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Hi, my name is Josh and I'm 12. I'd like to ask you a question. Do you know any kids with strange, annoying or just down right gross habits? I guess we all do. There is this one girl in my class who is always snapping her bubble gum. After a while it's enough to drive you crazy. And this other boy I know has this thing for sunflower seeds. He's always chewing them and what he can't swallow he spits out in a big soggy blob! Talk about disgusting! I'd really like to see him buried under a pile of all his old spit out sunflower seeds. But those annoying habits are just run of the mill everyday, get on your nerves sort of stuff. They are nothing to write home about. But take my 14 year old cousin Kelly, he has the strangest habit of all. Oh he's a nice kid and I like him and all that but what really gets on my nerves is that he likes to act like he is a boy. Well what's so strange about that, you may well ask. I'll tell you what's strange about it. Kelly isn't a boy at all. Between his legs he has nothing and I do mean nothing!. He is as smooth as a baby's butt. Kelly is a Nullo. They cut him last summer and they did such a good job that to look at him you'd never know he ever had a cock and balls. Even so Kelly goes around acting like he is a boy. I'll give you an example. The other day we were at the beach and some of my friends and I started up a game of football. Some girls sat and watched from the sidelines. As a Nullo Kelly should have sat with the girls and watched us play. Football, as everyone knows, is a game for men and boys, not girls or Nullos. But Kelly joined our game. I guess it wouldn't have been so bad if he had been a crapy player but I'll admit it, Kelly is a really good football player. To make matter even worse this all happened on a nude beach so anyone passing by couldn't help but notice that a Nullo was playing football with boys and the Nullo was just as good as we were! We never should have let Kelly join in! Although I guess it was all pretty hot. I mean when is the last time you saw a naked Nullo playing football with a bunch of naked boys? But Kelly doesn't always act like a boy. When I get him alone and in bed he acts just the way a nullo should. In bed Kelly knows who's boss, ME, and he follows orders, my orders, to the letter. If only he was like that all the time! The thing about Kelly is that castrating him wasn't enough. It was only the first part of the job. What Kelly needs is a boy to take charge of him and teach him how a eunuch should submit to and serve the needs of the male who owns him. I decided that I was just the boy for the job. I would teach Kelly his place in life! I guess you think I was going to do it just for the fun of it. All I can say to that is that's not true. I was going to do it for Kelly. I had his best interests in mind. After all what good is a Nullo who doesn't know how he is suppose to act? But then my mom had to mess everything up. Gee thanks Mom! I don't trust girls or women of any age, they are nothing but trouble and what happened next only proves it. Mom said that since Kelly had been through it (nullification) himself he should be the one to decide if I was to be nullified or not! Can you believe it! Me a Nullo? That'll be the day! I just about died when I heard it! I can tell you it's not going to happen! Never! Anyway Kelly said that since I was so dead set against it being nullified that he wasn't going to make me go throught it. My mom said, "Okay Kelly, if you think that's what's best for Josh we will leave him a whole boy. But Kelly remember that if at any time you change your mind and decide nullification is what's best for Josh we'll go right ahead hand have him done." Don't worry. I'm in no real danger of being cut. Kelly is not about to change his mind. You see Kelly loves what I'm able to do for him. That is to say he loves what I, as a boy, am able to do TO him. Kelly loves being on his tummy with his butt up in the air and he needs me male for that. But what my stupid mother had done was give Kelly power over me. Even if he wasn't going to use it no Nullo should ever be given power over a boy. It wasn't right! It wasn't the way things are suppose to be! How was I suppose to take control of Kelly now that he knew he could order my nullification? I was so mad that I didn't say anything at dinner. After we finished eating I went upstairs to be alone. I was mad at everyone and everything. I hadn't been up there too long when I heard the door bell ring. It was Craig and his mom come to talk with Kelly about maybe having Craig castrated. I had to hear what was going on so I crept into the hallway and listened from the top of the stairs. Craig was saying, "I'm afraid that it's going to hurt." What a baby that Craig is! Kelly replied, "It doesn't hurt at all but it's no fun either. You are awake when they