The Physician's Assistant - An Inspector's Perspective (Part I)

For the record, my name is Thomas J. Patterson, and I am employed by the justice department to oversee the castration of convicted felons. I don't do the castrations mind you, but I make sure they are done properly and so I inspect the various facilities where the sentences are carried out. When we have controversial cases then from time to time I go and personally monitor the individual session, to make certain that it is accomplished properly and to state standards. I travel a lot, and observe probably between three hundred to five hundred emasculations a year. Sometimes I choose the man or boy I want to watch, but more often than not I just show up, unannounced, so that I can get a more realistic view of how the facility is being run and how they are operating it.

I also supervise the training program for the physician's assistants. We can hire five PA's for what a doctor would cost, and most doctors wouldn't castrate the prisoners anyway. They claim 'doing harm' is against their Hippocratic Oath, even though the men we want nutted are all felons and deserve their fate. It doesn’t matter, as the PA's do a very credible job, and if something goes wrong and we have to operate afterward we can always send the man to the hospital. No matter how sympathetic the doctors might be, they can't give the man back his balls once they've been cut off and tossed in the trash.

I do like my job. I'm gay, and I don't mind saying, off the record of course, that I do get some enjoyment out of watching these criminals get castrated. I don't know what it is about it that I especially like, but I do get hard when they are struggling, especially if they are begging and really thrusting against their bonds. In a way, it's sort of like the ultimate S&M game, only the results are far more serious and in the end a lot more permanent.

In the northeast part of the country most of the castrations are done the same way, and I do not see a lot of variations as I travel through the different facilities and states. Some states choose to run their own center, but most do not. I helped set up the Northeast Correctional Facility, where the vast majority of felons from that part of the country are nutted, but Richmond too has a good operation and they certainly castrate a lot of men for Virginia. And then there's Atlanta too, and while that place is my personal favorite, it's very different and it does warrant watching. Still, they do a lot of felons in Atlanta, and it's hard to argue as they get the job done.

I'm in my forties, and no matter where I'm visiting I do like it when I see a man, especially if he's my own age, strapped into position and with his legs spread. I like to stare at his big balls, hanging between his legs, and think about the sex they have enjoyed over the years. Yeah, it's good to see a man lose his nuts who deserves it and knows what it is he is losing. A man in his forties is desperate in a way a younger man is not, perhaps because he doesn’t want to lose what he has had and enjoyed for so long. God they fight hard!

I love watching the young teenage helpers jerking on the older men's fat cocks and milking out their sperm. Of course, at the same time that happens, the physician assistant starts to cut, and I think when that happens it's just a tremendous turn-on in every way something can be. Boy they struggle, bucking their hips and always grunting into their gags, with a look on their face of shear panic and total disbelief that what they are feeling is actually happening to them.

My favorite castrations are the men that have been caught in a sexual crime, especially if they have been fucking an underage girl or assaulting a young male. For the sexual deviants their testicles seem to control their brains, and so in that sense they perhaps mean more to them than they do to others. What I do know for certain is that the felons convicted of sexual offenses seem to die inside when they lose their balls. When their balls are being excised out of their scrotums you can sense their desperation and I love watching their faces as they contemplate their loss. The look in their eyes when their last ball is in the bowl is always something I enjoy seeing, and as they collapse and their thick pricks shrink away to nothing I always want to laugh. When they are unstrapped they usually look down, and when they see their empty scrotums and hairless groins their faces go white. I think their limp dicks get to them the most, since they are used to seeing them hard so much of the time. Yeah, after we are done with them their dicks hang like wet spaghetti and are doomed to stay that way. If you look at them then, into their eyes, they will always look down and their faces will flush with their humiliation. It happens time after time and eunuch after eunuch.

I do like the young felons too, because they so desperately want to complete their growth into manhood and I don't think they ever really accept what we do to them. Besides, there's nothing hotter than a young adolescent in the middle of puberty. Still, they are controversial, and nobody likes nutting a kid. Because of that, I often have to go and observe those cases just to make sure everything is done properly. I remember this one lad who had killed a boy in his school when he was barely thirteen years old. The murder was premeditated and pretty violent, and the kid had attacked his victim just because the other boy had called him a name. Anyway, he was tried as an adult, and his guilt was never in question. At first he got sixty years, but it went to appeal, and after a year of legal maneuvers by his high priced attorney the boy's case was returned to the lower court for sentencing corrections.

