I don’t mind showing them to you, and the current state collection of excised balls now exceeds seven hundred pairs. Each pair of testis fills a single jar, and each jar is labeled with the felon’s name, age, crime, and date of his castration. They are all categorized, and each jar is numbered, and there is an associated MPEG clip that was made at the time that the castration was done. So, it literally is possible to go to any jar, and pull the clip and watch the entire process that took the balls from the man that grew them.

The clips have become a source of revenue, and are now open to the general public for viewing three days a week. Surprisingly, this has become quite popular and there are more than a few that come regularly to watch the castration films. I know it generates a lot of cash. For a fee anyone can watch the clips, and relive the castrations as they were filmed. I have seen every clip, and more than once, and it has become so popular now that we have a full screen viewing room where they can be watched.

I’ve been asked if it bothers me to watch over the collection and to have to show the videos. Well, as jobs go, it is an easy one and it pays well, and yet I take it seriously and make sure the jars are maintained well, and are available for anyone that needs to look at them. The collection I think makes a strong statement, and serves as a deterrent if nothing else. Lots of youth groups have visited the facility, and while I’m not sure what the girls get out of it I think it does the boys good to see what can happen if they take up a life of crime. It always makes an impression, and after you’ve walked through the display area and seen the rows of jars filled with the excised balls of criminals, and then watched a few of the vids and see how easily they can be taken, it can’t be forgotten. I’m sure it has helped a few young men make better choices so that they can keep their young nuts and grow into men.

When we have a school group, I usually make sure to pull out jar #225, because the criminal that owned them was a high school boy and I know the kids watching relate to him. It’s a great video, and the youth’s balls are very big and the castration video associated with them is quite intense. The jar is labeled “Johnson, Mark A. Age 18 at the time of castration. Crime: Forced fellatio, vehicle theft.”

The boy had sexually attacked a younger girl from his school, and forced her to suck his cock after getting off the bus one day. That little escapade cost him his balls. When the video starts the red headed youth is strapped down in the usual manner, with his head secured in the metal stock, so that he is facing the camera and the witnesses and you can see his face clearly. His bottom is slightly upraised, and you can see over his back that his legs are spread and in the mirrored wall behind him his scrotum is clearly visible, waiting beneath his legs to be opened.

The red hair that adorns his thighs is clearly visible, and he’s obviously well into manhood and his patch of red pubic hair is thick above his cock, but it is a rather small patch and is more what you would expect on a younger boy. He’s still growing into a man, making his trip through puberty like every boy does. Of course, once his nuts were taken, that little trip for him was ended forever. In the video clip he is naked, and ready and as he stares at the witnesses he is struggling, pulling against the restraints and desperately trying to free himself and prevent his nutting. He is struggling so hard he is bathed in sweat, and even in the video you can see his skin glistening.

What makes the video especially memorable is his erection. He has a very stiff pole, and it is jutting from the first moment caught in the video clip. The big end of his cock is round and purple, and he’s as hard as any young man can be. It’s a teenage cock, thin and long more than it is fat, but nevertheless it is an impressive pole. You can see his cock bouncing up and down, twitching, and its single eye has a bead of precum that is clearly visible. It makes for an impression you don’t forget, and I have to wonder what made him grow so stiff before the camera started rolling.

He’s a sex machine, a body made for fucking, and with his dick so stiff it really makes an impression watching him being unmanned. In the video someone off camera reads his sentence, and then you see the medic move up behind him, wearing a surgical mask and rubber latex gloves. For him the medic was a woman, which stuns the boy, and as he feels the woman hefting his nuts the boy’s eyes go wide and his cock bounces up and down. The boy’s mouth is slightly open, and as he feels the woman holding his full scrotum panic sets in and he doubles his efforts to get free. You can watch his ass bucking up and down, almost as if he is trying to fuck the air, jerking his ass as rapidly as he can in a desperate attempt to keep his nuts out of her hand. Of course, it’s all a wasted effort, and she brings the knife into play without any problem.

