Interview With Two Eunuchs

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Questioner: Have you been together a long time?

Paul: Oh, yeah, forever. Over 20 years!

Rich: You make it sound like an ordeal! (both laugh)

Q: And you are both eunuchs, correct?

P: Yes. We both had our testicles removed about five years ago.

Q: Tell me how that came about.

R: It’s not something we ever thought about doing, until Paul had a doctor’s exam.

P: They found a lump on my right ball, and did a biopsy. They said it was testicular cancer. We were both in a state of shock.

R: We asked the doctor about treatment options. He said there were several ways to attack the problem, but he recommended that both balls be removed immediately.

Q: Wow, heavy stuff.

P: (holds Rich’s hand) Yeah, that was the worst day of our lives. I thought my life was ending.

R: Anyway, we talked it over and decided to follow their advice and have Paul castrated. The operation took place a week later.

Q: Tell me about your thoughts and feelings at this point.

P: Well, besides wondering if I was going to die from the cancer, I thought my relationship with Rich was ending. That he wouldn’t want to be with a eunuch.

R: You see, we had a very active sex life with each other and other people as well. Paul was a real top, the active one. The idea that he’d lose his ability to perform sexually was devastating to us both.

Q: Didn’t the doctor discuss hormone therapy to allow you to continue your sex life?

P: He said that wasn’t a viable option because of my medical condition.

R: Anyway, the surgery was performed, and Paul’s testicles were removed. He came home from the hospital very depressed.

P: The cancer hadn’t spread, thank God. So that was a relief. But becoming a eunuch was something I just couldn’t accept.

Q: How did your sex life go after Paul recovered from his surgery?

R: We took it easy for a few weeks before starting again. At first, Paul continued to have erections and ejaculate, although it took longer for him to get hard and cum. Gradually, though, he found it more and more difficult to get hard, even though he started taking Viagra. And when he ejaculated, not much came out.

P: It was very frustrating. I stopped fucking Rich because of my problems, and that was something we both loved to do.

R: Paul became convinced that I would leave him. I told him that I loved him and it didn’t matter that he was a eunuch. But he didn’t believe it.

I started looking on the Internet for people who may have had similar problems, and I found out that this is something very common, where one person loses his balls because of cancer or some other problem. A lot of couples break up because of it. I was determined not to let that happen.

P: I started drinking heavily. I wasn’t much good to anyone at this point, including myself. We stopped having sex entirely because I didn’t want to try it anymore.

R: We tried having me top Paul, but neither of us enjoyed it much. He didn’t like being penetrated and it wasn’t all that stimulating to me.

It was at this time that I decided I needed to do something to save our relationship. Something that would convince Paul that I was committed to him no matter what.

Q: And that was….

R: To be castrated myself.

Q: Paul, how did you react to Rich’s suggestion?

P: Well, I was shocked. And I tried to talk him out of it. But he was determined.

R: Besides wanting to assure Paul that I was committed to him, it didn’t seem fair to me that I still had my balls and he didn’t. I felt bad whenever he saw me get an erection and ejaculate normally. Especially since he had always been the active partner.

I felt that after I was castrated, we’d be in the same boat. And that would make our relationship the way it was before. Since I was always the bottom anyway, it wasn’t as big a deal as it was for Paul when he lost his balls.

P: We went around and around on this for weeks. He wouldn’t change his mind. And then our anniversary came around.

R: I thought our anniversary would be the right time to do it. So my gift to Paul that day was my manhood.

P: Rich handed me this box and I opened it. There was this strange looking device with long silver handles, and a small box with a lot of green rubber bands in it. He said it was an elastrator and that he wanted me to castrate him with it.

R: Paul was just stunned. He said, ‘You can’t be serious.’ But I assured him I was.

P: Rich had been doing some research. He knew all about the elastrator and how to use it. I tried to talk him out of it, but he was adamant. He said he wanted to do this for me, do this for us (tears form in Paul’s eyes).

R: We made love one more time before my castration. It was probably the most intense sexual experience of our lives. We cried almost the whole time.

P: After we finished, Rich got out the equipment. He showed me how to use the elastrator. He told me how he wanted to restrain him, because it wasn’t going to be the most pleasant experience for him.

R: I had Paul tie my hands and feet to the bedposts. Since we didn’t have any anesthetic, I had a few shots of whisky. Then I said, ‘Let’s do this.’

P: My hand was shaking as I pushed Rich’s scrotum through the stretched ring. Then I banded him. The ring compressed his scrotum into this tight little sack, and he jerked.

Q: What were you feeling at that moment, Rich?

R: Well, my heart was beating a mile a minute. When I felt him start to band me, I felt a little faint. But then I felt this sharp pain in my nuts, and it started spreading out into my abdomen.

P: Rich started moaning and turning from side to side. I said, ‘I’m going to stop this now,’ but he shouted no, that he wanted to finish what we’d started.

R: It was awful. I was in serious pain, but I knew if I could take it for just a little while, it would start getting better. And it did.

P: I could see that Paul’s sack had turned a dark color, a deep purple. He told me to put another ring on his scrotum, which I did.

After that, there wasn’t a lot more to do. I got into bed with him and held him. He was sweating like crazy. I hated seeing him that way, but it was what he wanted.

R: After almost an hour, my nuts started getting pretty numb. By that point I knew it was probably too late, which was a relief. I was worried that I would chicken out, but now that couldn’t happen.

P: I untied Rich and helped him up. He sat down in the armchair and closed his eyes. He had this dreamy look. He was becoming a eunuch and nothing could change it now.

R: I managed to fall asleep in the chair, and woke up several hours later. I looked down and my sack was almost black. I felt around and my balls seemed cold as ice. It was over.

Q: How long before Rich’s sack came off?

P: It took about a week or so. It was a relief when it finally happened. He healed up really nice after that.

Q: Okay, how has life been for you since then?

P: (smiles) It’s been great. We’re really happy.

Q: And you don’t regret what you did?

R: No, not for a second. It was absolutely the right thing to do. Paul and I have never been closer.

Q: What has your sex life been like since then?

R: It’s been mostly cuddling and touching. Neither of us get erections now, so we mostly just give each massages and kiss. We like taking baths together, washing each other’s bodies. It’s very nice, really.

Q: Well, this has been a really inspiring conversation. Thank you for sharing it with me.

P: (smiles) You’re welcome. I hope it will help any couples who are in the same situation we were in.

R: I want all the guys out there to know that losing your balls isn’t the end of everything. Sometimes, it’s just the beginning.