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I entered the room and Melanie the director of studies was sitting at her small but comfortable desk she told me to sit down my heart was beating fast as I was a bad student and I thought that my grade average had fallen so low that I would be kicked out of the small Art College I was attending.
"Hi Melanie, is this about my last assignment?" (I had got 25%)I asked, "no this is about something far more serious Alex" she replied, my heart went crazy. A young woman in your year complained about the most disgusting behaviour from you, she told of how you reached up her skirt and grabbed her crotch, there were several witnesses so don't deny it" I was stunned I hadn't expected Angela to complain after all we often flirted and it was just a joke and I had apologized. I said I didn't know why it had happened and that I felt very bad and that I respected and liked the girl intensly. Melanie smiled kindly when I said this and said "I'm glad you said that" she said that she had spoken to Angela and that she had agreed that she would tolerate my staying at the college so long as the problem was dealt with and I was punished. At this point I thought I would have to take a year out. "A year ago if this situation had arisen you would have been kicked out and probably prosecuted" continued Melanie, but I recently went on a training course in a prison where an intensive, rather drastic rehabilitation program was underway, and you have an option, yours maybe the first, of I hope many similar cases, in an institution of higher education. You may stay in the college if I castrate you" as you can imagine may face sank in horror "I, I" I stammered Melanie almost laughed but then she said "its not as bad as it sounds, there are benefits, even for you" "such as what ?" I managed to spit out, "well for one your marks would improve, and as far as other people were concerned Angela would have satisfaction and other girls would be safe" "I think it is excessive, I'm afraid I have to refuse, I understand I must leave" I said. "that's your choice" said Melanie "but I must warn you that when you leave not only will you be prosecuted but I will make it my personal job to make sure you never enter another university or college and never hold a job above that of a cleaner so long as you live, I will do everything I to see that you go to jail" at this point what ever anger I had turned to fear I was white and clearly shaking with terror, castration had begun to seem like an easy way out, I was filled by some strange awe were by Melanie was being very slowly transformed from crazy bitch into some kind of benevolent female power, "would anybody know" I stammered, she smiled and didn't say anything for atleast 15 seconds, she knew she had won. "Not unless you tell them, as far as I'm concerned and as Angela is concerned it should stay between us, castration is enough, you don't need that kind of humiliation and Angela certainly doesn't want the attention, neither does the college right now, for that matter." Her mercy regarding the humiliation made me warm to her and suddenly I was concerned about her safety, "could you give some kind of prostheses like they give animals, if my mother sees it she will kill you," I said, Melanie laughed and said "your concern is quite touching, given the circumstances but I have spoken to your mother and she wants to meet me" "oh God" I said, the image of my mum realising she had to beg for her sons balls was too horrible, "don't make her come here and beg, tell her it was a joke and do it to me anyway" I said "you don't understand your mother said she wants to shake the hand that cut your balls off". I was dumbfounded, Melanie dialled a number and passed me the phone it was my mum "Mrs.Birtles your son is worried that you might be angry with me if I emasculate him," she passed me the phone and I heard my mothers voice say "if you come home with your nuts Alex, they better be in a jar" I nearly started to cry "I didn't realize you wanted it mummy", "of course I want it you fool, do you love me?", "yes of course I do want itnow I'm sorry I made a fuss, will you love me if she cuts them off ?" "we will see, for now stop wasting Melanie's time give me back to her" I returned the handset to Melanie who placed it on the desk after a few short words "your mother wants to hear you being emasculated" she said matter of factly, I asked if there was going to be any anaesthetic "no I decided there shouldn't you should know what's being done this memory should stay in your mind for ever the more pain the greater your feeling of emasculations, your mother agrees" despite my terror I said "I understand it is better, I want you to know I'm sorry", "I know you are" Melanie said with genuine kindness. "now take off your clothes" I did it quickly feeling a little puzzled and embarrassed by my erection, "I'm sorry" pointing to it, she laughed and said it was a good sign, "your son's hard Mrs.Birtles" I could hear nmy mother laughing. She stood up walked up to me and cupped my balls with a warm hand, she started gently massaging them and occasionally squeezing them so they hurt a little "how does it feel ?" she whispered in my ear "to know that your mother will enjoy listening to you scream while I geld you" and though my naked body felt empty and weak with fear, I replied as I felt "it makes me proud that I can give her such pleasure" she squeezed and tugged my balls so hard that I yelped and my mother chuckled loudly "really?" she said with disbelief looking at me straight in the eyes almost erotically, I felt sad and dismayed that these; the two women whom I felt bound to worship, saw me as a cowardly liar in my final moments as a man, "please crush them if it gives my mother pleasure" I said hoarse with fear suddenly Melanie strocked my hair and and kissed me on the forehead, "good boy" she said and suddenly she dragged me by the balls to the other side of her desk pulling opening a drawer she commanded to "put them in the drawer" as I she pushed my head onto the table next to the handset "mummy I love you and I want ..." bang she slammed the drawer closed I screamed into the handset as the worst pain of my entire life shot through my body "mum i'm sorry ..." bang she slammed it again this time I just moaned "you were saying Alex" my mother's chuckling voice came throught the phone," "I was saying I'm sorry I screamed in your ear . . ." bang !!! she slammed it again this time I was crying and hyperventilating and she had pulled my scrottum up a little I felt this curious satifaction as I realised my balls were just popped, "don't worry I enjoed the scream, what were you saying before Alex ?" my mother asked softly "I was saying I want to be your eunuch mummy", "don't worry I think you are" she giggled.
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