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XII: Rahim Colin looked at his father more closely than hed done for a long time. Oh my God! he exclaimed. They didnt tell you, did they? Ok, Colin said. He was really angry now. The monitor attached to several places on his body indicated elevated blood pressure, increased heart rate, even a rising temperature. You want a chance, father? Fine, heres your chance! Colin threw back the blanket and sheet that were covering him, then pulled up the hospital gown he was wearing. Now he was fully exposed, what was left of him. The catheter tube was still emerging from his crotch, the old stitches had been removed and fresh ones applied where the damage from his kicking episodes had been repaired; but aside from those two exceptions there was nothing there except smooth skin. Wallace gasped. Colin! he exclaimed. What in the unholy hell! Your genitals! Theyre... theyre... For the first time in his life, Colin saw his father cry. He totally missed the reason Wallace was crying, completely missed the point. In his rage he was glad hed hurt him, but at the same time he was hurt. Now, he knew, he would have no problems refusing to go home. Now, he knew, his father wouldnt want him. He could not produce heirs, could not give his father grandchildren to ignore like hed ignored his own son, could never marry or be normal, whatever that word meant. Steve and Gary are like this too, he said to his father. Now you know why I cant leave them. Were gonna need each other, and Im not gonna leave them now. They have no one but me, Dad, and Im not gonna let them down. Their parents let them down, the system thats supposed to protect them threw them away, and Im not gonna do it to them again. Colin, that was cruel! Jeremy said. You could have found a better way to tell him. I dont think you understand, Wallace said when he had somewhat recovered. I know how you were making a living on the streets, but that was MY shame, not yours. I was ashamed when I realized that I had driven you to it. They have already told me that the guy who kidnapped you and your friends will be in jail for a very long time; but I realize that I was the one who really emasculated you, not that sick monster. And I will go free. Im the one who should be in jail, not him. But Ive been given a second chance, at least by circumstances and events. But now I need YOU to give me a second chance. Come home, Colin! Let me prove myself to you. I have already lost my little boy, but I dont want to lose my son. Let me prove to you that I can change. I already told you, I cannot leave Steve and Gary, Colin argued. Colin looked at his father, his mouth hanging open. Wallace Frank had never shown any compassion for people less fortunate than himself. Colin had never dreamed that his father would ever think of such a thing. Did he mean it? Was this yet another promise that would somehow fall flat? Colin didnt believe for a second that his father would outright lie, but he wondered if the man was really committed enough to follow through with a project that was bound to be full of risks and hassles. And what of his eunuch brothers? Would they go for such a thing? Would they not rather have their freedom, as they saw it? Suddenly he was overwhelmed with the idea. He pictured in his mind living at the beautiful home in Jacksonville. He had loved that home, his life there so very much. He saw himself and his brothers swimming, fishing, going to school at Willowcrest and excelling in all the activities the school had to offer. Then as suddenly as the vision had formed, it was snatched away from him again and he was alone, his companions gone, and Colin started to cry. Youd do that for me? Wallace sighed, a long and labored sigh. No, Colin, I wouldnt do that for you, he said. I would do just about anything in the world for you. Id buy you the moon and take you there; Id gladly give my life for you any time, any place! But I wouldnt take a human being and make him a part of our lives for you. That would make me no better than that Rahim guy, buying and selling boys like so many used cars. But Id do it, and Im going to offer because I think I know what kind of boys they are. I know you love them and they love you, and I think I can learn to love them too. Ill do it because they need a home desperately, and I have one. I have money and resources to take care of their needs, and I know its tough to place a boy their age in an adoption situation at the best of times; now that theyre eunuchs, its extremely doubtful that they would ever find a home, and as Ive watched them in the waiting room day after day, while you were in a coma, flirting with death, in the OR fighting for your very life, I got to know them pretty well. Theyre fine boys, and theyre made of pretty good stuff. Ill adopt them, if theyll have me, because of who they are and what they can become. Colin was so shocked he could hardly breathe. This was not the father he had come to know, or not know. This was the man hed known as a very little boy, but hadnt seen for years. Then he started to cry harder. It sounds like a dream come true, Dad, he wailed. God, if only it were true! Jeremy got up to leave, somehow sensing that this was a time for a father and son talk. Check with the other boys, Wallace whispered. Ask them if they would like to live with Colin and me. Jeremy said he would, then he left and closed the door. Is there something youre not telling me, son? Wallace asked the crying eunuch. I sense that theres more to this story. Makes sense, Wallace observed. But I still dont see what that has to do with... Colin, have you ever... I mean... At that last remark, Wallace started to cry again. Colin wasnt at all surprised this time. Wallace was a very proud man, and he had just been told his only son, his only child, was not only completely nullified as a male but he was happy about it because now he could see his way clear to live his life as he wanted: as a gay man who would submit to penetration by other men. But again Colin had completely missed the point. His interpretation of his fathers tears was so far off the mark, he had never dreamed of their real meaning. Im sorry, Dad, Colin said as he cried even harder. I wish I could tell you its not true cause I know you cant deal with it, but it is true and Id be lying if I said I wanted to change it. Thats just who I