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A boy in the NAZI experimental hospital
My name is Paul, my parents were communists and I helped them distribute handbills against the NSDAP . I am 15 years old, as when my parents were executed, I was placed into a KZ to East Germany. That life here is terrible, I must share a bed with 3 other men , we must perform hard hard labour , and have very little to eat. Tomorrow we must be interviewed by an SS Doctor to see which of us will be allowed to live or sent to the gas chambers. One of them was, in the morning, with the doctor a group of other SS physicians which children and young men segregated. One of the group pointed to me, and we were all put into an iron cage on a vice. With 5 further younger ones, our route started to the east. It was cold, and because of tiredness I fell asleep. In the late evening we arrived at a large building complex, all houses were white painted and clean. Our vice stopped at a heavy door in the yard and opened. Two nurses came from the house and said to us " come immediately ". In the house it was warm and dry. We had to undress all and had to take a warm shower, then they said to us " your clothing you won't need it any longer, here are everywhere warm enough!" Then they brought us into a large sleep hall, it looked just like a boarding school, but not as in a KZ. They gave green pyjamas to everyone of us. Each boy had his own bed, it was very clean and nice here. A young woman served to us the dinner in bed, it was tasty and she gave enough for everyone. This had to be Heaven. It was the first Night after my arrest where I carelessly and free of fear, fell asleep, but that was a large error like I later still would come to realize. On the next morning a sister woke us. She said us we should completely undress and follow her. The first Floor is for new boys, the second. for the receipt/accommodation and the floors 3-5 we would eventually come to find out. We had to set and on a bench and wait, a door opened and a man in rubber boots and with a rubber apron took me in hand. I followed him into one white tiled space, in which were several bathrubs with strange signs. He said " we will now thoroughly clean you up", I had to shower hot, then he said " in the tub and try to relax ". It showed from a tub which with a pink viscuous liquid was filled, and above a headrest had, I had itself into the masses to set, and with a board my heading became then became fixed, the remainder by me submerged and in the tub restrained. This paste smelled hellish and felt like warm mud. After approximately 15 minutes it has begun too singe and then to burn at my whole body. It feels, as if I was set in hell, I tried to ask to be let out but the man said, "be still!" To me the time in the tub infinitely long one seemed, until he opened my buckles and I was allowed to rise, then said it:"Stand over there next to the wall so I can rinse you off!". I was cancer red at the whole body and the water felt good, but as it ran off of me I could see that it was taking all of my body hair down the drain with it. Also my meager pubic hair was completely washed away. Only at the head and the brows I had still some hair. Then he opened another door and I into a further room was brought. The space looked like a physician room, a young blond man sits in a leather armchair behind a desk, in the other part of the space was a dentist chair also a few amusing cultivations and a few medical instruments. The friendly young man asked me for my names, why I was in the KZ and a few other questions. Then he said " sit into the chair ". When I took the workstation, he fastened my arms and legs and a tape over my chest. I could not rise any longer. Then he said " open please your mouth!", and as I had opened it, already he was sticking something metallic in my mouth, I tried to close my mouth, but I had a table-ware in the mouth which him kept open and my tongue down pressed. Then he uses a small knife and made something in my mouth, it felt like a cut, but was absolutely painless. After it removed the mouth brace, I wanted to ask him what should I then do, but I brought no more sound . This nice young man cut through me my vocal cords. My mad voice was forever gone. He used a wheel under the chair, and the chair began itself to raise, with another wheel my lashed legs was far spread. The view was now free on my hairless genital area and means back. Now he took a small rubber hose from a console and began the dry hose into my urethra to insert. It burned and felt, as if it would burst. I tried to cry, but no sound came from my lips. In my ass something slimy was squirted, and now I felt like something cold and hard in my was in the back inserted. Somewhat fixed hard was shifted over my Penis head. Suddenly a quite strong feeling overcomes me, like if I wish only very much more strongly. I have to cum, very violently and I could only see like my sperm in a glass to end the rubber hose one collected. Now the rubber hose was again pulled out, but a small plastic hose into my urethra was reinserted, which became yellow with urine also collected and then became the hose in front locked. The man used still another needle and did write " 15-102-c/e " on my right lower arm, an idea which that mean should. I thought that would now be it, I was untied and one brought me again into the wash room, where I had to shower to a second time, now with the catheter in me. A sister waited with a wheelchair for me outside, and I was taken naked and with catheter in the wheelchair to another workstation. It shifted me into the elevator, and pressed on the 5, besides was located in old German writing of " laboratories ". " you must be only courageous, it are everything the best for you!", she said. The woman knocked on a door and " coming... " sounded it from the space. The space was largely and fully with strange devices and instruments, 5 men in white smocks operated there. They said to me, put you on this table and put your legs into this mounting plate. A man lashed me at the desk, my arms, legs, knees, chest of everything was carefully fixed, I could only weakly mine head move, and between my legs they were examing my penis and testicles. A man write continuously into a note book, what dictated oldest to it, " electrolytes supported EC version 2 " did not have, I notion which there took place. Kept sudden one mean scrotum high, and groped, then he separated my testicles. Another