New Life Begins

I had met Jon online About three weeks ago when a friend at school had mentioned Bdsm

I had never heard the term before so as soon as I had gotten home I did a search online for the term.

Needless to say I was amazed at what I had found on the subject.

What really intrigued me was the master slave relationship. I had never been that much of a ladies man. Hell I had never even had a real kiss from a girl and I was about to graduate highschool. But I thought that if I could find a girl willing to be a slave that this would be so cool! To have her do any and everything sexually that I ever wanted .

I found one site that was that put potential slaves in touch with masters and mistress’s

I was anxious and did not read the fine print I figured it was the standard B.S on are you old enough to visit the site blah, blah, blah I clicked yes and moved on to the forms to fill out.

I asked age, height weight and what I was looking for in the slave relationship.

I lied about my age and height. I said that I was 19 and that I stood 6 foot tall in reality I was only 17 but would turn 18 on the same day that I would graduate in 7 weeks.

Height was a different story I was short for my age at only 5 foot 5 inches tall I figured I could explain away this to who ever contacted me when the time came.

As for what I was looking for in the relationship question. I said that I was looking for a first time meeting with long term possibilities.

And that what I was looking for was a subservient relationship with the right individual.

And that I would be moving to the west coast in 7 weeks.

And that this would be the area I expected this person to live in.

I did not put that I was attending college as I did not want to give any real clue as to how old I actually was. After I was satisfied with the form I clicked send.

I had not given any real thought to the form after not hearing from anyone in the first few day I got on to preparing for my life after I graduated from high school.

I had planned on leaving the day after graduation on to the west coast to get settled in and start taking summer classes as soon as I could.

Then after almost one week I received an email response to my post.

Hello Kevin

I to am into the master slave relations and I found your post most interesting.

But my interests are slightly different than most. I am looking for a loving yet subservient long term commitment from the person I am involved with.

And that the relationship as a Master / Slave be one of total commitment and that there should be total commitment on both parts. No exceptions to this rule.

I understand that the Master is the end all be all of the relationship and that the Slave is there to serve the Master and be committed to the every waking needs of the Master.

Do you understand this and if so are you this person?

Signed J

I quickly checked trying to find a profile on this J person but there was no reference on the site at all for this initial J.

I replied that yes this was exactly what I was looking for in the right individual and went on to say that I also liked the ideas of a loving Master / Slave relationship and that the Slave should be committed to the Master at all times and be willing to let the master guide and shape the slaves life.

Please respond soon.

Kevin

I was thinking to myself as I typed this how cool it would be to have a girl at my every whim and do exactly as I said at all times.

I sent the email wondering if they would respond.

I received a prompt response and all the email said was.

Now tell me the truth how old are you and what are your real stats?

J

I panicked how could they know I was lying about my stats?

I was amazed at how quick I responded to the email with the truth.

The next email was just as succinct and straight to the point.

Kevin we need to meet to see if we are compatible when is a good time for you?

I will send you a ticket for you to fly out and meet me as soon as you tell me a good time for our first meeting.

My heart was pounding thinking that she wanted to meet me so soon!

I knew that my parents were leaving on the following Wed, for there anniversary and would not be back for nine days.

And that my parents trusted me enough to be alone while they went away.

They had planned the trip to coincided with a school field trip to Washington that I was not to thrilled about to begin with. I figured I could dump the trip and go out and meet with J.

I explained all of this in an email to J and that I could switch planes after my parents dropped me off for the field trip.

I received a reply within an hour stating that a ticket would be waiting for me for the flight to the west coast. And that a driver would pick me up and take me to the meeting place.

I responded that I could not wait to meet and that I would see them then.

The week seemed to drag out as I thought of meeting with J and of having a slave to do with as I wished.

When an email arrived from J that was for some kind of master slave registry the link was for a form to fill out that would give me a bar code and id card to print out that would establish who I was.

I filled out the form and then printed of the card and the bar code design to take with me.

The day arrived for me to leave and mom and dad had scheduled there flight to leave the same day as I was and that there flight was earlier than my own and we said our good byes and mom and dad were off.

