Since discovering this site I’ve noticed that a lot of the stories involve women forcing castration on men or teasing them mercifully if they have no balls. I was unfortunately castrated several years ago. I don’t want to dwell on my castration except to say that it happened in a gang fight and in front of my then girlfriend. It was painful but I recovered physically at least.

My experience of womens reaction to my castration has been surprisingly pleasant. Melissa, my girlfriend at the time of my castration was very sweet to me afterwards. She came to the hospital with me and was supportive during my recovery. She was aware of the effects that castration would have on me. She reassured me that not having erections wouldn’t make any difference to her feelings for me. I felt very embarrassed at losing my balls and felt inadequate especially in front of the nurses when they examined me or changed my dressings, but it didn’t seem to bother them.

After leaving hospital Melissa was very loving and used to give me lots of hugs and kisses. She said if I wanted to touch her sexually that would be fine but that if I felt awkward it didn’t matter. She was such a great looking girl that I still couldn’t resist feeling her breasts and playing with her pussy. I suppose it was inevitable that I would adopt the role of being her eunuch but it didn’t feel unequal. I learned to give her really good oral sex and she did not seem to miss intercourse. Ocassionally if she was feeling horny she would ask if she could masturbate while I kissed her which I really enjoyed.

News of my castration soon spread in the local area. I found then and still do now, that I felt more comfortable in the company of women. I felt inadequate when with other men even if they were friends. I also found that women were quite open about asking me about castration and it was not uncommon for them to ask if they could have a look. By this time Melissa and I had sort of drifted though still remained good friends. I had become quite addicted to licking her by then. So when other girls asked to have a look at my castration I used to say I would show them if in return I could perform oral on them. This brought me a lot of sexual activity and my reputation as an expert performer of cunnilingus spread through the local female population. It is a strange feeling when I show a girl what has happened to me. I don’t know if any of you can imagine what it is like to lower your jeans and pants in front of a good looking girl to reveal a tiny cock with no balls or scrotum. All the reactions to it have been sweet, kind or sympathetic. Usually they say oh you poor thing, or you must be so frustrated, or can you get hard at all. They often ask if they can play with my cock which I don’t mind. It is still a nice feeling when a girl toys with it between her fingers or even gives me a suck, even though it is not a sexual feeling. I have a couple of very close female friends with whom I feel comfortable. When I am with them I don’t mind stripping from the waist down for them. I am always rewarded with them doing the same for me and it’s not long before I am pleasuring them with my fingers and tongue.

So it seems to me that generally the reaction to castration from females is a good one. I have not had anyone being cruel or unkind. There is sometimes a little smiling or mild giggling but it almost seems like the girls find my little cock sweet and harmless. Make no mistake I would love to have my balls back and for a long time I harboured thoughts of castrating the guy who cut mine off. I miss being able to have a wank sometimes but considering my circumstances I can have no complaints about my sex life. It has been suggested to me by a couple of the girls that I should consider trying sex with another man. I am not totally averse to the idea from a sexual point of view but I imagine if I saw a guy with a hard cock and balls I would feel very inadequate and envious. I have had one girl try a strap on on me very gently but it didn’t do a lot for me and again it brought back feelings that I should be the one with a cock doing the fucking.

I would appreciate any feedback from either sex about my experiences. I think this a great site and I hope my thoughts about women in the stories appearing to be cruel don’t cause offence. I hope to hear from you. Thanks. Rich M