Mistress Holly led me by the ball leash into the castration chamber. It was the inescapable moment every male dread. Every cock and ball must be cut off and sacrificed to Goddess. It had something to do with rape, whatever that was. It was the primordial fear of the males. Some went to their castration willingly, some could not control their crying and begging. Some could barely walk and had to be supported by their mistresses. I was trembling all over. But I would not fail Mistress Holly in front of everyone. So I forced myself to stay calm and walked to the table. Mistress Holly switched the short leash to her left hand and let me hold her right hand. That calmed me down. I loved Mistress Holly. In my mind, I was giving my cock and balls to her.

After the priestesses tied my ankles and wrists to the brass rings, Mistress Holly stayed with me, caressing me. A high-ranking priestess poured oil on my cock and balls and began to rub them, chanting a prayer. Suddenly extreme pain exploded between my legs and I saw her putting my cock and balls on a golden tray. A scream began to well up from my lungs. I would not fail Mistress Holly in front of everyone. So I forced myself to hold my jaw shut, trying to control the scream. It seemed a long time before I passed out.

I woke up on a cool marble floor. A gorgeous mistress sat above me on a chair, her bare foot stepping lightly on my balls. When she saw that I was awake, she stepped harder, making me twitch with pain. Mistress Holly liked to do that. After a while, she stopped and kicked my balls lightly. It was Mistress Holly’s signal for me to get up. I got up and kneeled in front of her. She caressed my hair and said: "I am Goddess. You had been a good slave. Now you will get your reward. I am going to send you to your next life as a mistress." I was so happy. I asked eagerly: "Can you make me look like Mistress Holly?"

Goddess thought for a moment and said: "You were a good slave. But you are asking a lot. She is so beautiful. You have to prove your worth." She threw a silk leash on my balls and pulled me up. We walked towards a door.

It was a huge room. Many goddesses were there. They were kissing, dancing, making love. As soon as we walked in, they all stopped and looked at us, some moving closer. Goddess led me to the far wall. There were many lines on the smooth marble floor. Against the wall were many stone blocks of different sizes. Every stone had an iron ring on it. Attached to the ring was a chain. One stone had a huge black pearl on it. Another one had a ruby on it.

Goddess said: "This is where you earn your beauty. I will tie your balls to one of the stones. You pull it three feet. The heavier the stone, the prettier I will make you. The one with the black pearl on it had never been moved three feet. The one with the ruby on it had never been moved at all. After you move a stone three feet, you can try to move a heavier stone. Where do you want to start?"

Without hesitation, I pointed at the stone with the black pearl on it. The goddesses cheered. Goddess put the ball rings on me. The ball rings were two sturdy steel rings, smaller than the balls, connected by a steel chain. Every male wore them. The balls were forced through the rings. It was extremely painful. Now Goddess tied the chain from the stone to the chain between the ball rings. I got on my hands and knees and began to crawl. I had done that before and won prizes for Mistress Holly in several festivals.

This block was heavy. It was extremely painful. But I kept pulling. Finally, I felt the block move and I pulled harder. I was moving. I was crawling. Huge drops of sweat stained the floor. I could hear goddesses cheering, louder and louder. It took a long time but I got to the three feet line. It was behind me now. Suddenly the block stopped. That never happened before. So I pulled harder and harder. The pain was unbearable. Goddesses were cheering louder and louder. Finally I fainted without moving another inch.

I woke up in a bed with Goddess, my balls still hurting. She kissed me and said: "I am proud of you. You know why the block stopped moving? I stepped on it. I knew you would pull it three feet. I just wanted to see how good you were. Now, you are entitled to try a heavier block."

We were back in the room with the stone blocks. The black pearl had been moved to a larger stone. I pointed at the stone with the ruby on it and said: "I want to try that one." Goddess tied my ball leash to the stone and I started pulling. This stone was heavy. It did not move at all. Goddesses were cheering louder and louder. Suddenly the pain was too much and I collapsed on the floor. I forced myself up. I would not fail Mistress Holly. I was pulling again and that stone did not move at all. Suddenly I heard a ripping sound and the pain exploded. I pulled my own balls off! A scream began to well up. I would not fail Mistress Holly in front of everyone. So I forced myself to hold my jaw shut, trying to control the scream. It seemed a long time, but I did pass out.

I woke up in the temple, on the castration table. My ankles and wrists were already tied to the steel rings. Goddess stood above me. When she saw that I was awake, she stroked my cock and said: "You are worthy to be as beautiful as Mistress Holly. You pulled your own balls off! You cannot do more to prove yourself. As soon as I get rid of you cock, you are ready to go." Extreme pain exploded between my legs and I saw her putting my cock and balls on a golden tray. A scream began to well up from my lungs.

Goddess held my hand and led me to a big mirror. She pointed her finger on the floor and a huge puff of smoke came out, totally surrounding me. After the smoke cleared, I saw a gorgeous woman in the mirror with Goddess. That was me! I looked very much like Mistress Holly. I loved everything about myself: the long blonde hair, the big blue eyes, the slim body, the long slender legs, the big firm tits with light nipples, the white translucent texture of my skin, the small pink lips of my cunt and the blonde pussy hair. I was so proud of myself. Goddess embraced and kissed me. "It is time to go. Be a good girl." She gave me a light push and I fell into the mirror. There was bright white light…………..