking Derek. He did it three times over the next two hours. Each time, as soon as Colin had finished his orgasm, he had brought Derek off by sucking him, swallowing the other boys ample seed hungrily. The third time the pair had attracted quite an audience, all high or drunk or both, and all cheering them on. Derek was moaning, actually screaming from pure ecstasy, and every scream spurred Colin on to even more aggressive lunges into Dereks silky boy pussy. As he shot his load for the third time, still a rather impressive quantity filling the condom on his penis, Colin was wondering what it would feel like to be on the receiving end. He wouldnt want a condom though; he felt instinctively that hed be missing something really good if he couldnt feel the sperm flowing into him. Colin had his first experience with a girl after hed finished with Derek, but he didnt enjoy it nearly as much. The girl had obviously been sexually active for quite some time, and even though she was very attractive Colin found her receptacle much too loose to his liking. That experience helped him decide once and for all that he preferred boys or men. The girl, whose name he didnt even know, wanted him to enter her anally after hed finished the conventional style, but he had completely lost interest. So he and David collapsed on a pile of blankets and sucked each other in a 69. That was the way they were when they both fell asleep, and they slept that way for the rest of the night. They stayed in the warehouse the next day, still thinking that it was unwise for Colin to go out on the street during daylight. In late afternoon, David ventured out to get something to eat. He would get some McDonalds takeout or something similar, he said, and told Colin to stay put. Four hours later it was dark, and David had not returned. Hell be back, Jonathon assured Colin. He probably met some trick he knows, or maybe he went to get ya something special to eat, but hell be back. He never was. Colin waited all night and all the next day, but David had disappeared without a trace. Colin ventured out around midnight the second night, thinking that maybe David had gone back to the motel for some reason. Derek went with him, but when they got there they found the place surrounded by police cars, red and blue lights flashing everywhere. Looks like theyre searching all the rooms, Derek observed as they stood in an alley and watched. Then to Davids horror, he saw two cops emerge from the room he had shared with David, carrying his backpack. They cant do that! Colin said angrily. All my clothes, my money, everythings in that pack. Dereks theory was confirmed two days later. The news circulated throughout the homeless community that a teenage boy had been found in an alley, his throat cut from ear to ear. Someone had told the police that hed often been seen around the motel, and that was the only information they had. Everyone knew that David had gone missing and assumed that he was the one who was dead, but no one knew for sure. The other rumor that was rampant on the street was that Colin was the prime suspect. Meanwhile Colin didnt seem to care any more; he had just lost another lover, and he was alone again. And he was broke. It was approaching the end of summer now, and Colin started thinking of moving somewhere south; but with no money and no way to get any except for the way that David had shown him, which was absolutely unacceptable to him, David was in a bit of a quandary. He knew that David would have been starting to plan his trip to southern Florida by now, but that was a little too close to Jacksonville for Colin. No, he told Derek, he would somehow have to get to California. Colin found himself alone most of the time now. Derek had tried to get close to him, saying that they were more or less in the same boat: alone on the street, inexperienced, and broke. But Colin had felt himself getting a little too close to his new friend, and he had vowed that hed never allow that to happen again. He and Derek both lived in the warehouse now, but they were camped at opposite ends of the building. Colin had also developed the habit of stealing food, and he was so ashamed of himself for doing that he wanted no one to see him, even fellow homeless who he knew were doing the same thing. Finally in desperation, he decided to try his hand at what David had called hustling. It was a warm evening in late September, a little past 11 PM. Colin knew that this was past prime time, but he also knew there would be lots of business and no police. He had only wandered up and down the three block area known as the stip twice when a big black Buick pulled over to the curb. Colin eyed the car suspiciously, afraid it might be a plainclothes cop. As if sensing his doubts, the driver opened the passenger window and called out Im not a cop, are you? My names Mark, the man said as he drove hastily out of the neighborhood. Whats