Mike was surprised when the mail brought a Get Well card from work. It wasn’t so much that they thought to send a card but more what they said. “Sorry you’re having such a difficult time. The doctor explained you’d be to tired after the chemotherapy for visitors. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.” What did Doc. tell them and why?

Mike spent most of his free time, while waiting for his next session with the breast pump, on the internet. He went to many different transgender sites trying to see what his future might hold and how best to dress to pass. What he enjoyed most though was shopping. Just looking at all the pretty clothes and imaging how he might look. He also had to find the things that Doc. had required for his next visit: an all white set of panty, garter belt, stockings and a nursing bra. He found and ordered everything with overnight delivery. He added a pair of white sling back high heels, for his own use at home even though Doc. hadn’t required them.

Finally the day of his appointment arrived and Mike shaved and showered before dressing. After slipping into his lingerie, remembering Benny’s instruction to tuck his remaining manhood back between his legs. He then covered up with a loose fitting pair of khaki pants and a Hawaiian shirt. A quick check in the mirror to make sure all was covered up. Mike was satisfied that nothing was showing through and he was ready to go.

It was a quick drive to the medical center, not much traffic this early afternoon. Mike found a space in the parking lot and entered the building. Benny was waiting, dressed as always in his surgical scrubs, when Mike arrived. He immediately took Mike back to an examining room. First Benny did a check of vital signs: blood pressure, temperature, and heart rate. Everything in the normal range. Then a blood draw to check on hormone levels and a liver function test. Before leaving to take the tubes of blood for lab work Benny told Mike to undress the doctor should be there shortly. Mike stripped down to Margie, hidden beneath the baggy male attire, and sat waiting for the doctor, wondering what would happen today.

A gentle knock on the door and Doc. entered the exam room closely followed by Benny. After a quick greeting. Doc. had Margie lay down on the exam table. “Let’s take another look at how your healing process is coming along” Doc. said as he slipped his fingers under the waist band of Margie’s panties and pulled down as she lifted her hips. Doc. untucked the limp penis from between Margie’s legs and stretched the skin of the scrotum for a closer look. “Benny, can we have a little more light on the subject” Doc. requested.

Benny quickly moved up the opposite side of the exam table and reaching over his head clicked on and adjusted a bright array of lights. Like those in the operating room, these lights also have a concealed camera and microphone. With the aid of the lights Doc. continues his close exam of the tissue.

Margie took this opportunity to ask “What exactly, did you tell my employer about my condition to extend my sick leave? I only ask because I got a strangely worded card from this week. It was as if they thought I might die?”

Doc. replied “ I simply told them your first operation uncovered the presence of testicular cancer.” Doc. continued “and that it had spread to far for additional surgery but that we were going use aggressive chemotherapy to combat it.” Doc. grinned and chuckled saying “as far as the dying, the jury is still out on that.” Margie lay stunned and silent as Doc. continued his exam.

“The healing is complete here, you can resume all your normal activity. Benny tells me you are trying to lose some weight? That’s good, you should trying walking thirty minutes in the morning and again in the late afternoon. Have you produced any breast milk yet?”

“No, nothing yet. I have been keeping to your 4 hour pumping schedule” Margie replied apologizing for her failure.

“It doesn’t happen automatically” Doc. explained “ it will take time and persistence to make it happen. Let take a look at how your breast are developing.” Doc. moved up beside the table and undid the clasp and lowered the lace cup on the nursing bra exposing the pink flesh and erect nipple hidden underneath. “Benny, do you want to get that other side for me?” Benny quickly moved up the opposite side of the table and lowered the other cup exposing the twin small mound of flesh.

Doc. reached above his head and reposition the light and camera looking down on Margie, now fully exposed on the examining table. First he takes the nipple between his thumb and forefinger and feels it stiffened as he rolls it back and forth. “Benny, the nipple seems to become erect when stimulated. Does the one on your side react the same”

Benny takes the nipple closest to him between his thumb and forefinger and after rolling it back and forth between his fingers confirms “Yes, doctor same reaction to stimulation” Margie closes her eyes as she is overcome by the tingling sensation in her chest.

Doc. cups the small breast underneath with his hand as his thumb finishes encircling it over the top and he repeatedly squeezes the sensitive mound of flesh gently . “ I am detecting a modest swelling when the breast is stimulated. Margie, what are you feeling?”