I quickly went and picked up my new ticket and went to find Steve who I knew would do what I wanted of him.

I turned in the ticket for DC and told Steve that the money was his all he had to do was to bring me a bunch of tacky stuff back to give to mom and dad to show I had been there.

Steve always being broke and a little bit of a troublemaker was glad to get the money and said that he would do it and that once he got to Dc he was gone himself that he wanted to check out the party scene and that this money would really help him out. I thanked him and headed off to my real flight.

As I arrived on the west coast I looked around to see a very tall man in his late thirties standing there with a sign that simply said Kevin on it.

I walked over and said I was Kevin and this person asked for my id card.

I thought he meant my drivers license until he said the registry card.

I blushed and laughed it off and handed him the card.

He reached out and shook my hand after he had looked the card over.

He was very strong you could see the muscles bulging under the shirt he was wearing as he led me to his car. He said nothing as he opened the passenger side door for me.

As soon as he got into the driver side he asked if I had any tattoos or piercing’s?

I told him that I did not have any. He then said that we needed to make one stop before we headed to the house. I said sure. Like I would say anything else to this guy.

We drove for almost an hour out of town until we finally pulled up outside of a small building

he pulled the car around back and got out and came around to open my door.

He then had me stand by the trunk as he got a few things out. I was not really paying that much attention as I was nervous enough to be on the west coast now and no one knew where I was if anything happened.

When all of a sudden this guy grabbed my arm and twisted it behind my back. I screamed out in pain as he handcuffed my hands behind my back.

I asked what the fuck he was doing and he slapped me hard across the face.

I was shocked when he said never ever talk back to you Master like that again!

Master? Master? He think I am the slave! I tried to tell him that I was not a slave but he forced a ball gag into my mouth and told me to shut up!

I started to cry in fear of what was happening and what might happen. He then took me by the arm and led me into the building.

As we entered I could tell it was a tattoo shop the moment we walked in.

The man behind the counter looked up and said with a sly smile on his face.

Well J I see you have found yourself a slave finally.

This was J ? Oh my god what have I gotten myself into. J said yes that I was his new slave and that he had my card for the next step in ownership.

The guy behind the counter took my id card and the printed bar code from J and led me into the back room as he placed me face down on the table I heard something buzzing and then J lifted my hair on the nape of my neck as I realized that the buzzing was a electric razor.

This man cleared a small area right at the base of my head and then began to tattoo something on the spot he had cleared.

I had never felt anything like a tattoo needle before and the pain was almost unbearable I still had tears running down my face from earlier. When I felt I cool towel being applied to my face and forehead it was J as I tried to focus on his hand when he said that I was having my slave status bar code permanently applied to the back of my head.

After what seemed like forever the guy had finally stopped and applied a bandage over the tattoo I felt faint and blacked out from this.

When I came to I was again in the passenger seat of J’s car I still had the handcuffs on and the ball gag was gone I tried to speak but found that I could not open my mouth. J looked at me and smiled and said that while I was here I was not to speak but that he could not have me walking around with the ball gag in my mouth while I was here.

So he had the tattoo guy wire my mouth shut while I was out of it.

I started to cry again thinking that this guy was crazy and what had I gotten myself into!

When I felt his large hand rubbing my shoulder. As he said I am sure this might seem a little extreme to you at first Kevin but you are mine now and that I would soon learn to love my new role in life.

We arrived at a huge house verging on what you might call a mansion. J pulled into the garage and led me into the house. He stated that he was one of the smart ones and had done very well in the lucrative e business field and had gotten out with all of his money before the big fall.

He then took me to the basement which was set up like a doctors exam room.

This is where you will spend most of your time while you are here.

I shudder at the thought of this.

When he led me into a bathroom and then taking a pair of scissors cut off all of my clothes.

he then took my hands and un handcuffed one hand from behind me and quickly re cuffed my hands in front of me. As soon as he had done this he raised my hand above me and placed them in a hook hanging in the shower.

Then placed my legs into cuff’s and used a spreader bar to hold my legs wide open.

