The first time I heard of the group, I was slightly taken aback. It happened when I was walking around the state fair. There were many exhibits and things to do, and I was just walking about. I ran across a section titled “St. Dickless”. I saw a bunch of tables and a lot of guys standing around in their underwear.

I went over to the main table and asked them what it was all about. The head man told me “We fundraise money to help cure people who are paraplegic.”

I asked him what exactly does it mean.

“Well guys get their dicks cut off after raising money to find a cure for paraplegia. They raise money, come here, and then get it off”.

I was taken by surprise, and asked, “But isn’t it permanent?”

He replied telling me “yes, but so was being paraplegic. Being paraplegic, you cannot feel sensations in your penis, and having your dick off, it is very hard to cum. This way, you are standing up for the cause by feeling their suffering and learning to help their cause more.”

I was intrigued and asked to see more. Some of the guys saw me asking questions and came over to talk about it. “Hey, I’m Steve. I was done three years ago. I really like it. I’ve raised over 12,000 dollars in the past three years for the cause. ”

He was standing there in his boxers talking, and I asked him to take them off so I could see. He slid them off and there I saw a nice average set of nuts with a small nub on the top of them. Steve put his hand on his nuts, rubbed them a bit, and smiled. “I really like it this way, feels great”. I reached out and grabbed Steve’s nub and it felt really small. “I can still pee out of it, and very rarely, I can cum” he continued.

Another guy came over, named Nick. He was pulling his briefs off just as he was coming over. “So what do you think of mine?” His nuts weren’t anything special, actually small, but he looked really cute, I had to admit. He was tall with shaggy hair, my type, and I smiled. I told him he had a nice set. He pulled me close to him and I could feel his balls on my leg. I was beginning to like it.

The attendant said that they were going to get started and everyone sat down. “Now today we are here to give ourselves to those in need. I want to thank everyone for their support and donations. It has gone a long way towards helping our cause. Now we’ll be cutting about fifteen guys today. And another four are getting shots. I want to thank you for your sacrifice, it is going for others”.

“Now we will begin. You fifteen, come over and line up. After they got settled, they started to strip to their underwear. A few cute guys were on stage, and I couldn’t believe they were sacrificing their dicks.

They did about three at a time. The announcer interviewed the first guy, “So what made you come here today”

“Well I wanted to help others, and I wasn’t using my dick as much as I wanted. I figured I could help so much”

“How much did you raise?”

“I got almost three thousand dollars!”

“Great Job, we are all proud of you”.

I was towards the front, so I saw this first guy pull his boxers down and reveal a nice set of balls and a dick about seven inches. A man in a white coat went up to him with a marker and I could make out him asking how much. The cutter in the white coat marked a line about a half inch back and left to grab something.

He came back with what looked like a fork with a red wire through the prongs. He asked the first guy if he was ready. He was, and the cutter took the fork thing and pulled it through the line he drew. The guy just laughed, it didn’t look like he was hurt. After it went over, there was just a small rounded nub where his dick used to be. It wasn’t bloody. He pulled his boxers up and got up to cheers and walked off stage, sans dick.

I watched as the other fourteen went the same way. I noticed a few had their stumps shorter or longer. They just asked them to move the line they drew. I asked a few of them what it was like. I saw that first guy again with his hands inside his boxers. “What’d it feel like?” I asked him.

“Nothing at all, just ticklish. It feels great now though. Easier to walk with, I think”. He replied.

I was about to walk away when I saw Steve and Nick going on stage. I wasn’t sure what else he could get removed. The announcer got up to speak. “Even being dickless you can still raise money for the cause. Every year we invite our recently cut to have testosterone boosting shots. This will cause them to be extremely horny for a week or two, so they again can experience the frustration of those in need.”

Steve was given the microphone before his shot, “Being dickless is great, everyone who hasn’t gotten it done yet, you should. Don’t worry about not being able to jerk off, you’ll learn to live and love yourself. All the good you do outweighs the bad”. The same cutter guy as before took a needle and shot some testosterone into his balls. Steve got up, hefted his balls and smiled. He walked over to me.