As boys go, he’s cute as hell, and I know that when I show the video to the school groups every single boy watching will be staring. The image is crystal clear, and the camera captures his expression, the little wisp of a mustache above his lip and his blue eyes so wide with fear.

When she pushes the blade into his scrotum he jerks hard, and his cock explodes, jetting out his last living semen in ropes of white cream. For the school groups, that always gets a huge reaction, and it just happens so fast that you don’t expect it. Boy he spurts out a big load! He ejaculates as soon as he feels the sharpness of the blade, and gasps, and then the boy screams out the obvious: “OH...OH SHIT...SHE’S CASTRATING ME!”

Several witnesses laugh, and you can clearly hear them behind the camera, enjoying themselves as they watch the young felon paying for his crimes. The woman behind him, wielding the knife says matter-of-factly: “Yes...you are right about that. Feel that? Well, I’m taking your first nut...NOW!”

As she says the word “now” her wrist jerks and one of his big nuts comes free, and the youth grunts and tosses his head back and then yells out “FUCKKKKKKK! NO! NO!!!!!!” as he feels it happen.

I like watching the video, as his bright blue eyes are just so damn wide as she is fishing out his nuts and snipping them off. He’s got a huge scrotum, with big nuts, and as she goes for them the boy is beside himself. As I said, he shoots quite a load, and it all ends up on the floor underneath of him. Of course, with his head restrained, all he can do is stare at the camera and witnesses as he shoots his jism and feels her stealing his balls. I love his expression, and it’s pretty clear to anyone watching that you never want to be where he is or feel what he is forced to feel. He sure doesn’t like being nutted!

When she takes his last ball his entire body shudders, and then the expression on his face changes to one of defeat and loss. He tosses his head back as his last ball is stolen, and as it happens he says: “OH FUCK...OH...OH FUCK I’VE BEEN CASTRATED!”

The woman who has just taken his balls says: “Yes...that’s right. You’re a eunuch now!” and as she says that she lifts her hand up and opens her palm, showing the boy’s two excised testicles to the witnesses, and to the camera as well. They are a big set of balls, without any doubt, and she sets them right on top of his ass and then moves out of view as she goes to get the jar. The castrated boy jerks his hips in a frenzy, his ball-less cock rapidly wilting as his severed balls ride up and down above his hole, the youth’s expression one of shock as he feels them there. While she is gone there is a good view of his empty scrotum in the mirror, the flat bag nothing now but a useless flap of extra skin he will carry between his legs as a constant reminder of the young man he used to be. When she returns a minute later with the jar, she has her surgical mask off, and is grinning, and then she just scoops up his two gonads and places them in the jar of preserving fluid. At that point, you hear some applause, and that’s where the video ends.

In the collection there are two more recent jars, labeled #651 and #652, and I’ll never forget them as long as I live. The first one is labeled: “Lanker, Gregory C. Age 20 at the time of castration. Crime: Rape” and the other one is labeled: “Lanker, Garret D. Age 20 at the time of castration. Crime: Rape.” They are the balls of two identical twin brothers, the end of their family line and their nuts are testament to what happens when two young men fuck the wrong woman. From their perspective all they did was attend a college party, with lots of booze flowing and lots of women doing lots of things. Regardless of their intentions, somehow they ended up in a bedroom, together with a sorority girl they didn’t even know and the three of them ended up fucking. That much isn’t in debate, but there was quite a bit of debate afterwards about who wanted what, and who agreed to what and when. The girl claimed they took advantage of her, in spite of her protests, and whose to say they did or didn’t? All I know is that in the end they were charged with rape and by the time it was said and done they got nutted.

At the girl’s request, they were done together because the victim didn’t want to watch two procedures, but wanted to exercise her right to watch her crime avenged. Consequently, they were done side by side, right next to each other, each clamped into a separate restraint device and staring ahead, their legs spread wide and their scrotums hanging free and swinging.

They are very difficult to tell apart, and without any clothes on it to me they look exactly the same, like carbon copies and its certainly easy to confuse the two. Garret’seven inch cock is jutting, rock hard and oh-so-eager, almost as if it’s looking for one more pussy to fuck. In contrast, his brother’s pole is hanging limp, a five inch swinging dick that hangs down like a wet noodle. Of the two, Garret appears more desperate while Gregory is clearly scared shitless.