yours? Mark had been stealing glances at the young teen sitting beside him. This had to be the luckiest day of his entire life! This kid was downright drop dead gorgeous, and a virgin at that. How could he be so lucky? This was exactly what hed been looking for, but he had to be sure. I was kinda hoping youd go back to my hotel room with me, he said. Its worth a hundred bucks to me, but Id want you to stay all night, and... and Id want to fuck you. I can make more than a hundred bucks right on the street, Colin argued. And I dont fuck, I already told you. Colin found that he didnt mind servicing Mark at all, once he got past the idea of what he was doing. Mark was clean, the cleanest pleasure probe Colin had ever had in his mouth. There was a pleasant aroma of some subtle cologne, now mixed with the mans own scent. He had more than a mouthful, again a bit of a novelty for Colin, and he enjoyed taking it as deeply as he could. It didnt take very long before Mark was shooting his ample load, which Colin swallowed greedily. You ARE good, Mark said as he zipped his pants. Colin had taken care to be sure the man was thoroughly cleaned up, licking the entire area with his tongue. I think were just gonna have to meet again, only next time youd better plan to spend the night with me. Colin scored twice more that night before the traffic died down to a trickle. His second customer was every bit as clean as the first, but far less appreciative. He seemed to prefer groping and mauling his young whore. He did accept Colins blow job, but before they parted he had returned the favor. The third was quite another story. He was older, perhaps 50 or so, and Colin wondered if hed had a bath all summer. When the man slipped out of his jean shorts, the stench filled the entire car. Even with a condom in place on the mans huge pole, Colin had all he could do to keep from gagging as he bobbed his head up and down. He said there was no way he was paying full price considering that Colin insisted on his wearing a condom, and by this time Colin didnt care. He accepted the thirty dollars he was offered and got out of the car, fully disgusted with his business for the rest of the night. Colin didnt work the next night. He had lots of cash in his pocket, and he wanted to appear impeccable for his rendezvous with Mark for tomorrow night. He knew he had to save as much money as he could, but he remembered his fathers attitude that said he had to invest money to make money; so he rented a room in a modest motel. Here he could shower and make himself presentable and get a good nights sleep for what promised to be a taxing night. After the room was rented, Colin went shopping for some more presentable clothes to replace those that hed worn for at least two weeks. He had dealt with the fact that he was now a whore and homeless, but his upbringing demanded that if he were a whore, he had to be a good one. Colin stopped by the warehouse late on the night before he was to meet Mark for his all-night session. He had never missed a day or evening, checking to see if anyone had heard from David, but the answer was always the same. Everyone but Colin, it seemed, believed that the boy that was found in the alley had been David, and no one was looking for him. No one, that is, but Colin. You gotta get over it, Jonathon advised. David was a cool kid and its too bad, but thats how it works on the streets. People come, people go, and theres not a fuck of a lot we can do about it. Hes gone, Colin. I hate it for you, and believe me I know what youre feeling cause I been there, but its over. Hes gone, man! ***************************** Wallace Frank went grumbling to answer the door, wondering why it is that no one ever rings the bell except when he is there alone. He made a mental note as he reached for the knob to have a fence and security gate installed. The estate was certainly large enough to warrant such a thing, and it wouldnt be the first in this neighborhood. He yanked open the door and opened his mouth to order off his land the salesman or news reporter, or whoever was disturbing him at nine oclock on a Wednesday evening. He gasped loudly as he saw who was on the other side of the huge oak door. Tony! he exclaimed. Youve got a hell of a nerve! What in the world are you doing here? Tony regarded the man standing in the open door. He wasnt sure what he was expecting, but this sure wasnt it. Maybe somewhere in his mind he had pictured a man devastated, broken, destroyed at the loss of his only son; what he saw was the same Wallace Frank he had come to dislike so much. He was still poised, proud, overbearing, still ready to accept no responsibility for Colins problems and his disappearance. I just heard that Colin is missing, Tony said in the most assertive tone he could muster. I guess I became somewhat detached from the world for a while, and when I finally read a newspaper