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Questioner: You said before that youd never perform a modification on someone against their will, but you made an exception once, isnt that true?
James: Yes, about two years ago. Thats true.
Q: Please describe what happened.
J: A woman named Emily called me and said she urgently needed to see me. She wanted me to fix that was her word fix her two sons. I agreed to see them.
A few days later Emily arrived with her twin sons, Josh and Jeff. Emily was middle-aged and very modestly dressed, with no makeup at all. Her sons were dressed the way most 17-year-old boys are these days, wearing t-shirts and jeans and Nikes.
Emily said she wanted to talk to me privately, so we went into my office while her sons remained in the waiting room.
Q: What did she tell you about her Josh and Jeff?
J: Well, Emily was a single mom whose husband had died in a car crash when their twins were quite young. She turned for support to an ultra-conservative religious group, which she embraced whole-heartedly.
Emily tried to convert her sons to this extreme version of Christianity, but without success. They had little interest, especially when they reached puberty. Thats when the real trouble started.
It turned out that both Josh and Jeff were gay. Naturally, this ran counter to everything Emilys religious beliefs held true. She thought that homosexuality was an abomination, and her sons souls were in danger of eternal damnation.
Q: That must have caused a lot of conflict in the family.
J: Oh, that was just the beginning. Because after the boys discovered their sexuality, they discovered each other.
Q: You mean they had sex with each other?
J: Exactly.
Q: How did Emily learn about all this?
J: A few months before she came to see me, Emily was looking at the computer in the boys room. She discovered a website that shocked her to her very core. It was a gay website that had photos of her sons having sex with each other.
(Writers note: this website can be viewed at CLICK HERE )
Naturally, this horrified her beyond anything you can imagine. When the boys came home from high school that day, she angrily confronted them.
Q: What did they say?
J: At first they were stunned that she had discovered their secret. But then they freely admitted that they were gay, and lovers. And they werent ashamed of either fact.
So Emily insisted they visit a doctor who could help them. They humored her and agreed, so she took them to see me.
I asked Emily what she wanted from me, and she said that she wanted me to castrate both twins immediately.
Q: How did you react to this?
J: I told her that I only perform body modifications on those who consent to it, and wouldnt castrate her sons against their will.
Emily opened her purse and pulled out a long-handled silver instrument, asking me if I knew what it was. I said no, and she told me it was called an elastrator, that it was used to castrate farm animals, and that she would use it to castrate her boys unless I agreed to do it myself.
At first I thought she was bluffing, but it quickly became apparent that she was serious. She said that several men from her church knew about her sons, and had agreed to perform the castration that afternoon unless I would do it. They had it all planned out, and the boys would never know what was coming until it was too late.
I told Emily that there were very serious risks to using the elastrator. It could cause internal bleeding if not done properly, and that infection could develop. Her sons could even die.
But she wasnt deterred. Emily said that it was better for the twins to lose their lives than their souls. She was dead set on this. She didnt even care when I said that I would turn her in to the police. She was willing to go to prison to save her sons.
It turns out that three men from her church had driven Emily and her sons to my office that morning, and were waiting downstairs. If I didnt perform the castration myself, they would drive to their farm immediately and castrate Josh and Jeff themselves.
Q: What did you do?
J: I tried to find some way to avert this forcible castration, but I couldnt think of a solution. I wanted to call the police, but realized that it would be too late to stop the castration. They would be long gone by the time the police arrived. I didn't know where their farm was. In order to make sure the boys werent in danger, the only solution was for me to agree to Emilys request and do the castration myself.
Emily was very relieved when I told her I would perform the surgery. I told them Id take the boys into an examining room and prepare them for the procedure. She wept with happiness.
We returned to the waiting room and I told the boys to follow me into the next room. Once there, I told them to remove their clothes so I could examine them both.
There was no hesitation. I could see they were completely comfortable being naked in front of each other. In fact, after they had stripped, I caught them grinning at each other in a way that confirmed what Emily had told me.
Q: Can you describe the twins?
J: Well, they were beautiful boys. Theres no other way to say it. They were 5 feet 11 inches tall and thin, weighing about 140 pounds. They had almost no hair on their bodies. They had dyed their already blond hair to an almost platinum blond, and their blue eyes were striking.