The kid was a straight A student, in the eight grade, and until the murder had never been in trouble for anything. Anyway, with direction from the higher court, and with lots of influential people pleading on his behalf, the boy's sentence got reduced significantly. Still, the felony conviction was allowed to stand, but the boy's original sentence of sixty years got remanded instead to the juvenile justice system. There, he only had to stay within a juvenile care facility until his eighteenth birthday, but after that, he would be freed! Obviously, the victim's parents were outraged, but others felt the kid deserved another chance. I had a lot of mixed feelings, but overall I think he got pretty lucky myself. However, not that lucky. The felony conviction still stood, so while he avoided a long prison sentence, he didn't escape it with his balls.

It was just over a year and a half from the time the boy was found guilty until his case had run its course. As soon as the boy's attorney had gotten his sentence changed to one where the lad only had to serve his incarceration in a juvenile facility, his case was resolved and his castration could be done to him. His attorney didn't like that, but the felony murder conviction wasn't going away and he knew he had done all that he could. When he told the kid he didn't have to go to prison the boy was thrilled. However, what he really wanted to know was when his chastity belt would be removed. That was the one thing that was really on the kid's mind, and by then was about all he was thinking about. The boy's parents had instructed his attorney not to scare the boy, so when he answered all he said was "soon." "Probably within a day or so" he had said, and nothing else. What he never told the boy was what was going to happen when they removed it.

I heard later that when his lawyer told him that, the kid grinned, and then the boy had started laughing. However, early the next morning when they took off his chastity belt the kid learned the truth. Of course, after they castrated him he wasn’t laughing anymore. I don't think he realized that it was going to happen until he was already on his way to having it done. By then of course there wasn't anything he could do but live through the experience of it being done to him.

Still, he did get his chastity belt off. On the day they nutted him it was very obvious that it had been a very long year and a half for the young man while he was waiting in his chastity belt. It's true he avoided being castrated during that time, but he paid a price in doing so. By the time his luck ran out he was fourteen, and that's when he finally lost his balls. What made it especially interesting for me, was that since his initial conviction he had been wearing his chastity belt the entire time, and needless to say he had gotten pretty frustrated in it. The funny part was he didn’t even understand the feeling, much less what he could do about it.

His problem was that he had sprouted into puberty while wearing the belt, and consequently he hadn't been able to touch his dick even for a second in all that time. Now at fourteen, and sexually capable, he still hadn't had an orgasm and so he didn't know what he was missing. But he was horny as hell. Worse, being a young teen, he had an almost constant boner, and his desire to touch his dick grew until it consumed him. Much of every day the kid sprouted a boner, all tucked up nice and tight in his chastity belt and totally out of reach in its metal tube. He would sit in his cell and hit it with his fist, and rub his crotch on the wall just to try and feel something within the metallic tube. Of course, he could never quite stimulate it enough to get anywhere, so he would just sit and stare and live his frustration.

God he had longed to touch his dick! He was of course going crazy with lust and he was filled with a need he hardly understood, and that need seemed to grow greater with each day that passed. He longed for relief, but he didn't understand the feelings within the belt or what exactly it was that he was craving. Of course, having never had the opportunity to even masturbate he didn't know what he was missing, even though he felt the need and felt the lust that was driving his sexual desire to a fevered height.

I'll never forget the day the state took his balls. On that day, once the youth was fully restrained and that belt was off the young teen instantly popped a cute little boner, which was thin and curved the way it is on some young males. His pubic hair was still sprouting, growing above his cute little dick, and once he had figured out where things were going he started begging. He kept saying to call his lawyer, as if that would have done any good. He just couldn't believe they were going to castrate him. Oh how he begged! He begged and begged and begged not be have his balls cut out. Of course, he got nutted anyway, and he sure didn't like it. The boy that jacked his last wad from him was a year and a half older, and that was interesting watching the one boy working to unman the other. The young felon's boner was thin, and his balls had a lot of growing still to do, and his little patch of pubic hair was not much more than a wisp sprouting above his cock. We shaved it off anyway of course. When he was being jerked off and the physician's assistant was waiting with the knife, the look on his face was one of total panic. The more his cock was being pumped and the better the feeling got, the more the boy wanted to keep his balls!