“I feel the swelling and my whole body seems to be, seems to be” Margie struggles to find the words to describe her feelings. “Its hard to describe but it is a very good feeling. I feel very aroused.”

“Let’s see what happens when we apply maximum stimulation” Doc leans over so close to Margie, she can feel his warm breath on her flesh. He parts his lips and gently sucks in the tip of her nipple. A shudder runs through Margie’s body. As Doc. slowly swirls his tongue around the areola, Benny bends down and take the other breast into his mouth. Benny draw all that he can into his mouth as Doc. gently nips the nipple with his teeth. Waves of passion wash up and down Margie body. Her pubic mound aches and her male clitoris swells as she twists and rolls her hips from side to side. As Benny allows the flesh to slip back till just the hard dark pink tip is between his lips, Doc. sucks in all the breast he can hold in his mouth. Margie body trashes so hard that Doc. and Benny grasp her arms to insure she doesn’t fall off the table. Like two pistons Doc. and Benny suck in the warm moist flesh and let it slide back out. Margie body is on fire, she feels her anus spasm and involuntary moans of pleasure slip from her lips

Doc. can wait no longer, he grabs Margie at the hips and rolls her over while pulling her legs off the examining table. “Take her arms!” Doc orders Benny, as he tears at his clothes, finally able to free his erect flesh from its bounds. Benny pulls Margie arms forcing her upper body face down on the table and pinning her hips against the table’s edge. There is no time for lube or gels as Doc. plunges his bare skin into Margie. Dry skin against dry skin tugs and holds; slowing Doc.’s entry. He braces himself by placing his hands on the sides of Margie back and presses inward until he forces his way through to the warm moist insides of Margie’s body. He grinds and thrusts until he has reached as deep as he is able.

With Doc. now penning Margie to the side of the exam table Benny releases her arms and struggles to shove his surgical trouser down. Once his cocoa brown penis is out, he grabs Margie by the hair and lifts her head so he can shove his throbbing member deep into her mouth. Margie stops Benny’s relentless drive to the back of her head with her outstretched hands against his hips. Benny continues his thrusting until Margie discovers she has better control if she has a firm grip on the two small orbs dangling beneath Benny’s brown shaft. Now, Benny moves in and out of Margie’s mouth at the gentle pace she sets with the handful of his personal treasures.

There are no such controls for Doc. He is breathing heavily as if running a race and his thrust are so fast and deep the sound of their flesh slapping together fills the room. Without warning he slams against Margie and grinds his hips as he explodes over and over again. The bucking of his penis and grinding of his body subside quickly as he slumps against Margie for support after having spent all he had within her.

Benny is near his own finish but must maintain the pace set by Margie’s grip. He makes a gasping sound as he draws air in through his mouth as his body tenses and Margie feels the pulses start to rise from low in Benny’s body until they spill into her mouth. Margie pulls Benny close until his scrotum touches her chin and his pulsing chocolate head is in her throat. She squeeze the two juice producing orbs to force out every drop until Benny begs “No more, please! Please, enough!” Margie releases Benny and he quickly withdraws to a safe distances and pulls up his pants.

Doc. quickly recovers, and after straightening his clothes, assists Margie back on the exam table. Everyone has achieved release except Margie. “What about me?” she asks softly looking down at her still swollen and stiff man thing.

“Sometimes that’s the way it goes” replies Doc. matter of fact-ly. “You need to learn to take pleasure in the pleasure you give.”

Doc. opens a cabinet and takes out a brown bag. “I am upping your estrogen dosage to four pills a day. Take them before each meal and one before bed. Continue the Motilium, one every six hours. I am adding a nasal spray of oxytocin, it will encourage milk let-down. Spray it in both nostrils 2 or 3 minutes before using the breast pump. There is also a box of special bags in here for storing and freezing your breast milk. I want you freeze and save any milk you may produce and bring it in at the next visit. Everything you should need is here in the bag. Any questions?”

Margie shaking her head “No, nothing I can think of now.”