Once he was satisfied that I could not move he inserted a tube up my rear and started to feel me with water! I felt and looked down to see my belly swelling from the pressure of the water filling me! Soon he let me relieve myself and then repeated this two more times.

I was exhausted from all of this as he ran a cold shower over me to clean me off.

He then carried me to a exam table and strapped my arms to the sides as he placed my legs in stirrups.

I could hardly begin to imagine what was next when I saw that he was lubricating his finger I knew he was going to put it inside of me! I tried to free myself but it was useless at this point. I squealed out as I felt a finger enter me!

Soon he was working one then two fingers in and out of me! I cried as he did this and he grinned and said you will soon learn to like being filled don here!

With this I watched as he got up and soon returned with a huge realistic looking dildo! It was about 8 or 9 inches long and at least 2 inches around. He lubricated the tip of the dildo and pressed it against my hole!

I felt the rubber head as it pushed against my hole and then the pressure turned to pain as I felt him pushing the head inside of me! I moaned out as the head went in!

J kept up the pressure and soon he had the whole thing inside of me! I had never felt so full down there before!

It was painful but at the same time the feeling was incredible!

J smiled and said that the training had begun. He then took a large strip of medical tape and taped the base of the dildo securely to me. Saying that he did not want it to slide out of me while I was being trained down there!

He then attached a hose with a large pump to the base of the dildo and began to inflate it!

With the first pump I felt my hole expand more and the pain and feeling was intense! I cried out again wanting to tell him to stop but there was no way I could.

He said that he was going to pump the dildo three time every thirty minutes until he had me where he wanted me! I wanted to scream again as he pumped it two more times and then turned something that sent a soft vibrating buzz up inside of me!

He smiled and said I bet you like that now! I moaned as the vibration seemed to feel every inch of my ravaged rear!

He then placed some kind of blindfold over my eyes saying the whole time that he had been waiting for some one like me and had spent years preparing for my arrival.

I heard a low hum as I felt him rub some kind of cool gel over my whole body. Then I felt a a sharp pain on my face and flinched he said to breath deeply as that would help with the pain. I tried to do this but only found that I was crying again wondering what he was doing to me!

After he had done my face and upper body he stopped and I felt as he pumped the bulb three more time! The pain was almost to the point of breaking me! J went right back to whatever the other torture thing he was doing to my body.

Soon he was done around my ankles and then stopped to inflate the dildo three more times again! I could only imagine what he had done to my body! I thought maybe he had covered me from head to toes in tattoo’s or worse who knew what was happening to me!

I felt him started to pump the dildo up again and this time the pain was just to much and I passed out!

When I came to I was not sure where I was at first. But the feeling of my rear being pumped by the dildo was still there but now it was a dull ache. The blindfold had been removed and after finally being able to focus.

I looked down my body to see what J had done My skin was red and blotchy but what I noticed more than this was that all of the hair on my body was gone except for a small patch above my penis in a neat little V shape.

I heard J enter the room as he walked over he smile and said how is my little pet this morning!

I wanted to scream at him but could say nothing. He stepped around the table between my legs and said he wanted to pump it a few more times and then he would leave it at that for now.

I was so numb down there that I barely felt as he pumped the dildo up some more.

I hope you like your smooth skin as I used a new laser hair removal technique to permanently remove all of the hair from your body. As I want you to be baby smooth and soft at all times for me.

We need to do a few more things to you this morning and then we can get you off of the table and into a nice warm bath.

He then poured antiseptic over my chest and rubbed my nipples until they stood out he then pierced both nipples placing a small gauged ring in each.

He glued the rings closed saying that they were made of a titanium alloy that could not be cut off even if I wanted to.

And that I could hide them under a shirt for now until I came back to him when I graduated from school with a small round bandage.

I thought I will be hiding them but I was not coming back to him when I was thru with school!

I figured he was thru with piercing me but he moved down to my belly button and pierced it as well also using the same glue to hold it firmly in place.

J then said that I would be getting a few more piercing’s before the week was out and that it was time to for one last thing and then he would let me up.