am, and now that I couldnt be a man in the sexual sense even if I wanted to, Im glad Im gay! I know I cant live with you or be your son, but Im hoping you wont hate me. You dont understand, Colin, Wallace said as he tried to regain his composure. Are you thinking of perhaps calling Tony? Hes been in touch with me so I know he still cares for you. Colin, the first thing you need to know is that I have not had sex since your mother left. It seems she was the only woman I was ever attracted to, and I loved her so much. When the fighting started, I started staying away more and more because I could not stand to fight with her. I think Ive known for a long time, but I just wouldnt allow myself to admit it. I think Im gay too, son! I could not bear the thoughts of you being gay because I didnt want you to go through what Ive been enduring for years. But even more to the point, I could not bear the thoughts of anyone else being intimate with you, especially another man. I love you as a father, Colin, but thats not the only way I love you. Do you really think I spent so much time away from you because I wanted to? I didnt stay around you because I didnt trust myself, Colin! You have always been so beautiful to me! And then as you began to grow and develop, you got into all sorts of athletic activities which only served to enhance your already perfect body, I knew if I had spent any time with you, I would be doing things I knew I should never do. As your father I loved you enough to just stay away. You... you wanted me? ME? Colin said as the shock rebounded around in his head. No, Dad. I have no idea what his sexual interests are, or if he has any yet. We all just wanted to get him outta there before the same thing happened to him. And Im not about to try to influence him one way or the other. There was a light knock on the door, and Jeremy stuck his head in. I got three boys out here who are simply not gonna take no for an answer any longer, he said with a smile. They want to see you, Colin. Before either Colin or Wallace had a chance to even consider the question, the door opened suddenly and three boys entered the room. They were all scrubbed and polished, their hair cut, and they were wearing new clothes: good clothes; designer clothes. They were all absolutely stunning, and all smiling broadly. Colin looked at his father who said nothing, but his red face said it all. No wonder he wanted them. They were all gorgeous! The boys all exchanged greetings, then hugs when Colin assured them he was not in pain. Then Paul, his little body overflowing with affection as usual, crawled up in Wallaces lap and hugged him warmly, kissing him on the cheek. Is it true? he said in the most plaintive voice any of them had ever heard. Mr. Jeremy said you want to be our father... all of us! Is it true? There was a lot of excited chatter among the three boys, demanding details of Colins life and why in the world he would ever have left such a wonderful man. Then they suddenly fell silent when they noticed the somber look on Colins face. Jeremy noticed it, as did Wallace. Lets leave our three eunuchs alone to discuss this, he suggested to Jeremy. The two men rose to leave, Paul still clinging like glue to what he hoped would soon be his new father, and they left the room. Ok, Colin, what gives? Steve demanded. You got a problem with us being your brothers? So Colin did. He told about his life as a very small boy, how his father had made millions and had worked that into a fortune beyond imagination. He related how he and his father grew apart, about Tony and all the background leading up to his running away. He summarized the conversation he and his father had just finished, and their current situation. So I dont see the problem, Steve said, getting visibly excited. Seems to me like we could have the best of both worlds. We were all kinda looking forward to being eunuch slaves for a boy lover. We didnt like the idea of being slaves, but I was really looking forward to the sex part, and it seems like we might just have that after all, only itll be our choice. So whats the problem? There are other things, Colin said. I mean, the world I come from is really a different world. I mean, well, Im not sure how to put it, but my dad and I live in a world like youve never seen before. You dont think we can do it, do you? Steve said. You think were too... too uncivilized. The two boys started to grasp what Colin was saying. They looked at each other, and there seemed to be some sort of communication between them. Youd be there to help us, right? Steve asked. So you want to do this? It took all of the next three weeks for Wallace and his battery of lawyers to effect the adoption of three homeless boys. Steve was from New York City, Gary from Philadelphia, and Paul was from Boston. The diversity of locations certainly didnt help make the legal proceedings easier, but by the time Colin was released from the hospital, his stitches and catheter out, he had three brothers. Now there was only one thing left to do before they could return to Jacksonville: the capture and prosecution of one Rahim whats-his-name. This was not going to be easy, and the three boys were going to play a key role. Mark agreed to help set the whole thing up on the condition of a lighter sentence, to which everyone agreed readily. After all, what was the difference between 300 years and 500 anyway? As it turned out they decided not to use Marks help in case he somehow betrayed them. The three eunuchs had a lot of fun participating in the preparations for the big event. They worked with a man named Tom, a seasoned undercover veteran who had studied Marks emails back and forth to Rahim, making sure he had used the same writing style, characteristic misspellings, etc. He showed the boys a lot of the dialogue as it was exchanged, which shocked Steve to his very roots. He had already been convinced that becoming Rahims slave would have rewards beyond his wildest dreams, and hed been right, except that it went in a somewhat different direction than hed been told. Tom, AKA Mark, wrote Rahim that his three eunuchs were looking forward to their new life in a boy harem. Rahim had written back telling how pleased he was because he thoroughly enjoyed beating and otherwise abusing his new catamites out of their beliefs that slavery was a good thing. His primary objective other than the physical