I really like the vid that goes with their jars. What makes it especially unique was this was the first time that multiple cameras were used to record a castration, so the video that accompanies their jars is very intense and vivid. There was a separate camera on each of their faces, and another from behind that was kept right on their scrotums. Another camera was placed underneath of them, between their legs, and facing up at their genitals, so you can see their cocks close up and watch their scrotums as they are emptied. The new cameras leave nothing to imagination, and the resulting final video is extremely intense.

The multiple views were also placed on large video monitors in the witness room, which allowed for everyone to have a good view as the boys’ sentence was carried out. There was a smaller monitor placed just under the window, facing the boys being nutted, so that the criminals being castrated could get a good look as their balls were being cut out of their bags. After it was all done, the final video that is kept on file was edited from these separate films, so you see things in detail that you never would have seen before.

For the twins, the cutter is a young man in his late twenties, with a little goatee and mustache. He has hairy arms too, and the hair on his body seems to emphasize his manliness, but even so, his age is close enough to the two felons that you can’t help but compare them. He seems to relish what he is doing, almost as if he enjoys taking the nuts from his genetic competition.

He does Garret first, while his brother next to him jerks and struggles. Since a monitor is in the room with them, the two boys literally watch themselves being castrated, at the same time they feel it being done to them. When the cutter hefts Garret’s scrotum the twenty year old goes ballistic, screaming out and his eyes wide open in panic. The cutter could have care less, and just pushes the tip of his knife above the boy’s left ball, and grins when he does so. It is very clear on the monitor, and as it is done the youth gasps, and then he calls out: “Oh...please! Don’t! Don’t castrate me!”

The cutter chuckles, and then he just pushes in the blade, deep, and makes a long curving cut behind Garret’s left testicle, slicing open the side of his scrotum as he does so. Garret’s dick is rock hard, and he ejaculates as he feels the burn, and as he grunts out his load the bearded cutter removes his ball. It’s quite something to see! In fact, the boy is spurting his cream at the same time the cutter is moving the knife, severing the chord and separating the young man from his first nut. Garret screams when he feels it done, and then he calls out “OH FUCK THAT HURTS!!!!!! OH GOD...NO! PLEASE NO!!! Help me Greg...HELP ME! He’s taking my balls!”

The big cutter laughs louder, and then answers the boy by saying: “That’s right boy, I’ve taken one, and now I’m going to take the other one.”

“NOOOOO!!!” the boy screams again.

The cutter then just goes on to do exactly that, and with a grin on his face he just cuts into the boy’s sac a second time, and pushes out his last remaining testicle. You can see the young man’s last remaining big nut clearly in the monitor, and the lower camera shows it even more clearly. Garret just stares straight ahead then, staring at the monitor and the man’s hand holding his scrotum and his big nut all exposed to the air. For a second, time seems to stand still, and the moment lingers, between being a man and not. Then, the cutter moves his wrist and with it the blade slices right through his spermatic chord and surrounding tissue, and in that instant it is done. The knife just slices the last ball off, and after that Garret’s life as a man is over. His entire body shudders as he is unmanned, and then his eyes roll back in his head and he passes out.

His brother Greg of course is right beside him watching it all in the monitor, and when the cutter moves over to his own scrotum he starts thrashing against his bonds and jerking with every muscle in his body. He sure doesn’t want to lose his balls!

In the vid you can hear him begging from the beginning, and he keeps thrashing even as he is being castrated. Unlike his twin brother’s cock, his five inch pole stays flaccid as he is nutted. It’s obvious the boy is just too scared for his cock to stir in spite of all of the attention going on between his legs. When the cutter starts digging into his scrotum to fish out his balls, he screams and his eyes go really wide. It’s a very shrill scream that is unlike any human sound I’ve ever heard before. His voice cracks too, and then he tosses his head back, and then the cutter moves his wrist and as he flicks the knife you can see Greg’s first ball as it is stolen from within his bag.