He went to a cabinet and took out a vial and syringe and came back between my legs. He then took a bottle of alcohol and swabbed my ball sac.

The alcohol felt cool on my balls and I actually felt myself start to get hard at his touch!

J leaned between my legs and said that this would make sure this never happened again.

As he filled the syringe he said that this was a male testosterone blocker and that it would stop me from having any erections! That it basically was a way of chemically castrating me for now.

I panicked and tried to struggle to get up when I felt him push the needle into my left ball.

The pain was almost to much for me and I thought I may pass out again.

I felt him grab my right ball as he injected it! This time I did pass out from the pain.

When I came to I lay there not wanting to open my eyes thinking that if J thought I was still asleep that he would not do anything else to me. I could not believe what I had gotten myself into!

I mean I was only looking to meet a girl and possibly have some fun. Yet here I am with a large dildo shoved up my ass and this guy J doing some serious stuff to my body!

And as soon as I am out of here there is no way in hell that I will ever come back here!

I started to cry again thinking of what has happened and what else might happen when I heard movement in the room with me.

J spoke up and said well my little pet I see your finally back with us.

I opened my eyes and just looked at him wishing I could tell him to go fuck off!

J smiled and said well pet its time to get you up so you can see the changes I have made for you.

J then moved between my legs and smiling said its time to take the training dildo out of me.

Oh since you had never had anal sex before or probably never thought of it.

Oh by the way you should know that once you have been entered your anus stretches and never returns to its original shape. And the bigger the object the bigger your whole will become.

And since this has been in you for almost 24 hours and was pumped up larger and larger every thirty minutes over the first twelve hours. I am sure that it has done its job pretty well!

Lets see just how big it had gotten from all of the pumping I did while it was in you.

He then turn a valve and let out just a small amount of air until he was satisfied it would slide out of me.

He whistled and said baby your going to love what this has done to your sweet little bottom. As he started to pull it out of me I moaned and closed my eyes as it left my bottom.

What was strange was that the moment the dildo left me I realized that I missed the fullness of it being in me!

J said pet open your eyes and look at how big this thing was inside of you!

I took a deep breath and opened my eyes slowly not wanting to see what had been inside of me for the last 24 hours.

When I did open my eyes I just stared at it in shock! There was no way in hell that monster had been in me that whole time! J was holding the inflatable dildo and it was huge! It had to have been almost 10 inches around now and at least 17 inches long!

J smiled and rubbed a little more lubricant onto the monster dildo and said let me show you how you have been expanded down here. As he placed the head of the dildo back inside of me with ease! I moaned out as it entered me it actually felt good to have it feeling me out down there again!

J slid it out once again and undid the restraints holding me to the table.

J then carried me into the bathroom and placed me in a large tub scented with oils and perfumes.

Kevin from this moment on you belong to me and you will serve me at all times.

As he bathed me he continued.

This will be hard on you at first but when we are thru with the rest of your body modifications you will come to love me as much as I love having you as my slave.

Once I was bathed J had me stand and wrapped me in a dressing gown and said it was time to get dressed that we had a busy day ahead of us.

I found that I walked differently after having my ass stretched out like I had. As we walked up the stair to the main part of the house I caught myself in the mirror as we walked by and realized I was walking like a sissy!

J led me up the stairs to what he said was now my room and that once I was in the room I could do anything I wanted but that outside of this room I was his and was there for him.

The room had a large canopy bed in the center and a bathroom off to the right of the room. There was a large walk in closet that was empty. J said that he would fill it with the clothes I was to wear once I had moved in 5 weeks.

There was a single bag laying on the bed as J walked toward the bag he told me that from this point on that I was to sit to pee as he was to be the only real man in this house and that only real mean stood to pee.

He then motioned for me to come over as he said it was time to get dressed that we had an appointment in less than two hours for my final phase while I was here and that I would need the rest of the time to recover from it. I panicked thinking what he may do to me next.

But I just stood there thinking about this as he took out a t shirt and had me raise my arms as he put it on me. The t shirt was skin tight and hugged my upper body clearly showing the new nipple rings. And barely came below my lower ribs.