there it was! Ive come to do what I can to help. Tony knew there was no point in trying to reason with the man or change his mind, and after all that wasnt why hed come. This was about Colin now, and Tony had a little more knowledge of what could happen to a boy alone, a rich good-looking boy, than he had ever told anyone. He knew the picture wasnt very pretty, and he knew that Colins chance of survival diminished with each day that passed. Im not going to argue with you, sir, Tony said with a lot more respect than he felt. I do encourage you to call the police though. I really am anxious to help, and I may know some things about Colin that you dont. Perhaps with a skilled interrogator I might reveal some things that could help find him. ************************************ Colin didnt keep his appointment with Mark. It wasnt his choice; he was instead picked up by a roving patrol car. The cop behind the wheel had a real thing for the kids he saw standing on the corners night after night. He knew why they were there and he had some understanding of what could happen to them. He had arrived just minutes after Colin, and had decided that the freshly scrubbed, very clean well groomed boy was either new or had fixed himself up for something special. Either way, he was determined to do what he could to get the kid out of here, for good. You cant arrest me, Colin said defiantly as he was gently but forcibly stuffed into the back seat of the patrol car. I havent done anything wrong. You either gotta charge me or let me go. Colin eyed the cop suspiciously in the rear view mirror. He had put the handcuffs on Colin, not so much that he was a dangerous criminal but more that the cop knew full well that these kids would bolt without warning, and he wanted to intimidate the boy, to be sure the boy knew who was in charge. Now Colin was convinced that he was about to suck the dick of a police officer. He had made it very clear that he had a vague idea who Colin was, but would not turn him in if... well, he hadnt said it in so many words, but there was a condition. For reasons Colin didnt understand, the thought was the most disgusting thing hed ever heard in his life. Whats the favor? Colin asked. He wanted to hear the words, wanted the opportunity to tell this cop that he should do something sexual and solitary. Im gonna take you to meet somebody, the cop said. His name is Jeremy Thompson and he works for Social Services. He wont turn you in, wont even try to find out who you are. Hell just make sure you know who he is so you can call him if you need him. Do we have a deal? Colin was completely taken off guard. I thought you wanted... Take the cuffs off him, Luke! a big black man ordered as Colin was ushered into a rather dingy office not far from where hed been picked up. Colin sat and listened as Jeremy told him how much he knew about street kids, how he understood their position because he himself had grown up on the streets, but that there was a better way, and he was trying to reach as many kids as he could before they were completely trashed. Thats fine for you, Colin said. Try an tell those kids theres a better way when theyre hungry, or cold, or sick. Try an tell em theres a better way when they have to dodge cops, gangs, so-called respectable citizens. Try an tell em theres a better way when their friends end up in an alley with their throat cut! Colin, from what Ive read of your case you have a home, and a very nice one at that. From what I understand, it was your choice to leave it. And very often thats the case. For most of the street kids Ive seen, its not that they dont have a home, its that they dont choose to live there. Colin sat quietly, sullenly, his head down. Ok, Jeremy said with a sigh, then Ill tell you. Stop me when I go off track. Things got tough for you at home. Either your parents abused you or neglected you, or they discovered that youre gay and didnt take it very well. Or perhaps it was a combination of two or more of the above. Eventually something happened that made life at home unbearable, so you left. You traveled around the country, eventually ending up here. Maybe you met someone and came here with that person, or perhaps you just landed here by chance. Either way youre here now, and selling sexual favors on the street. From the looks of you, I suspect that you care about your body and how you look. You look pretty clean and well groomed, which tells me that you have been able somehow to save, or make, enough money to get a room somewhere. You also have more than likely spent time in less than clean environments, and if you have been sexually active on the street for very long, you have probably done some things that you would not have done if youd had a choice. How am I doing so far? You think you know it all, dont ya? Colin said defiantly. I dont know if you have made any friends on the street or not. Maybe you have a lover