sex seemed to be to make sure all his slaves were absolutely miserable. Tom wrote that he had told the boys how well rewarded they would be after their services as sex objects were no longer required; Rahim wrote back to agree, saying in very clear terms that they would indeed welcome death after the five or ten years he expected to get out of them. There were other exchanges, including very explicit arrangements concerning how the boys would be presented at the small airstrip, how the exchange would take place, who would be there and who would not. Tom told Rahim that he could not be there personally, but his brother would. Rahim had expressed some doubt about this development, but Tom had assured him that he trusted his brother with his life, and that he had other pressing matters that demanded his attention for at least a week. Holding his breath and hoping the offer would be refused, Tom offered to delay the delivery. I knew you were anxious to take delivery so I made this alternate arrangement, Tom said in an email. But if you would rather I be there in person, we can delay the delivery for another week. To everyones great relief, Rahim replied that hed already waited long enough, and that he would live with the setup as is even though he didnt like it much. When the big day arrived, it was cold and snowing. It was only a week before Christmas and everyone was anxious to wrap up the sting before the Holiday so everyone could go home and relax. Colin, Steve and Gary were dressed in pure white clothing, probably similar to what they would be wearing in the harem. The pants were a light cotton with a cotton drawstring, much like surgical scrubs or a boys pajama bottoms except that the legs were much more baggy with loose elastic draws around the ankles. The tops were also something like scrubs: the same light cotton pullover style, low cut at the neck, but with very baggy sleeves. They wore no underwear or socks. They wore light sandals on their feet, and a modified turban on their heads. They were restrained with handcuffs and leg irons, a chain around their waists with a short length of chain fastening the three together about three feet apart. Their bonds were all applied in such a way as to be very obvious to anyone looking from inside an airplane. If the boys had had penises, all three would have had raging erections. Thats fine, Wallace said making no effort to hide his distress at seeing his boys so helpless. Just remember, you three, I dont want you putting one foot on that airplane, or the steps leading up to it. The rest of the operation went as smooth as silk. A very worried Paul watched from a small peep hole with Wallace in a bulletproof van parked fifty yards away on the tarmac; his brothers were standing in the wide doorway of an empty hangar, shivering in the cold, as the little private jet landed and taxied to within 100 feet of them. As planned, Tom herded the boys out onto the tarmac as soon as the engines shut down. The door of the plane opened, and two turbaned servants emerged and secured the steps. Rahim turned out to be a very unimpressive man, not that much taller than Colin. He was dressed in traditional Arab attire complete with baggy cotton pants, somewhat voluminous robe, fancy shoes and a turban. He walked with an air of royalty until he saw his new purchases at the bottom of the stairs, and then Tom and the eunuchs could see the lust in his eyes which seemed to increase with every step he took. He had already made it very clear that all three boys would be well deflowered before they got off the plane in their new home, and it was clear to all that he was anxious to get started. His downright animal lust was such that he threw caution entirely to the wind. Tom expected him to be constantly watching this way and that for any suspicious movements, but he never took his eyes off the delicious looking boys at the bottom of the stairs. Without saying a word, Rahim walked up to the boys, a lecherous smile on his face, and groped them all roughly. Colin had all he could do to keep from flinching because he was still tender in the area, not to mention that he found the sensation of this disgusting man groping him downright repulsive. Satisfied that there was nothing there to grope, he said in perfect English, Very good! Lets get them on the plane, then we can complete the transaction. Im afraid Im going to have to insist, Rahim said, obviously not accustomed to being spoken to in such a forceful manner. Tom turned the boys around and started them walking back toward the hangar. Colin and Gary started to kick up a fuss, demanding that he go along with Rahim. They wailed that theyd been waiting so long, that Mark had refused to touch them after having had them all enemad and cleaned out, that hed promised that they would finally have a man cock up their behinds before they slept again. As they had hoped, the boys staged disappointment at not getting raped today, their frequent references to their virgin butts and how ready they were to have them violated, had its effect on Rahim. Very well, he said with a loud sigh. Get the briefcase out of the plane, he ordered. Tom turned the boys around again and faced the plane, this time three steps further away. The briefcase turned out to be more of a suitcase, and a heavy one at that. One of the two servants placed it on the snow covered ground at Toms feet. Tom had positioned himself in front of the boys, and as he stooped to open the suitcase, he looked up at Rahim. Mark told me to inform you that there are no guarantees, he said. We are providing these three boys, as far as we know in excellent health, in return for fifteen million dollars in addition to the five million you have already paid. They have been repeatedly tested for TB, AIDS, Syphilis and other diseases detectable in the blood. They have no broken bones and no mars on their bodies, and their genitals have been removed. They have all claimed to be virgins as far as anal sex is concerned, and Marks examinations have confirmed this to the best of his ability. But once you have paid for them and taken them back aboard the plane, they are yours. Is that your understanding? Yes, yes, Rahim said impatiently. Now can we please complete this transaction so we can be on our way? Arent you going to count it? Rahim said. To be continued...
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