I am now very comfortable in my new state, not quite man not quite woman but very much a part of both.  I am much more feminine, pretty in a boyish way like a tomboy. I am not the dominant partner I used to be, by far less sexual in a masculine role. My wife is much happier, it was her idea. I used to cheat on her frequently with an insatiable lust for sex: Raw sex, a meaningless sex not at all what we have now.

We dated in our early twenties in 1984 going out to bars working hard and spending all our money. It was fun. We partied. Her career took off as she now runs a very large company. She is a consummate businesswoman and a terrific provider. My career went south. I would work late with lots of overtime and never produced a tenth of her income.

While she is very pretty, she didn’t like sex with me. I had good girth and size lots of muscle but sex was not the same for her. I was too rough. I strayed several times until she caught me about 15 years ago just after we bought a house. She was very upset to say the least. She said that the only way I could stay is if she had my balls. Turns out she really wasn’t kidding. She said that she would only take me back if I had my testicles removed. She even arranged the surgery. It was quick and painless. She requested to have my scrotum completely removed so that all that would remain was my penis but decided that when she learned that there would be some shrinkage that a labial shaped split would be even more suitable. I didn’t fully understand what was in store next but I was desperate to win back her heart.

I used to have a solid seven inches that had sizable girth but now I’m down to a skinny flaccid two and a half which can get erect to three with injections. I hardly bother, except when she really wants me to join in.  I am more her homemaker now, more interested in fashions and keeping our house in season, I’d just rather cuddle. As it turned out because I was younger the loss of testosterone had more of a profound effect on me and I truly enjoy it.

I am in love with my body. The increase in body fat has given me a much more womanly figure without body hair. I love to work out and I dress with suitable androgyny. We did have additional surgery for my feet about six years ago so that I can wear both woman’s loafers and mules or clogs a(a woman’s size eight) which is okay for some one 5’10. Yes, I wear thongs and panties, sometimes boxers for casual shorts. When we go out for dinners I’m more into slacks. At home I wear my tights with a loose shirt and clogs. Sometimes a bit of makeup . I keep my fingernails short but they are well manicured. Our toes we do together Which is a blast.

She had taken on a few lovers which we shared. sometimes male, sometimes female, a couple of shemales too. Yes I do swallow. It’s not that weird after losing interest I’m not really a man now anyway. But yes, I am skilled for both. I mostly hold her, which is what I crave.. Once in a while when she wants just me we will go through the injection process but I’m not as into it anymore. Let he have some fun with others. We have such a pretty house and she is such a good provider. I would truly recommend this life to all.