cut you and they prop your head up with a pillow so you can see what's happining. I didn't like that at all! After that I had to stay in bed for a week just to heal and that was sure boring. The first day they had the bandages off and let me out of bed I spent a lot of time just standing naked before a full lenght mirror looking at myself. I looked so odd and felt so strange. I didn't really know who or what I was anymore and it took me time to adjust to the change." "Now that's the part I'd like," Craig said. "Standing before a mirror like that and seeing myself smooth like you would make it all worth while." "Craig," Kelly said. "You are the first kid I have ever met who actually wants it done. Other boys will try to run away or do anything not to be cut. And after they are cut they spend weeks sulking and feeling sorry for themselves. I should know. That's how I was. Why do you want it?" I was glad Kelly asked that question. It's what I had been wondering myself. Craig replied, "I've just never felt right about having genitals. I've never been comfortable with them. Everytime I cross my legs I have to worry about them getting trapped in the wrong place. Every time I play sports I worry about taking a hit down there. And now in a year or two they are going to get big and hairy and look ugly. I'll have to worry about erections and wet dreams and I don't want all that. I just want them gone once and for all. I thought that since I was born with genitals I would always have to live with them. Then I saw you on the beach today and I realized that if you could have them removed so could I. If I were to come visit you in the country would your Uncles be willing to nullifiy me as they did you?" "Nullify you? Sure they'd be thrilled. You'd be the first boy I know of who came along and asked for it to be done. I'd be happy to help you as well. Not only because it's what you want but also because when I return to California I don't want to be the only nullo on the nude beach." Everyone laughed at that remark. Craig's mom asked, "Craig honey, are you sure this is what you want? Once it's been done there is no going back. It can't be undone." There must have been some lingering question in Craig's mind as it took him about 30 seconds to respond, "Yes Mom," he said. "This is what I really really want." "Good honey," She said, "I'm sure you'll be fine with Kelly there to make sure everything goes well." So that was it. Craig was going to become a eunuch and in only another week. It was totally crazy but there is was and I knew I just had to be there to see it happen. I had to get Kelly to bring me along so I could watch it happen to Craig. My cock was so hard it felt as if it might break off. Then I heard my mom say, "Craig I'm so impressed with your maturity. I wish my Josh was as open minded as you are. Do you know where he is now? He's up in his room sulking and do you know why? I mentioned the word nullification to him. Just the mention of the word is enough to give Josh a fit." Craig's mom asked, "Anna are you going to have Josh nullified?" "No," my mom replied. "But don't I just wish I could. If ever there was a boy who needed it it's Josh. But there is no point in even trying. He would never agree." "Why not have him nullified anyway even if he doesn't agree to it?" Craig's mom asked. "Kelly didn't want it done either but look how well he turned out." "But Josh isn't Kelly," my mom replied. "Kelly was upset after he was done but he got over it. I don't think Josh would ever get over it. I think his castration is something he would always hold agenst me and it would destroy out relationship. It's just not worth it." After Craig and his mom left Kelly came upstairs to bed. I was lying on my bed reading a comic book pretending like I wasn't interested in anything else. Kelly said, "Josh your friend Craig was just here. Why didn't you come down to see him? I thought you liked Craig." "Craig is insane," I replied. "Any boy who asks to be nullified is as nutty as a s*it house rat." "You were listening to us. Do you have the house wired for sound?" Kelly asked. "Well so what if I do," I said as I set my comic book down at sat up on my bed. "It's my house and I need to know when bitchy women such as Craig's mom suggest things like nullifying me. Well guess whos lawn is going to get garbage dumped on it this comming Halloween? Her's! With a mother like that it's no wonder Craig is taking himself out of the jean pool. But Kelly, I want to be there to see Craig castated." Kelly sat down on the bed next to me. It was thrilling to be all alone with a Nullo and have him sitting there so close to me. He said, "Josh if you'd like to come home with me for a visit that would be really great. I'd love to show you around and introduce you to all my friends. But as for seeing Craig castrated that will all depend on what Craig wants. Nullification is a very