pulled from a bottle with a green liquid into a syringe, it gave me an injection directly in my left testicle, and then in my right testicle also, I tried to cry before pain however this was impossible. Afterwards I was shifted with still lashed on the desk into the neighbour space. There a small boy, at the most 6 or 7 years old, was situated lashed as I on a table. His small scrotum hung loosely down, and I could see his small Penis. Fear-fully we regarded each other mutually. Beside the table one need liquid over a Bunsen burner heated up. Bright lights illuminated the genital area boys and a photo camera were directed toward it. A scientist began to make every 5 seconds a picture of its scrotum. The old one took a large glass syringe and drew something up from the glass heated up. It was injected into the young boy, stung with the syringe into the scrotum, and squirted slowly the hot liquid into the small scrotum of the boy. I can me until today do not present to be as painful would have, 10 minutes ago ago have I an injection to get and it burn still condemned strongly. When sometimes small boy have I watched like my grandfather on the farm pigs slaughtered, the boy made the same twitching and movements despite his chains. It smelled after meat, how in the KZ if the Nazis burns the corpses, I hope that if they plan to do that to me I will quickly become unconscouis. The doctor seems to check the signs of life boys, " he lives still!". Oh my God, which make for you only with me to die I am still too young the I have the KZ 2 years survived, and will probably die in these Horror clinic. A sister came now into the space, the boy was untied, and the woman carried him out in her arms. I never saw him again. Then I was shifted under the lamps, and the photographer adjusted the camera to my genital area. A strange machine was shifted beside my table, and me a type rubber rack was created at my scrotum, these rubber buckles to fix and separates each testicle exactly. Thus the scrotum on a small stand was fastened, is stung now me a thick needle directly in each testicle. Amusing way was not as violent the pain long as before with the injection. Above on the needles cables fastened which to the apparatus beside me to now go. The camera begins to click and a man turns at a wheel at the apparatus which directly with my balls are connected. Suddenly I notice a strange feeling within my genital area, it tingles as if swarms as if ants run around there. The pain comes fast and from the ants become like elephants. It twitches and hurts indescribably in my whole abdomen, then I became unconscious I will from a rubber smell awake, but cannot me from the bed move. In this hall are one mixes tea rodents to the bed bound. From each bed a catheter line comes directly to a bottle beside the bed. I try to touch my Penis or scrotum, but one put on me thick rubber clothes. This rubber trousers are like short leather trousers however with a thick chest rubber strip. At the waist the trousers are connected by locks with the bed, then each boy is fixed in this space. The pain in my testicles is terrible, and I cannot sleep like most young in this space. All faces are chalk-white. The sisters brought us three times on the day eat, but I much to me did not take. After 2 weeks I had still terrible pain. A male nurse came and released me . He brought me into the " milk chamber ", and to me the same handling as at the beginning taught. But this time the feelings were perfectly different, it were as if thick stones by my anus were forced, and a red mily liquid dripped slow into the bowl. He meant: " Hmm that is not good, time for the termination handling ". Afterwards I was washed, a male nurse tried to bring me back into the horror laboratory, but this time I gave as much resistance as possible. 5 SS men brought and on the table fastened me then at the arms and legs into the laboratory. That sadistisch doctor meant:"Thats behavior that must be punished, is the experiment with the sulfuric acid finished?" With a jerk, he detached my catheter from the collection bag and attached it to the container warming over the burner. The warm liquid flowed down the catheter and he said "You will no longer need your penis once your testicles have been destroyed." Despite hurting I did not become unconscious, what probably was because of the IV infusion which into my left arm dripped. Thus I noticed the doctor had completely the skin of my scrotum had removed. My testicles were green, blue and black in the center where the parting place had been. Each of my two testicles was connected, still fully to me, put into a separate bowl. Now an assistant began to drip slowly sulfuric acid from a pipette on my left testicles. The meat became immediately black, and blood ran out, I required it off the testicles to cut, but this favour not have it me was not made. When the testicle was only a mass, they cut finally the left samenleiter off directly over my border. Now the right testicle was put into an electrical garlic press, it lasted 3h to the cut was made also here. Now into the room a small boy approx. 5 years old, was brought. 2 men spread his legs, while a Anal electrode put 3rd for him purely. Afterwards it one of this close rubber rubber strip stronghold was created. Now also I felt like me a Anal electrode was purely pressed. One of the men said, to the boy "Take his penis into your mouth and suck him off, or you are dead." The boy took my hurting Penis into the mouth, in which moment touched like his tongue my cockhead, twitched I totally. We both were under current were set, and shocked. Wildly licked the boy at my Penis, while waves were given by electrical shocks us in the ass. After the mouth space of the boy was perfectly burned, and he unconscious became, the electodes were pulled out. On Me a brass cylinder over mean erigierten and shifted red Penis was placed. With a screw it was always placed to close. The nail cooled off is pulled now from the Penis, in the moment squirts blood from the wound. Now reduced to the Penishead with one screws the cross section, as with a hose crimping. Until that the bloodstream triumphs. Now with a glowing meter the now black Penis one cuts off. A scientist begins to sew the wounds with rough passes. Now something is put for me into my mouth. A latter electrical shock and I becomes finally unconscious. --END-- If you like it, mail me DR.
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