I examined their genitals to make sure they could be castrated. There were no abnormalities. Both had circumcised penises. I carefully felt their scrotums to be certain everything was normal.
Then, while they were sitting naked on the examining table. I told them everything their mothers had said to me. Naturally, they were horrified, especially when I told them that there was no way to escape their fate. If they tried to run, the men were waiting downstairs to grab them, and theyd be forcibly castrated like cattle. I explained that it would be much safer to allow me to do the surgery, that it might save their lives.
Both began to shake and cry as they realized there was no way out. They put their arms around each other and wept on each others shoulders. Then I noticed that they had gotten erections. I suppose it because of the intense emotional situation they had found themselves.
Then Josh and Jeff began masturbating each other. It was as if I werent even in the room. Soon, they were breathing heavily, and began to passionately kiss. I could see beads of fluid on the tips of their penises, and they obviously were going to have sex with each other one last time before I turned them into eunuchs.
The boys stretched out on the table in a 69 position and began sucking each others penises. Judging from their erections they were extremely turned on. Josh wet his finger and slipped it into Jeffs anus, which caused Jeff to moan with pleasure. I assumed from this that Jeff was usually the passive partner during anal sex.
They didnt take long to climax. Josh groaned loudly and thrust his hips forward as he ejaculated into his brothers mouth. Jeff followed soon after. After a few minutes, the boys sat up and kissed again, sharing each others semen for probably the last time.
After a few more minutes passed, Josh said that they were ready, but asked if I could do both of them at the same time. They wanted to be together and awake for the surgery. I agreed to this.
With the assistance of my nurse, I got the two boys up on a pair of operating tables. We put their feet up into stirrups, and strapped them in. We also used restraints on their wrists and chests, but Josh protested, asking that they be allowed to hold each others hand during the operation. I agreed to this.
Q: The boys obviously loved each other very much.
J: Yes, it was extraordinary. Their love was a truly remarkable thing. I couldnt help but acknowledge that it was a beautiful love, even though society would condemn it.
The castration went fairly quickly. I injected each scrotum with a local anesthestic, explaining to the boys what was going to happen. I set up mirrors so they could watch everything. I feared that they would panic, but they just held hands quietly throughout the procedure, weeping quietly.
I opened up Joshs sack and extracted his testicles, tying off the cords. Then I repeated the procedure on Jeff. I told them that I was going to cut them now, and they both nodded, tears running down their cheeks.
I castrated Josh first, snipping off his testicles and depositing them in a small glass container. After suturing his scrotum, I repeated the procedure on Jeff. When his last testicle dropped into the container, he broke down and wept loudly. I have to admit my eyes were filled with tears as well.
After I finished, I covered the boys with a blanket and told them to rest. Then I took the container and went into my office, and had my nurse summon Emily.
She entered my office with a look of anxiety and expectation. Without a word, I placed the glass container on my desk and pointed to her sons severed balls. She stared into the container and wept with relief.
After an hour, I had the boys dress and they left with Emily. I have to say that I was filled with anger as I dropped those four normal, healthy testicles into the hazmat bucket. This was mutilation, pure and simple. I was disgusted that I had taken part, but it was the lesser of two evils.
Q: Do you know what happened to Josh and Jeff?
J: Yes, after a few months, when they turned 18, the boys ran away from home. They had no contact with their mother whatsoever from that point forward. The boys called me asking if I could recommend a hormone replacement therapy for them, and so I told them to come see me.
Nothing had changed between the brothers; they still loved each other intensely. I examined them to make sure they were healing properly, then told them their options for hormone treatment. We agreed on a plan, and I began treating them.
Q: Was the therapy successful?
J: The boys were able to achieve erections and orgasms again, but only with difficulty. They didn't like the side effects of the hormone treatments. After some time passed, they decided that since they would be together forever, it wasn't important that they have sexual relations anymore. So, they elected to stop the hormone treatment. Naturally, this rendered them both impotent from then on.
Obviously theyd never be able to father children, but neither had any desire to do so. After awhile, they accepted their new situation. Their love has remained strong. The outcome relieved a lot of the guilt I had been feeling for castrating these young men.
Q: Well, this has been a most interesting conversation. Thank you, Dr. James.
J: Youre very welcome.
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