I realized that it was a style shirt I had seen the girls at school wear to show off there mid section.

He then had me step into a pair of underwear that seamed to be made of a strong spandex material the squeezed my balls and dick against my body.

He then help me into a pair of pail yellow terry cloth sweat pants that only barely came up over my hip area.

He then placed a small silver band around me neck. As I looked at myself in the mirror all I could think was he was making me into a sissy! I could see that the charm on the necklace said PET!.

He then said it was time to go as he led me out to the car and made me sit in the back seat as we drove to our appointment.

As we pulled up to the building I realized that it was a medical facility. I started to cry thinking what was going to be done to me hear and J said its time to go in my little pet.

He took me by the hand and led me inside the building we were met by a older man who introduced himself as Dr. Shapiro. Dr Shapiro said to J that he had made an excellent choice in me!

As he led us into an operating room J asked what was involved ?

Dr. Shapiro had me get on the table he then as he told J that it would be only three small incisions less than an inch long that would be gone within a few weeks or so.

That it was orthroscopic surgery and that I would be up and around by the end of the next day with minimal discomfort. I wanted to know what they had planned but with my mouth wired shut I was not able to say anything when I felt the Dr put an IV into my arm and I felt myself getting groggy soon I was out of it completely.

When I came to my whole mid section felt like it was on fire. I felt J place a cold compress on my forehead.

Pet you will be fine you just had a few minor changes done. I looked at him pleading with my eyes for him to tell me what had been done to me.

I guess he realized this and smiled and said well I had a rib removed on each side of your chest to give you a slimmer waist line and then I had the Dr. Perform a gastric bypass operation to reduce the size of your stomach.

Soon you will start to loose weight a little at first but then within a few weeks the pounds should drop off pretty drastically. I was shocked as he said this.

He continued then as soon as you arrive back to me you will have a few other procedures performed.

At this I felt sick to my stomach and wanted to be left alone. I think J realized this and he kissed me on the forehead and left the room and me to cry myself to sleep.

When I woke up later that evening I was burning up something did not feel right.

Dr Shapiro had run some blood test to see what was wrong.

When he came back into the room he said that it was a small problem with the testosterone blocker. And that he was going to fix the problem. He wheeled me into the operating room and placed my legs into stirrups. Saying that he was only going to give me a local as he did not want to put me completely under since I had a fever.

He then proceeded to remove my testicles! I was in shock as I watched him make a small incision down the center of my sac and remove my balls and tie off each cord before snipping them. I felt nothing as if he was working on someone else.

He drop both of my testicles into a pan as if it was just another piece of trash. He stitched my ball sac closed and smiled and said that everything would be fine now.

Fine! Fine! How the hell would everything be fine! He had just taken my balls! I wanted to scream at this bastard for what he had done to me.

He injected something into my arm that he said would help me sleep and then wheeled me back to my room.

The next morning when J came in he smiled and said I see the Dr. Had to go ahead and remove your nuts! I wish I could have been here for that. I wanted to wait and do it when you come back when you graduated. I started to cry thinking this bastard was just as insane as the Dr.

The dr. arrived a few minutes later and they helped me into what looked like some type of corset and pull it very tight around my mid section and zipped me into it. He then helped me into a woman’s panty girdle saying that I would need to wear this for the next few weeks until I was healed from the castration.

The whole time that they were dressing me in these things I could not help myself I just kept crying.

My life was ruined by J! In less than 48 hours I had been changed into this castrated toy for J.

J took me home and took me to his bed and he laid down beside me and wrapped his big arms around me soothing me as best he could.

I did feel a since of comfort in his arms as we lay there. Soon I fell asleep thinking what I have I gotten myself into and how would I tell my parents?

When I woke the next morning it was with my back to jay and I could feel his morning erection pressing against my back. He leaned over and kissed me smiling and said more my little pet.

As he did this he worked his mouth down my neck and then rolled me onto my back as he kissed and caressed my nipples and played with the rings with his tongue.

To my surprise my nipples got hard from this.

