If you have read my story ‘How I Became a Girl’ (By Suzanne) on the Eunuch archive then you will know how I first discovered transvestism at the age of fourteen and the subsequent events that transformed me into female dominated, cock worshipping,submissive transsexual slave.

That was a very long time ago but my appetite and craving for cock has never diminished.I am now 60 years old and I must have had thousands of cocks of all shapes and sizes inside me.I could probably take a bath in the amount of cum that I have swallowed or that has been deposited in my arse.

That would be an exciting way to go,to drown in a bath of cum!

I still live as a transsexual.I don’t have a vagina but long ago my balls were removed (see story) and my cock has atrophied so that it is only about 1/2" when flaccid,I like to think of it as a large clit.I can still get a small erection and have an orgasm but I prefer mainly to be an organ of pleasure and satisfaction for others

I have taken eostregen pills every day for the last 40years or more.I have sizable breasts (36B) smooth skin and apart from my tiny cock,a womans’ body.

I am the ultimate submissive bottom.I love to suck,be fucked and to be used and abused in the most extreme ways.

I feel incomplete without a cock in my mouth or my arse (preferably both at the same time).

Before I am fucked I like to be beaten and humiliated,reduced to a mere receptacle for cock Although I like kissing and having my breasts sucked I prefer the exquisite pain that comes from having my nipples tightly clamped and would prefer my lips to be sucking on a thick cock or caressing a large pair of balls.

Similarly although it,s nice to have my tongue inside a man’s mouth I would prefer it to be inside his arsehole.

I am completely submissive so to have preferences is a bit of a contradiction but I love men with uncircumcised cocks who shave their pubic hair.It is an amazing feeling to spend a long time sucking and licking someones cock,sliding my tongue down the shaft to suck and lick

his balls ,then along a smooth,hair-free crack to probe ,lick and kiss his shiny,clean,puckered hole.

If I have been part of threesome there is sometimes the extra treat of rimming a recently fucked arse that is oozing delicious man nectar.

In a threesome I also love to be ordered to lie underneath two men fucking when one is squatting on all fours.I am treated to the glorious sight of rigid manflesh sliding in to a moist accommodating hole.I then have two pairs of balls to minister to with my tongue and lips.

I also love to lick around the hole while it is being fucked and try to kiss and lick the cock as it slides in and out but best of all is to also suck the cock of the one being fucked trying to time it so that they both come together.I then have the gift of a mouthful of cum and when the cock is withdrawn I can glue my mouth around his hole and suck and lick out any cum,mingling it with that already in my mouth.

I will then usually beg them to both piss in my mouth creating my favourite cocktail of two lots of cum and two of piss,

cock being the operative word.

You may have gathered by now that there is very little that I won’t do in order to provide sexual gratification.I don’t however like anything that involves faeces.

I adore any type of cock but I suppose that size does matter.Not nesscesarily length

but certainly thickness.I have been fucked so many times that my hole is very large and accommodating. (Even at times when I’m not being fucked I amuse myself with a selection of large butt plugs.)

So to get maximum sensation thickness is important.Six inches is fine if it’s a couple of inches thick.Long and thick,even better mmmm.

I have had so many cocks that it’s difficult to remember individual experiences but talking about long and thick-------------

I won’t bore you with the details of how I ended up in this guys bedroom just to say he picked me up at a club,a gay club of course and he was perfectly aware that I was a transsexual.He was one of the brigade of married men who when away from home want sex with other men but to whom sex with a transsexual is probably the first step.

We arrived back at his hotel room and as soon as the door was closed he began to kiss me very insistently and passionately.

I enjoyed this but was very keen to get to the main event,his cock.

I took off my clothes and he began to fondle and suck my breasts. I could feel his erection and I was eager to get at it.

He stripped down to his underpants and I could see this huge bulge straining to be released. He stepped out of his pants and revealed a gigantic cock. It was about nine or ten inches long and about two and a half inches in diameter. I was overcome with lust.I had never seen such a large and desirable cock.

I wanted it inside of me immediately,I wanted to be completely possessed by it,I wanted to worship it,to be filled by this magnificent throbbing manflesh.

I lay on the bed and he laid on top of me and continued to kiss me,his huge cock sandwiched between us. Then he did a surprising thing. He began to kiss and suck my breasts and then slid down and engulfed my tiny erect cock in his mouth,licking and sucking it as though it was a clitoris.Although this felt wonderful I desperately wanted his cock in my mouth.I begged him,told him I would do absolutely anything,but first let me suck his cock.

He lay on his back with his uncut nine inches standing proud.I straddled his chest and slowly leaned forward.I could see his cockhead peeping through his foreskin already glistening with pre-cum. Savouring the moment I opened my lipsticked mouth and gently,tenderly sucked the first inch or so in,tasting his pre-cum as I licked and caressed his foreskin with my tongue. I slowly slid my mouth down his cock. I gagged a little as the head of his cock made contact with my throat. I was able to deep-throat but I would never be able to swallow a cock this size. I concentrated on the 4 inches or so I had in my mouth,sucking,licking,savouring the taste,feasting on him.

He was moaning gently and moving gently under me as I ministered to and worshipped his cock.Although I was excited at the thought of my mouth being flooded with cum I had other plans. Reluctantly I released him from my mouth and squeezed a copious amount of lube into my hand and coated the entire length of his throbbing shaft down to his balls. I applied a similar amount in and around my hole.