“Wow Steve I didn’t know that. How horny does that stuff make you?”

“Well If I still had my dick, I would jerk at least 10 times a day. Really though, I love it, and I can deal with my horniness pretty well now. It motivates me to do other things with my life.”

I looked at him and thought back to what Steve said, that the good outweighs the bad. I looked down at my six inch dick and said to myself “Fuck it, I’m going to do it!”

I glanced at Steve and Nick, who had just gotten his shot and told them I wanted to get my dick off now. “Great News Jake” Nick said, “I’m so proud of you! I know you won’t regret it!”

I went to the announcer as he was finishing the last shot and asked him if I could get in today. “No,” he said, “you have to meet the 1,000$ minimum and we’re already closing up shop. We do one every few weeks, so just look in the paper.”

Deflated, I walked back to Nick and Steve and told them what I was told. They each sprung and gave me 250$ and their numbers. I was already half way there. I kept walking around the fair and eventually made it home late that night.

The next day, I started calling some of my friends and family. They looked at me like I was crazy, but nonetheless gave me money. I was steadily getting up to my amount. But it also took some serious thinking by me. Is this what I really want? I called up Nick and asked him to come over.

He stopped by a week after the fair and we were talking. I wanted to know what it was really like, asking him the “stupid questions”

“So Nick, what’s it really like? How do you pee? What’s the bathroom like?”

“Well I can still pee out of my stump, and it flows into a urinal. I don’t have a problem using it. I can get some flow on my balls, but that’s OK.”

“OK, so sexually. How do you feel?”

“Well after those shots, very horny. I could fuck anything, but with this stump, I can’t fuck a thing.” Nick pulled his briefs down and revealed a swollen set of balls and a small numb, barley a quarter inch long. “Steve’s is longer and he can play with it, but I opted to go shorter and I can barley even work it with my fingers. Even still, I love how it feels. If I am horny it just pokes out, but it doesn’t show. I can rub it and it feels better. I haven’t orgasmed in four months though. I rarely ever do. Usually from wet dreams, or being fucked.”

“How do you feel about that, to me it sounds frustrating”?

“It is very frustrating, but I love every second of feeling frustrated. It just does something to me.”

“Ok, funny things now, but how do clothes fit, what about other people, what about being seen?”

“Oh, no problem at all. My briefs fit just fine, boxers are great as well, you just have no need for a fly unless you pop your stump out. Boxer briefs have no purpose though. On the friends though, all my friends have them, except for you. They are all cool about it too. And for showing it off, the guys at the gym think its really hot. I’ve gotten a few to get cut as well”.

A few months past, and still nothing in the newspaper about a St. Dickless day. I was beginning to loose hope about the whole thing. I got a call one afternoon from Steve telling him there is going to be an event the next day a half hour away, and he wanted to know if I still wanted to do it. He gave me the details and left.

I sat deflated, I was so pumped, but I was still 10 dollars short. I took to my bed that night and started to jerk off, at least three times I came. I went to have a sleepless night, thinking about tomorrow, if it would even be a possibility.

The next morning I got up and shaved my crotch like I was told. I got in my car and drove down to the local Youth Rec Room in the town over. I was surprised they were doing an event here. I was the first to get there, and ran in to talk with the announcer.

“Hey, I am here again. I’m just 10 dollars short, is that going to be a problem”

“I remember you from the fair a few months ago, I’m glad to see you took it seriously. I know you’re short, and we have a minimum, but if you leave just a tip of dick left, I’ll chip in 11 dollars for you. Be warned though, this will make you super horny!”

Restless, I agreed. Others started to walk in as we got ready. He led us to the check in table and we put our stuff on. We went into a room and stripped to just our underwear. I was in my boxers, and this other guy, Mark, was in his briefs. We were just talking quietly, waiting for everything to fill up. There were almost thirty guys there waiting to get cut. I asked one of them why there was so many.