He then rolled me back over onto my stomach and slipped the panty girdle down to reveal my butt. He then pulled down his pants and entered me. I moaned out as I felt his warm dick slide easily into my stretched hole.

He began to move in and out of me slowly at first but then he picked up the pace and I could feel his dick enter me and found myself trying to meet each thrust of his by pushing my ass back wanting more of him inside of me! He leaned down and gently bit my neck as I felt him shudder and then cum inside of me filling my rear with his warm juices.

I cried out finding myself not exactly sure why! I just wanted more from him! And the shame I felt of realizing this.

After J had finished he climbed off of me and helped me to the bathroom where I sat and relieved myself. I could feel his warm cum dripping out of my rear and I grabbed some toilet paper and wiped at it!

I was shocked at first at how quickly my rear opened up when I placed my fingers down there.

J laughed when I had done this and said that I might want to start using tampons so I did not have an accident in my pants from being stretched out.

He then said he had something that might help for now and went to get it. When he came back he had a large butt plug he had me bend over as he pushed it inside of me. I moaned at this and found myself pushing back to take it inside of me.

J said that he was going to remove the wire from my mouth today so that I could eat something and we could talk about what had been done.

He ran a bath for me and left me to bathe myself I sat in the tub and looked at my now empty sac and tried to at least jack off but it would not get hard at all! I soon found myself light pushing and pulling on the butt plug and found it was pleasurable when I did this.

Jay came in and help me back in the girdle and the corset and let me dress in my clothes that I had brought with me.

He covered my nipples with a round bandage and under my regular shirt you could not see the rings this way.

I looked at myself in the mirror and thought that no one could tell what had been done to me when I was dressed in my regular clothes.

Except for the fact that I held my butt out and walked with a swish to my hips when I walked I was loving the feel of having the butt plug inside of me!

J led back to the basement were he removed the wire from my mouth. The first thing I said was WHY!

J said that he only did what I had asked for! I told him that what I thought I was going was meeting my own slave not going to become one myself.

J looked at me and laughed and said well my little pet you cant go back and after the way I fucked you this morning I don’t think you really would want to go back to the way you were.

I started to tell him to fuck off but I realized at that moment that he was right. I had never realized being fucked by him could feel so good.

I blushed as he came over and kissed me full on the mouth and pushed his tongue deep inside of my mouth I found myself kissing back and wanting more as he said to get in me knees as he stood in front of me and undid his zipper.

He was rock hard and pushed it towards my lips.

As he did this I found my will power was gone and knew that I was his and wanted to please him.

I opened my mouth and eagerly took his huge dick into my mouth at first I gagged but I wanted to please J and after a few false starts I found him fucking my face and I was taking all of him into my mouth.

He grabbed the back of my head and thrust one more time as I felt his cum feel my throat as he pulled out of my mouth I tried to catch every last drop of his cum. The salty taste was intoxicating and I knew I would be doing this a lot more from now on.

Over the next few days mike must have fucked me in every room in the house and I blew him every chance I could.

I soon found that with the stomach surgery I could eat very little at all and in just a few bites I was full. What shocked me was on the morning that I was to leave I had lost almost ten pounds in just two days!

J had given my a vibrator to take with me that was shaped exactly like his dick so that I could fuck myself with it over the next few weeks until I came back to him.

Also he gave me the butt plug to wear at all times unless I was fucking myself with the dildo.

J said that he would allow me to attend college butt only after I was fully trained for him.

That he wanted his pet to be happy as well. I found that I really did not want to go to school if it meant I would be away from him.

As I left for home I found myself crying the whole trip home.

Mom and dad were none the wiser about what had gone on while they were gone. I did have to start wearing baggy clothes as they weight dropped off that first week home

I also realized that my dick was now only about 3 inches long and seamed to be getting smaller by the day.

I graduated school and packed all of my stuff to be shipped out to the west coast and said by to mom and dad not sure if I would ever see them again or if the would even want to see me again once they found out what was going on.

When I arrived back on the west coast and J met me at the airport I could not wait to give him a blow job and blew him on the ride home or rather the ride back to the Dr.’s office.