The young felon is in a total panic at that point, and as he loses his first ball the boy stars to urinate, the piss literally scared right out of him. Within seconds it is a full stream, pouring out underneath his legs as everyone watches. The cutter doesn’t care though, and he doesn’t stop either, and instead he just shifts the half-emptied scrotum in his fist and makes another slicing cut, going after the boy’s last testicle with a vengeance. The boy’s stream of piss slowly dwindles to a trickle, his bladder empty, but then as the man takes the boy’s last ball the youth starts to shit himself too. He’s so fucking scared! I love the expression on the face of the boy as he loses his balls, and his eyes are wide open with his fear. Yeah, I really enjoy watching the ending of the vid when his expression changes to total defeat as he loses his last remaining testicle.

Every jar has a story, and every one is full of the very essence of a man. If you look at the latest jars, the ones from #670 and up, you will notice that close to a dozen of them contain the entire scrotum instead of just the excised testicles. The jars are the same size, and the full scrotums seem to stuff them, and because of the curvature of the glass they look even bigger than they are. This change all started with a man by the name of Boris Kavinski. Boris lured two boys to his apartment, where he solemnized them repeatedly and held them captive. One of the boys escaped after about ten days, and that was the man’s undoing. Caught the next day, his case was prosecuted quickly and he was sentenced to life in prison, and of course castration.

However, when he was given his prison physical prior to the execution of his sentence, a medical problem surfaced that initially seemed like it might save his balls. As it turned out he had a heart problem combined with extremely high blood pressure, and it was the combination of the two problems that gave his lawyer something to work with. He argued that his client might die if he was subjected to a long drawn out castration without any pain killer, as was the normal procedure. He had two doctors testify that just the stress alone of having his balls dug out of his scrotum might be too much for him to endure. A sympathetic judge agreed, so it looked like he was going to stay a man. However, the state wanted his balls, and the public was demanding it, so the prison authorities modified the prison rulebook concerning authorized castration methods, and offered an option for a standard surgery, with anesthesia, for individuals unable to tolerate the normal procedure.

At first it looked like a valid answer, but as it turned out the doctors still were concerned that the stress of anesthesia might be more than he could tolerate. So, once again it looked like Kavinski had escaped the knife, but the public was still outraged over the crime and demanded his nutting. He was the hot topic on some of the talk shows, but without any real alternatives there didn’t seem any way to get to him.

Unfortunately for Kavinski, the prison board didn’t give up, and eventually they authorized an entirely new and reportedly less traumatic castration procedure, designed for just such case like this. The new procedure used a special castration “gun” which was built specifically to meet the prison board’s criteria. On animals, it showed promise, and seemed to work very well and was extremely fast and from all appearances it seemed much less traumatic than the manual deballing method. However, as soon as it was approved for use within the prison system, Kavinski’s attorney was once again was back in court, fighting vigorously that the new method was untested, and was only meant for animals and his client shouldn’t be required to submit to it. However, with the public pressure still coming on strong, the courts didn’t see it that way, and consequently in the end they allowed its use and so it was done.

The “gun” is now an accepted method of nutting a man sentenced to lose his balls, but it is not yet the method of choice. Still, it is getting more popular, and it sure works fast and there is little to do after the triggers have been pulled. The gun is really a modified livestock banding tool that contains a set of four prongs which are loaded with standard livestock castration bands. The state gun uses the exact same bands that are used for sheep, which effectively cinch off the scrotum when they are snapped in place. A livestock bander uses a single band, placed on the scrotum of the animal being castrated, and then typically the band is left in place until the testicles die within their sac. The state bander used within the prison system doesn’t work that way however. Still, the same type bands are applied, and they cinch closed the man’s scrotum in the same way that they work on a farm animal. But, unlike a livestock bander, the state banding “gun” has three notches on the prongs and two triggers, and there is no long waiting period for the testicles to die.