“Benny, make sure Margie remembers to take this bag when you’ve finished your test. I have to go now.” Doc pauses, taking mental note of what he has covered so far then adds “I don’t want to see Mike in my office any more, in two weeks when you come back for your next follow up come in as Margie. I would suggest, something simple to start with, say a blouse and skirt. I never want to see you wear trouser or pants suit, there is nothing feminine about either and shoes should always have at least a 3 inch heel.”

Margie nods acknowledging her willingness to comply “Yes doctor.”

“I leave you in Benny’s good hands and will see you in two weeks. A quick “bye” and Doc. leaves the room.

“This next test will take a while to perform, would you like to go to the bathroom before we start?” Benny asks.

“Yes, please”

Benny points to a door at the back of the exam room “There’s a full private bathroom through that door. Have you evacuated recently?”

“Pardon?”

“Have you recently had a full and complete bowel movement?” Benny explains.

As Margie walks to the door to the bathroom, she answers a little embarrassed “Yes, just before I left home.”

The bathroom is all white and chrome equipped with hospital style fixtures. Along with the sink and toilet there is a large shower in the corner. Margie sits and relieves herself. She is trying hard to break the habit of standing at the toilet. A little tissue to pat dry. After washing her hands, she stops to take time to admire herself in the full length mirror on the back of the door before reentering the exam room.

Benny “You need to take off the rest of your clothes and then lay down on the exam table on your left side.”

Margie complied with Benny’s instruction while he busies himself gathering materials for the test. Benny erects a IV stand at the end of the table and hangs a large clear bag of liquid and then rolls a small table over to the exam table.

Benny begins to explain the test “ Today we are going to measure the volume your colon can hold.”

“Why” asks Margie?

“In the future you may be required to entertain gentlemen who, how do you say in America, enjoy water sports and this information will be valuable.” Benny continues, “to accomplish this I will be giving you a carefully measured saline enema. To ensure we don’t have any leaks” Benny picks up a black probe with hoses coming out of it from the table to show her “we will be using this specially modified Bardex Nozzle. The nozzle consists of a tube passing through this vinyl cylinder. Inside the cylinder are air bladders that can be adjusted.” Benny demonstrates by pumping the bulb attached by a second hose to the back of the cylinder. Margie watches as the probe expands with each pump. “I can monitor the pressure with this gauge and release it by depressing this knob” Air hisses out as the probe deflates.

“I need your right knee here” Benny spoke as he guided Margie’s knee up to waist high in front of her on the exam table. “The main thing is to try to relax and take long slow breaths and we should be done quickly.”

Benny rolled the table around behind Margie and put on a pair of latex gloves. He picks up the lubricating gel and applies a liberal coating to the probe. He spreads Margie’s cheeks to expose his target and slowly guides the probe. The cold tip of the probe meet resistance on its entry but steady pressure from Benny forces it past the unwilling anus. Once fully inserted only the two hoses remained visible.

“You may feel some pressure as I inflate the cylinder” Benny warned as he squeezed the bulb several times while watching the dial on the gauge. When the gauge reached three pounds he stopped. “ A slight tug” was the warning before he pulled the hoses to insure the probe was secure.

Though uncomfortable, the probe was no more serious an invasion of Margie’s body than what she had already endured earlier from Doc. She lay motionless on the table trying to breathe slowly and remain relaxed as instructed.

Benny hooked the hose from the bag of saline to the value on the probes tube and warned “You should feel the flow starting” as he opened the value. A few bubbles climbed the tube as the solution came down from the hanging bag. Margie felt the trickle of the cool liquid as it started to flow deep inside her. Benny took a seat on a stool near the exam table and monitored the procedure.

After several minutes the one liter bag was empty. Benny noted the elapsed time on Margie chart and then closed the value so he could replace the bag with a fresh one. “Starting the second liter now” Benny advised as he opened the value.

Margie was feeling full and the start of the urge, to relieve herself. She felt it wouldn’t be much longer. She was surprised when after several minutes Benny was repeating the procedure as he hung a third bag on the pole and opened the value.

“How are you feeling” Benny queried?

“Very full, like I might explode” Margie warned.

“You just tell me if you feel the probe slipping.”

Benny noted the rate of flow was slowing down. He reached across Margie and gently lifted her distended abdomen with his hand and carefully rubbed as he massaged her organ to coax it into accepting more. Much to Margie’s displeasure the flow did resume emptying the third bag into her tightly swollen abdomen. Margie tried to shift her body to find a more comfortable position; when she did , she thought she felt the probe move.