I asked J what was going on and he said that he wanted me to have the improvements done before we went any further and that if I really wanted this I would do this willingly. I lowered my head and said that I would do anything he wanted of me.

That day I entered the doctors office and J told him what I was here for.

J told Dr. Shapiro that he wanted me completely smooth down below to remove my penis completely. And to make it look as if nothing had ever been there before.

I was shocked at first but my penis had shrunk so much and it was useless anyway. I thought if it makes J happy then I wanted it done.

They talked some more about other things to be done but I did not really listen I sat there beside J tracing the outline of his dick in his jeans.

The doctor agreed to everything and I was soon wheeled into the operating room and put under.

When I came to I was in extreme pain from my head to my to my crotch. J was there for me the whole time I was in the hospital. Although he did not tell me what all had been done I knew that I could never pass as a straight boy again just from the pain I was in.

He told me that I could not talk yet as a few things had been done there as well.

J also said that he had changed his mind about a slave relationship since he loved me so much he just wanted me to be his partner for life. I cried when he said this and nodded yes that I would.

After a few days I was allowed to speak my first words and was shocked to find out that my voice had been altered to a much higher pitch and that I now spoke with a lisp.

When I finally got to see the results I just stared in shock at what all had been done to me. J had the Dr. Alter my face.

My ears had been pinned back and he had injected my lips to give me that bumble bee sting look. He had also done some work on my eyes that gave me a constant surprised look on my face.

I finally got up the nerve to stand in front of the full length mirror and removed the dressing gown to see that there was nothing between my legs.

My crotch looked like a preteen girls.

The doctor said that he had left all nerve ending from my penis intact and had relocated them to my anus opening as well as around my new pee hole witch was down near my ass hole.

And that because of this I would still have pleasure from the nerve endings.

Also while I was under the doctor had injected fat into my butt and hips to give it a fuller heart shape which just added to the whole preteen look.

By this time I had stabled off with my weight loss and I now weighed 98 pounds.

And with my thinner waist and my bigger butt I thought I looked great.!

The doctor had also altered my feet so that I would always walk on the balls of my feet. And he had shortened the muscles in my arms so that I constantly held them at an angle.

I found that with some effort that I could straighten them but that they would always come up at an angle.

I remembered as a kid we had called a gay neighbor gerbil for carrying his arms as I would now have to carry mine. And laughed at the thought of this.

That first night home J and I made passionate love. I could not wait for him to fuck me. The feeling of him fucking me and his pubic hair hitting my smooth crotch was amazing.

By the time classes started I had changed some much that no one would recognize me from just two months ago.

I know dressed and acted as a total Sissy boy. I now wear girls clothing all the time.

As I walk to class with my butt plug up my ass and my hips and butt swishing and sticking out and my arms up by my side.

I am wearing a pair of girls low cut hip hugger skin tight jeans that leave nothing to the imagination as they hug every curve of my body. You can clearly see that I have nothing between my legs.

You can also see the string of my bikini thong panties showing above the waist of the jeans.

My smooth flat belly is bare showing off my belly button ring jewelry I have on a skin tight baby t that hugs my body and shows off my nipple rings. Across the front of the T in bold letters reads Boy toy!

Speaking of my nipples they have swollen and now stick out at good half an inch from my body and have almost doubled in size as well. Now that I do not have testosterone running thru my body.

I had my hair done about a week ago after J had seen a Video of the singer pink. So now my hair has been shave on the sides and it has been dyed a bright pink and with my ears and nose pierced I am a sight to see.

I get laughed at all the time by the boys and the girls at college although a few have hit on me both boys and girls.

I love my man and would not do anything to hurt him. But if he ever wanted a three way I would be up for it in a heart beat!

J says he wants to take me to the beach next weekend so that I can get a tan on my body.

I can’t wait to see what I look like with tan lines from my thong bikini bottoms.

I may have to wear the matching top if my nipples keep swelling at this rate though.

Am I happy with my life now?

Yes I never knew that a life could be so drastically altered and still find love at the same time.