by now; but I do know there are all sorts of dangers you know nothing about. I know that people you consider your friends will take advantage of you, rob you, do whatever they have to do to survive. Its not that theyre bad people, but this is very much a survival of the fittest environment, and I strongly suspect that youre not used to living in that sort of situation. If youre strong, which I suspect you are, you will survive long enough to learn the ropes. But youll pay a high price for your education. By the way, speaking of education, mind if I ask you a few questions? Colin eyed Jeremy suspiciously. For a moment he was unsure exactly what answer to give, but he didnt know the name of his intended school anyway, so he finally said Willowcrest. Its a private school. The tears betrayed Colins feelings before he had a chance to reply. Yeah, he sniffled. I think that school and Tony were the only things that held it together for me, and I was losing both of em. Jeremy sat and looked at Colin, giving him time to recover his composure. He marveled at how quickly hed been able to disarm him, how the tough street facade had totally vanished and Colin was now back to the mode that was much more comfortable for him: an obedient, cooperative, respectful young teen. His defenses were completely down, and he was sincerely taking part in their conversation, to the best of his ability. This kid is worth saving, he said to himself. So many of them were so incredibly traumatized and damaged by the time Jeremy first saw them, that there was no way that anyone could salvage what was left of their lives. Jeremy knew that this was not the case with Colin; the old Colin was still alive and well, albeit slightly damaged and well hidden under the cover of his street tough shell that he was learning, as he learned everything, very quickly. I dont suppose theres any point in trying to convince you to call home? Jeremy asked when Colin had calmed down. Its really not a bad place, Jeremy continued. It certainly beats the hell out of lying on a cold dirty floor of an old falling down warehouse with winter coming on. Jeremy dropped the conversation at that point. As he was drawing blood from Colins arm, he asked the boys permission to check into a few things in Jacksonville, at the same time promising that he would do it discreetly. Colin agreed, stating emphatically that he did not want his father finding out that he was in Boston. We went to a lot of trouble to cover our tracks, he stated. I dont wanna have to do it again. ******************************* Tony spent two grueling days under interrogation with the Jacksonville police, the FBI, and the private investigator Wallace had hired. He was never under arrest, although that would have suited Wallace to a T. Contrarily, both the local police and the private detective advised Wallace very strongly to keep Tony around because he knew Colin far better than anyone else, and he might just come up with some tidbit that might help. They want me to keep you here, Wallace said when Tony again showed up at his door. They say you know my son better than I do. Now Tony was getting really angry. This isnt about me, Mr. Frank, he said. But it isnt about you either. Its about a boy, a very good, talented boy, that is at this very moment out there in the world all alone. ********************************** A week later, Colin had still not heard from or seen Mark. He still wasnt back in the warehouse, but he visited every day in hopes that someone had heard from David. There was never any word. Colin had discovered something that no one had told him, if they knew at all. He found that he was much more sought after and desired because he was a little cleaner and more well groomed, so he had rented himself a room where he could shower every day and keep himself clean. He knew he couldnt stay there all winter, but for the time being he was making more money than he was spending, so over time he could develop a bit of a nestegg that would hopefully help him get to California when the weather turned cold. As hed promised, he went to a pay phone and called Jeremy Thompson. Colin! Jeremy exclaimed when he heard the boys voice. I was hoping youd call. I got the results of your blood tests today, and as far as I can tell youre in perfect health. Mark sat at home, wondering if it was safe yet to go looking for Colin again. He had already decided that it would be worth considerable risk to get his hands on this boy, but he would have to work fast. At 15, he knew the boy had to be on the very hairy edge of puberty so he would have to do his thing with him quickly, before he grew more mature. He knew exactly what to do, hed done it several times before; but this one would be his best yet. He decided it would be worth the risk, so he started patrolling the streets again. To be continued...
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