The first trigger releases the prongs, so that the rubber banding rings will pop off the prongs when pulled and snap closed over the man’s scrotum. Because the prongs are notched, two rings of rubber are loaded simultaneously, so that when the first trigger is pulled both bands pop off and close the man’s scrotum instantly, trapping his balls in the bottom of his bag. The way it is designed the bands end up about one fourth of an inch apart.

The second trigger is the CT, or Castration Trigger, and when it is pulled the man is castrated instantly. It’s really as simple as that. The way it works is that between the two bands is a very thin, specially made wire that sits in the notches on the prongs so that when the loops of rubber pop off and snap closed on the man’s scrotum, the wire loop will also be looped around the patch of exposed tissue that is between the two rubber bands. The wire is triangular in shape, and each of the three sides of the wire is razor sharp. In effect, it acts as a wire knife, and when looped around the man’s necked down scrotum, it is a very effective one at that.

The mechanical device is extremely reliable, and the cutting wire is twisted around a take-up cam, which is spring wound into the handle of the device. When you want to castrate a man you load the device with two rubber bands, wind up the heavy spring on the wire spool, and make sure the wire loop is properly position on the prongs. Then, you just come up behind the man, slip the loops of the device over the man’s hanging scrotum, and push the bander high up between his legs, so that the loops of wire and rubber are released right at the top of the man’s scrotum and his balls are trapped low in the sac. Its usually easier to do this from behind him, going up between his spread legs and under his hole. Once it’s in the proper place, the castration technician pulls down on the felon’s balls, to make sure they are in the proper place, and then he pulls the first trigger. The sharp wire and its two associate constriction bands will slip off the prongs and close off the necked down scrotum containing the man’s testicles. As soon as that is done, the second trigger is pulled, and in less than an instant the holding catch on the wire spool will be released, and because of the spring tension the take up cam will rapidly spin and as it does it will retract the wire loop onto the take-up spool, drawing the loop closed and literally pulling the wire right through the top of his scrotum, castrating the felon in the blink of an eye.

In the end, you will have an entire detached scrotum, still containing the man’s testicles, with a ring of rubber at the top cinching it closed. The man is left with just a little knot of flesh where his balls were hanging, and a small rubber donut around that flesh drawing the tissue together. The method is fast, and very clean, and there will not even be a drop of blood.

See? Here it is! Look at this jar! You can still see the ring of rubber cinching the scrotum closed. This jar is special, because it’s the very first jar where you see the entire scrotum and it is number #670, and the label says: “Kavinski, Boris J. Age 52 at the time of castration. Crime: Child kidnapping, forced sodomy, sexual assault of a minor.”

As you would expect, there was a huge crowd watching his nutting, and because of his heart condition they worked hard to keep him from getting too stressed as they castrated him. they didn’t tell him about it ahead of time, like they normally do. Instead, as he came out of the prison shower the guards told him he needed to go and see the doc, and then they escorted him down to the castration room with his arms cuffed in front of him. He had no idea at the time, and was not expecting anything unusual. But, when he entered the room he knew something was up, but he wasn’t sure, and things happened so fast he hardly had time to contemplate what was happening before it was done.

The guards pushed him over a metal horizontal rail that was up against the curtained window, which has now become the standard when the “gun” method is used. The thing looks like a small ice hockey net, without the net, and is lower to the ground so the man can be pushed over it. Once that was done, Kavinski’s wrists were cuffed to the center support post. He had no idea what was happening, and he was calling out: “Hey...what are you doing? Stop! What are you doing this for? You don’t have to tie me down to see a doctor!”

One of the guards said to him: “The doc needs to check out everything, including your prostate, so he wants you immobile and with your legs spread.”

He isn’t sure, and you can see his mind trying to figure it out, but he doesn’t struggle all that much as the guards pull his legs out to the side, and secure his two ankles to the two posts that make up the sides of the restraint frame.

But, once he’s tied down, he does start to struggle, if only to test his bonds. The official video starts at that point, and you can see him struggling, a questioning look on his face and he having no idea what is about to happen to him. As soon as he is secured, the technician enters the room, dressed in a medical garb and complete with a stethoscope around her neck. For his castration his cutter is a woman, and you see Kavinski turn around and he is very surprised to see her there, and his eyes go to her tits and he looks very unhappy. He still at that point has no idea what is going to happen, but then he sees the bander, and his expression changes. Right at that point somebody retracts the curtains then that are in front of his face blocking the window into the witness room, and that’s when he figures it all out, and his eyes go wide as he sees the bander and everyone staring at him. It’s a large crowd, and they are all eager to watch him being castrated.

