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Matthew 13:14 discusses the parable of the treasure and the pearl. "The kingdom of heaven is like a treasure hidden in a field, which someone found, he hides it again, goes off happy, sells EVERYTHING he owns and buys the field. Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls; when he finds the one of great value he goes and sells everything he owns to buy it.
And such is the relationship. His pearls are his wonderful, magnificent balls. My treasure is to have them, preserve them, ogle at them. He has often times described, in his own way, to have himself castrated and who would do it, when would be the time, how ceremonious could it be. I thought back to my own Cathoic upbrining. If you love someone so much, you want to take them to that cathedral of carnal acceptance, feeding them with the communion of saints and major celibate masters of all that is in the realm. I decided to please him castrate him, make him accountable to the universe, as he desired. He was the treasure and the pearl I sought for through my entire life. When he brought up castration - how could I not submit to that desire, when he had fulfilled the prophecy of loving unconditionally?
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