I couldn't sleep again last night until I played with my cock till the spunk shot out all over my chest and belly. It seems I am addicted to it. Every night I pull my pyjamas down so my cock and balls are uncovered and lift my shirt so my chest is uncovered. I grab my balls in my left hand roughly and manipulate my foreskin up and down over my smelly purple nob, up and down, over and over till my legs shake and my spunk shoots out and it feels so very good. Then I slide my foreskin over covering my very sentitive nob lick and smell my fingers roll over and go to sleep. Every night without fail.

Dear diary

My mother is visiting her mother for a week. A lady turned up at our house tonight she is staying the week. I wonder where she will sleep.I go to bed and slip my pyjamas down and my shirt up and begin my nightly ritual very quietly tonight, as the lady is sleeping in the spare bed in my room. I try to be quiet but I russel the sheets a little and make little noises as I begin to reach my spunk shooting. The lady stirs just as my spunk shoots out and I give a little wimper. "Are you ok David" she says and I quickly pull my hands away and my spunk is still shooting and I want to keep rubbing my cock. It throbs and throbs and begins to subside but my foreskin is still back behind nob and I know it will get quite sore there. So I inch my hands down and slide my foreskin comfortably back over the sensitive nob. "David what are you doing" comes the lady's voice through the dark, But I pretend to be sleeping.

Dear Diary

I quietly get into bed and begin quietly manipulating my cock and balls and soon my cock is very stiff and ready to shoot. The light suddenly goes on and the lady is lookin directly at my stiff cock in my hand. I am almost at no return and agonisingly take my hands from my cock. I go to pull the sheet over my nakedness but her hand is in the way. My cock is still throbbing but starts to subside. She lowers her mouth to my young cock and her wet soft mouth envelopes my nob and I begin to cum almost instantly. My spunk shoots into her mouth but because I have been playing with it so much there is only a little spunk to shoot. "Stop playing with yourself David" It is bad for you. She returned to her bed and soon I was asleep again.

Dear Diary

I quietly get into bed and pull my pants down and my shirt up when the lights come on. "David I want to show you something". Her night dress slips from her shoulders and I see the first tits I have ever seen emerge, all white and round and with large puffy nipples. My cock is as hard as a rod. She holds my face to those beautiful tits and caresses my head to them. I am hard and aching now. The night dress falls further and she is naked. My eyes dart to where her legs meet and she puts her hand to her cleft and teases the lips apart. This is where your cock should go. She mounted me grabbed my cock and eased it into her hot yes very hot vajina and lowered herself onto it. Reaching down she took my hands and placed them on her breasts then leaning forward putting her weight on my hands through her tits. She rocked back and froward a few times and I shot my spunk into her. I felt so much softer than my hands but it felt so much better. She edged forward and placed her finger inside her vagina and brought it to her lips and tasted it. Then edging forward more and more till her lower body was over her face she lowered her self so my mouth was touching her lower lips. "kiss me Daved kiss me there", "lick me David over and over, there, yes there, just there now kiss, kiss, kiiiisssssssss". Her hips ground into my face as she dribbled her juices over my face and into my nose and mouth. She shuddered again and again and suddenly pulled away form me and slid between her own sheets as I passed into dreamy sleep her smell and her taste overpowering me.

Dear diary

She returned to my bed the next two nights and rode me again and again as she had before and finished always on my face.

Dear diary

Tonight she tied to the bed and gagged my mouth and I thought this was some new game. She dropped her nightdress to the floor and took my cock into her mouth and made me stiffer than ever before. She took a picture of it, nice, and stiff, and hard. Then she took a razorblade from the bedhead grabbed my balls and sliced open my scrotum on the left side about 1 centermeter long. Then she squeesed my left ball through the slit all white and squishy. Gripped it between her teeth and stretched it out and sliced it off and swallowed . Then she nicked the right side and squeesed my right ball out and did the same and swallowed my right ball. I was in a pain then she sucked and sucked my cock till I shot my spunk into her mouth. She stretched my foreskin out tight then cut around it slicing it off. Then she popped it into her mouth chewed a few time then swallowed it too. She tied a ribbon around the base of my cock and tied it very tight. Then she pulled the nob tight and sliced it from my cock. This also went into her mouth and was chewed and swallowed. Then the cock shaft was cut at the ribbon and swallowed whole. She stood went to the bathroom washed and dressed and left the house. I never saw her again and to this day I warn averybody about the dangers of masterbation. So stop it now.