One thing that makes the Kavinski video interesting is the size of his scrotum. The thing is huge, really huge, and is hanging down between his legs like a bull’s nuts hang, and as he stares and struggles his two big balls swing in the man’s elongated sac. It was still hot from his shower, and the room is kept hot as well, so it dangles quite low, and his low hanging nuts are quite visible at the bottom of his bag, just two big orbs waiting to be taken.

The actual castration is much less interesting to watch than those where the individual testicles are fished out one at a time. In the Kavinski video, the technician is a very small woman, and yet she has no problem pushing the bander up between his legs. He panics. As he does, he starts to scream out: “STOP! FUCK YOU! STOP! WAIT! WAIT FOR GOD’S SAKE!”

But the technician doesn’t wait at all, and instead as soon as the loops are over his balls she grabs his big scrotum at the bottom, and pulls downward on it, holding his big nuts in her fist as she pushes upward on the banding device, making sure it is seated properly. Then, she smiles, and pulls the first trigger, and as the two bands slide off the prongs, along with the wire, and snap closed, Kavinski grunts and his eyes go wide. Then he starts shaking the frame, and he yells out “STOPPPPPPPPP! OH...OHHHHHHHHHHH...OH GOD! STOPPPPPPPP! DON’T CASTRATE ME!”

His cock is about five inches long, and is fat and semi-hard through this, but as soon as his nuts are banded it starts to lengthen and probably would have been a full fledged boner in another minute or so if she had allowed it. But she doesn’t. Instead, while she is still holding onto his balls, she pulls the second trigger and you see the man’s big sac of nuts come free, and his entire scrotum ends up in her hand. In less than a second, the man’s big scrotum that has been swinging between his legs all of his life is suddenly hers instead.

He knows something has happened, and he grunts very loudly, and rattles the restraint poles. The expression on his face is similar to that of a man that’s been kicked in the balls. But that’s his only reaction, and he is just staring at the crowd who is staring back at him, and in the video he’s still screaming out, “WAIT! WAIT! STOP IT I SAY! I WANT MY ATTORNEY! I WANT MY ATTORNEY! YOU CAN’T CASTRATE ME!” What makes it so funny is that he has no idea he’s already been nutted.

Some in the crowd start to laugh then, and she is holding up his nuts in her fist behind him and he is oblivious to it. Instead, he continues to beg to be left a man, and his ball-less hips are going up and down, up and down as he fucks the rail and struggles in a already wasted effort to keep what has already been taken.

Of course, the dull ache between his legs eventually draws his attention, and finally he looks down and it is then that he stares in disbelief. His big balls are gone! He jerks his head around, sees her and his severed scrotum and knows it has been done. All of those watching burst into laughter then, and somebody starts to applaud. The big man has that look of disbelief on his face, the realization he’s been unmanned finally coming to him. The vid clip ends then, and the look on his face is one that you have to see to believe and I personally get a lot of satisfaction out of it every single time I watch it.

Well, there are so many more jars I could talk about and show you, and yet we would be here forever if I tried to do so. Still, when you look at a jar, you have to realize that what it contains is really the very essence of a man, and the testicles inside were at one time the most important thing that he possessed.

As I said once before, young or old, big or small, the balls I keep once defined the men that owned them, and it was their nuts that changed them from a boy, allowed their pubic hair to grow, and for their cocks to get stiff and for their sperm to shoot from their poles. For the men whose balls I keep, I know that wherever they are, they are living a nut-less existence and are no longer jacking off or fucking pussy. No, they are neutered nothings, just sexless beings without any of the drive that makes a man what he is. And, while it is a high price to pay, they deserve it I say, and they set an example to other men who might otherwise be tempted to break the law in similar ways.

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