As he was getting close to ejaculating, he had this strange expression, knowing something was happening but not understanding exactly what it was. You could see his eyes get wider as the feeling built, and then his muscles tightened and after that the kid stared into space. You could also sense the moment before he started to shoot, the boy on the edge, lingering there, right at that place where all control is lost and the feeling of sexual bliss just starts moving forward on its own.

The boy knew something was happening, and he jerked his head up and arched his back, until he was staring at the ceiling above him. At that same time, he instinctually pushed his hips forward and started thrusting his own cock into the fist of the male that was milking him. For the fourteen year old, it was the best feeling he had ever had, and it felt so damn good that he didn't want it to ever stop. Like most of the younger felons, when he came he spurted with a vengeance. When he started to ejaculate his eyes went wide, and he gasped as the feeling rocked throughout his body. His watery load just started squirting out of his prick and he was grunting "Oh...oh....oh....aghhhhhhhhhh" into his gag. He squirted three or four big shots, followed by a few more smaller ones, dumping them into the rubber like a young little porn star.

The look on his face was one of just total surprise. His wad was typical for a young teen, a little on the watery side and not that much of it when compared to what an older man with bigger balls can do. Still, he had been saving it up in a way for all of his fourteen years, and when it did come it was squirted with pressure and as he shot it filled the boy with the greatest pleasure he had ever known. He obviously had no experience, and of course, he'll never have any to speak of now. He was so embarrassed to have us all watching him, and yet he shot and shot and shot even so.

It was a hot scene, no doubt about it. I literally got to watch a fourteen year old boy have what was almost certainly his first orgasm, and what was without question his last. The expression on the boy's face was priceless, the look of total surprise, the shock of the intensity of the feeling just more than he could believe. I could tell it surprised him, how good it felt, and as he squirted and squirted he grunted it out and his eyes went wide--the boy living that moment that only a sexually mature male truly understands, when heaven touches earth and nothing else matters.

When the youth started squirting it was the only time I ever saw the physician's assistant hold the push of the knife while a felon was shooting his load. I think he felt sorry for the boy perhaps, and wanted him to enjoy it, and so he let the boy shoot his wad and waited until he finished doing so and his orgasm had subsided. Still, he didn’t wait too long. When the boy started gasping, sucking in big lungfuls of air, and his little prick had finally stopped pulsating, the physician's assistant didn't hesitate any longer.

He pushed in his knife and slit open the boy's tender little sac with a twist of his wrist. As he did that the boy jerked his head back and screamed into his gag, suddenly aware of what he was losing and not wanting it to happen. As he was screaming, he started shooting out a second small load, perhaps his body's final defiant attempt to fertilize something while he was able. It was just a couple of squirts, but it was the very last load of sperm he would ever have. Of course, his second load went into the rubber, along with his first, and after that he was empty and being castrated and all he could do then was jerk against his restraints and grunt from the pain as it was done to him.

During all of this I had a big boner, and so did the kid holding the felon's prick. As for the young felon, his dick too was hard, as he squirted out his double load. Before he was done though his face was grimaced from the pain, and whatever pleasure he had from his first orgasm was now just a memory instead. Even while his dick was shooting out his second load it was already wilting from the pain of his castration, and then right before my eyes it just got smaller and smaller. Yeah, his little cock starting shrinking once he was in the process of losing his young balls. In fact, I've never seen a dick deflate faster.

The teenager milking him had to grip his cock tight to hold onto the rubber, as his cock started to shrink to nothing the second his nuts were being cut. By the time his second ball was out and gone, the kid's dick was a noodle and had shrunk to a stub, as small as his little finger. The rubber that contained his teenage load literally just fell off, and it was only with careful attention that nothing was spilled. Without his pubic hair he looked like an eight year old. Later, when they untied him and he looked down and saw his dead cock and empty balls, the kid started crying at what had been done to him. Personally, knowing the kid was a killer, I thought he deserved his unmanning, and I think it was fitting punishment and at least I know he will be sorry.

To be continued.....

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