“I think I feel the probe moving!” she warned Benny.

Benny quickly gave the bulb several pumps as the gauge indicated a rise to six pounds of pressure. Margie wished she hadn’t done that. The swollen probe pressed relentlessly like someone’s thumb against her prostate and increased her feeling of urgently needing to relieve herself.

“I think that’s all I can hold” Margie observed out loud hoping to convince Benny to stop.

“Let’s see what happens with this forth bag first. We don’t want to quit prematurely.” was Benny’s answer as he opened the value again.

Still more solution continued to flow into Margie’s now painfully swollen abdomen. Benny adjust the IV stand to its highest setting to increase the pressure. Margie could no longer take deep breaths as the swollen bowels pressed against her diaphragm. She could only lay still and pant for air. Benny reach across Margie and gently rubbed her distended stomach as the contents of the forth bag disappeared.

Benny put the fifth bag in place and opening the value. After several minutes Benny observed that there was no flow. “It looks like that all the fluid you can accept”

“Good” Margie said with relief in her voice”I thought I was going to explode before you would stop.”

“We’re not quite done, yet” Benny injected “There’s still that matter this morning we need to settle.”

“What matter?” Margie asked urgently.

Benny picked up the air bulb and gave it three quick squeezes. ”The matter of you trying to crush my testicles in your hand. “ he said quietly as he pumped the bulb three more times.

“Oh” gasped Margie. As the probe expanded pressing harder against her already stretched insides. What had felt like a thumb pressing into her prostate now felt like a knee. “I didn’t mean to hurt you, honest” she plead.

Benny gave the bulb another three quick pumps as the gauge climbed higher. “Really” speaking with disbelief. “It felt like to me, you intended to crush them.” Then Benny gave a few more pumps to accentuate his point.

Through the pain and the pressure that felt as if it would split her open, Margie felt something else, she was becoming aroused. Her penis was swelling and becoming rock hard. The purple head throbbed with each of her heart beats. She could feel a different pressure building inside her groin. A pending eruption of earth shaking magnitude was coming.

“Benny, I’m going to cum” Margie blurted out, as he pressed the bulb several more time.

“Really?” Benny asked as he peered over her distended belly in time to see the first of many pulses of cum shooting across the room with such velocity that they splattered against the wall. “Amazing” Benny gasped

The gland exhausted it contents. There was not a drop left but it continued to spasm and send trimmers through out Margie’s body. She lay exhausted and trembling.

“No more, please! Please, enough!” she pleaded re-using Benny’s words hoping to strike a chord of sympathy and she did.

Benny carefully released enough pressure from the probe to stop the spasms that had racked Margie body. He helped her down from the exam table and with her limp body leaning against him for support. They struggled together into the adjoining bathroom. Benny carefully lowered her to the toilet seat. He handed her the bulb and placed her thumb on the release knob.

He pulled a plastic lined trash can close to her side. “When your ready just press the knob. Throw the probe in this” motioning to the nearby trash can. Benny quietly left the room.

Margie pressed the release and the air hissed out as the probe shrank and was pushed out by a gush of brown rancid water and fecal material. As her distend abdomen slowly returned normal she was gripped by cramps as her body rang out the unwanted extra water. After several episodes of gut twisting spasms she began to feel close to normal. After tapping on the door Benny enter carry several large fluffy white towels.

“Thought you might like to freshen up a little with a shower”

“Thank you, I think I will”

The warm water beating down from the shower head felt good against her aching muscles as Margie stood motionless in the stream from the shower. Twice while still in the shower, she was struck by cramps and forced to squat where she stood and relieve herself. Fortunately it was all liquid and disappeared down the drain. Margie wondered as she dried herself with the towel if she would be able to get home without an accident.

Another knock on the door and Benny returned carry an adult diaper in Margie’s size and Mike’s shirt and trousers. “ I thought you’d feel more comfortable wearing this for the trip home. I put your other things in the bag with your meds.”

Margie dressed and said goodbye to Benny. During the ride down in the elevator she leaned against the wall for support. At the car she open the door and sat down heavily in the seat, waiting several minutes before starting the drive home. She was headed for bed and expected to sleep until the next day. What can possibly happen at her next visit to top today?