“Well my local youth club sponsored this, and decided to make it mandatory for the youth in the club 15-18 to get cut. Some thought it would be a protests, but to my surprise and to every one else’s we all were excited. We raised a total of 100,000 between the 17 of us. I’m actually excited. They just are making us keep an inch, and make our parents sign something”, a guy, named Anthony said.

We got out and I was getting a little bit nervous. The youth group went first. A lot of the boys were really excited, and I even saw one complain he couldn’t get it all off. His mother was shouting saying he could get the rest next year. Most of them seemed really happy.

Anthony was right before me. The cutter took a line and marked it about an inch away from the base. He had a nice 7.5 inch dick, decent size, and cut. It was pretty thick. I was getting upset to see it go, but he was all smiles. The blade went through him and he laughed a bit, and soon his dick was reduced to a one inch stump.

Next was me, and I was really scared now. The announcer came over to me and asked me why I wanted to get this done. “I wanted to help others, and I saw how much others liked their penectomies, it inspired me to get it done”.

“Now you had a bit of a stretch to get this done”, the announcer said, “just short of your goal, and having to wait four months. Cutter, leave only a quarter inch for him, I’m donating some of my own, so I get to have a pick.”

Anthony looked over and whispered, “shit Jake, that’s going to be like nothing left”. I thought to myself the same thing, but was ready to see it go. I pulled my boxers off and my 6 inch dick sprung to life for the last time. My cutter put a mark just at the base and went away to get the cutting fork.

I grabbed my dick for the last time. It felt plump in my hand, I could see the circ scar, I could feel my head and the warmth it gave me. I was excited though, I thought I was doing the right thing. The cutter came back and asked me if I was ready. I said yes.

The cutter took the fork and put it towards the line on my dick. I felt something warm and ticklish. I laughed a bit and looked down. He was going through slowly, but I could see a little bit of a line were it begun to separate. It took him about a minute, being slow and delicate, but he finally finished. He took my dick off and put it in a bucket with the other lifeless dicks. Mine rested next to Anthony’s, our heads resting on each other.

I looked down at my dick. My medium balls were there, I hefted them, trying to feel something. I felt pressure, and that was about it. I went to my stump. A short, small, stub, the remnant of my penis. I tried to grab it, but I couldn’t. I thought back to Nick. Well at least I was like Nick I thought. I smiled and was actually happy about finally having it done.

Mark pulled his briefs down and got a half inch stump. He was very pleased with it to be gone. He had a huge set of nuts. Above it was just a small half inch nub. It was much larger than mine, but I liked it.

After the event, I walked off stage, and he asked about the shots. Oddly enough, I walked back up, and so did that guy who wanted a shorter stump, and asked for shots as well. The announcer guy thought it was funny I wanted it, “you realize you’ll be super horny, after all you have nearly nothing to jerk with”.

I thought back to Nick and said “shoot me with two”, and I was pricked twice.

Afterwards in the back room, we were all changing. The guys from the youth group were all hanging out talking naked. Anthony and the guy who got a shot with me gave me their numbers. I’m sure we’d be hanging out sometime soon.

On my way out I ran across the buckets of our dicks. I saw the announcer and asked what was going to come of them.

“Well we usually throw them out unless we get requests to save them. There’s a store that turns them into dildos”. I asked the announcer to have the bucket, and I took the bucket with plans to go to the store later.

That night I called Nick over to spend the night. I was still nervous about the whole thing, and I was starting to feel turned on. I told nick what happened and he laughed, and said he knew I would like being dickless better. Best of all, he said, was that I got double testosterone shots, and he warned me I would be super horned up.

I got ready for bed that night and stared down at my balls. They hung low in the sac. My nub of dick skin left looked enlarged, Angry to be without its companion. It looked forceful. I just let it sit there while I rubbed my balls. I fondled myself endlessly, and felt no sexual relief. I knew this would be how life would remain for me. And I liked feeling the frustration I went to bed with.

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