fritening and personal experance for any boy. Most boys cry and beg to be left whole when it happens. Craig might not want you there to watch it done to him." "It doesn't matter if Craig wants me there or not. I'll find a way to get in and see it happen. And just meeting your friends will make the trip more than worth while. I understand most of them are eunuchs." "Josh," Kelly asked sounding like he was pissed at me. "What makes you think that you can always have what ever it is that you want? Some people think you are a little brat and they may be right. Do you always get your way? Doesn't anyone ever say 'No' to you?" He was really mad. "Sure Kelly, people tell me 'No' all the time," I said as I laid back on my bed and looked up at him. "But the people who tell me 'No' are not like you. They are not Nullos. Nullos tell me 'yes'." And then I whipped it out. I pulled off my pants letting my little stiffy bounce about in Kelly's view. Kelly couldn't take his eyes off it and I knew then that I had him by the.... well I was going to say "Balls" but come to think of it he doesn't have any. "Right now I want you to suck me off. Are you going to say no?" Kelly hesitated for a moment. He was trying to break free. He tried to look away from my cock but he coudn't. You see Kelly liked to pretend that he was a boy and that I couldn't control him even though I clearly could. He tried to resist but he couldn't. Slowly he leaned down and took my cock in his mouth. The feeling was incredible. It was like the warmest, softest and weatest towel ever. Then Kelly started to lick my balls. As I felt I was about to climax I said, "Stop! Get naked and get on your back and pull your ankles up to your ears." Kelly did as he was ordered. I got on my knees and said, "Now lift your butt up in the air as high as you can." He did that and he used his fingers to spread apart his cheeks so I had access to him. "You are a hungry young eunuch aren't you," I said as I mounted him. Looking down at him I could see an expression of total satisfaction and ectasy on his face. The greatest joy any Nullo could ever know was to surrender himself to a boy. Whether Kelly chose to admit it or not his greatest desire was for me to claim him as my property. Like all good Nullos he wanted a master to serve. "Oh yes!" he managed to gasp. "It feels so good!" I ran my fingertips lovingly over his ribs and then slowly down to his tummy and then to his empty groin, "Oh you like that don't you Nullo?" I said fingering the area where his penis and balls had once hung. I said it with sarcasm in my voice since he clearly loved it. "It does feel good doesn't it. Don't worry my horny little eunuch. Your master is here. I know just what you need and I'm going to give it to you." I said as I brushed his long brown hair away from his eyes. "Don't wait any longer," he panted. "F*** me now!" The poor little eunuch, he sounded really desperate. He couldn't wait a second more. I savored the power I had over him. "Beg for it my slave!" I ordered "Please," he gasped. "I'm begging you! Do me now!" "Who is your master?" I asked. "You are Josh!" I began to thrust my hips and Kelly started to spasm with delight. Afterward Kelly and I showered in the small bathroom adjoining my bedroom. With out being asked Kelly knew that he was to carefully wash and then lovingly dry every part of my body. There is somthing very satisfying and soothing about having your Nullo care for you in such a way. It's the way the relationship between a boy and his eunuch should be. After that we got into the same bed and cuddled naked under the covers as we watched a really corny old 1950's horror movie on late night TV. Kelly snuggled close to me, a eunuch instinctively seeking the safety and protection of a boy. Every now and then I stroked his empty crotch and he shuttered with pleasure. The movie was low budget like countless other 50's horror films. We laughed at how crappy it was. But as we continued to watch it started to really creep me out. The movie was about a college professor who, for some reason, was interested in a tribe of Head Hunters. I sort of saw myself in the part of the Professor. After all we both studyed weird people. Anyway the Head Hunters would collect the heads from humans and then shrink them down into little souvenirs to sell to tourists. The professor thought that he had gained the trust and friendship of the Head Hunters but he had not. The Head Hunters were only leading him on and pretending to be his friend because it was his head they really wanted They wanted his head and they ended up getting it!! I wondered if I should go to the country with Kelly and Craig. What if Kelly's dad figured out what I had been doing to Kelly. Perhaps I would end up like the guy in the movie only it would be my genitals that would be preserved as a tropy or perhaps sold to passing tourists! [To be continued] |