I turned around and stood astride him.I slowly lowered myself down until the tip of his cock made contact with my arse pussy. I guided the tip into the opening of my hungry hole. My sphincter relaxed and the first inch slipped inside me. Slowly,slowly,inch by gorgeous inch I squatted until I was kneeling astride him with every last bit of his cock buried deep inside my love hole.

It was an indescribable feeling,totally possessed by nine inches or more of throbbing,rigid,manflesh. I told him I was his cock-slave and he could do anything he wanted to me no matter how extreme.

I leaned forward slightly and began to slide up and down his cock ,a little more each time until I had just the tip inside and then with one movement I sat down, swallowing every inch inside my greedy,moist and needy arse pussy.

Again with reluctance I slowly stood up feeling his incredible cock slip slowly out.

I lay on the bed with several pillows under my bum. He knelt between my legs and placed his cockhead against my love hole. With one thrust he was right inside me again. I was drowning in lust and desire. He began to fuck me,slowly at first,with gentle small strokes. Then as his desire increased with long firm thrusts almost taking it out of me before sliding every inch deep inside my pussy.

He began to pound his cock into me as I thrust my hips upwards so as not to miss a single inch of the object of my worship. Faster and harder,we moved together as one until with a cry he buried himself inside me so that I could feel his balls pressing against my inner thighs. What happened next was incredible as I felt him filling me full of hot cum,spasm after spasm until exhausted he fell on top of me with his still hard cock deep inside me.

After a while he withdrew his still semi-hard cock and fell back exhausted.

Even when semi-hard it was still magnificent and I fell upon it ravenously sucking and licking it clean,anxious not to waste any last vestige of cum.

He opened his legs and I nuzzled up to his balls taking each one separately into my mouth His cock became soft and fell between his legs so I transferred my attentions to it and within a few minutes I felt signs of it becoming erect and marvelled at how it grew inside my mouth until it was its full fantastic length and girth again.

I laid on my back and he straddled my chest putting his cock between my tits..

I reached for the tube of lube and squeezed some on his cock and in my cleavage.

He pushed my tits together sandwiching his cock between them.

As he pushed his cock between my tits I leaned forward and took the end of it in my mouth.I could feel his balls sliding along my chest as he fucked my mouth and my tits simultaneously.I begged him to squeeze my nipples and the feeling of his cock between my lips combined with the exquisite pain of my tortured nipples was absolute ecstacy.The strokes became longer and harder and I leaned forward to engulf even more of his gorgeous cock as he dug his nails into my nipples nearly tearing them off. I moaned with lust and expectation,I didn’t have to wait much longer as he gave a violent thrust and filled my mouth with creamy man nectar.

I swallowed it all greedily whilst furiously sucking and crying at the same time.

He was exhausted and collapsed on the bed,I was in a state of near ecstacy,fuelled by lust,excitement ,the need to subjugate myself,submit,worship do anything to be permanently possessed by his long,thick,stiff ,throbbing cock.

He stood up to go to the toilet.I threw myself on to my knees and implored him to piss in my mouth. He placed the head of his slowly softening cock against my lips and as I opened my mouth he began to fill it with a stream of warm piss which I greedily gulped down relishing the slightly salty taste and not spilling a single drop.

I had to wait some time before he was sufficiently recovered to fuck me my arse pussy a second time.

I knelt on the edge of the bed and he took me from behind with long,slow strokes,squeezing my tits as he pulled me towards him and I pushed backwards to meet him until I could feel his balls on my arse cheeks.

He fucked me for nearly an hour before he pumped what small amount of cum there was left in his balls inside me.

I left the hotel in a daze and as he was staying for a few days we arranged to meet the following night. I slept little and spent the whole of the following day dreaming of his cock and what would happen that night.

I had told him of my need to be completely dominated and begged him to beat and humiliate me when we next met.

The following evening when I arrived at the hotel room he was already naked,his cock already massively erect.

As soon as the door closed I dropped to my knees and took him into my mouth.

I had been dreaming or thinking of this moment for the last 18 hours.

I was in a feeding frenzy,licking,sucking,kissing his cock,sliding my lips along his shaft taking each of his balls in my mouth until everywhere was glistening with my saliva.

Reluctantly I detached myself from the object of my lust and veneration and hurriedly

tore off my clothes. I unpacked a small case to reveal three butt plugs of varying sizes ranging from big to enormous (5 inches at the widest point). There was also a selection of nipple clamps,some silk scarves, a ball gag and a spatula with a rubber blade,I had also brought a cane.

I began by lying on my back near the edge of the bed,my legs raised and open, displaying my enticing love hole.

I am proud of my hole,each week I apply hair remover in my crack and around my hole to make sure there isn’t even a vestige of hair.I moisturise so that the skin is soft and shiny. I douche and enema to keep the inside scrupulously clean,it’s irresistible.

I applied lots of lube to my arse pussy and to the smallest of the butt plugs (3 inches wide). I pressed it against the entry to my love tunnel and with only the slightest of pressure my sphincter relaxed and it slipped in to the halfway mark.

I begged him to push it in,he was amazed when it was immediately swallowed up until only the flesh coloured tabs were visible. He slowly pulled it out as I stretched the skin on my arse cheeks. When it was removed he was treated to the sight of my pink,moist ,gaping hole.

We played around like this for some time,occasionally he would put his swollen cockhead in my gaping pussy hole and let it close around it.

I increased the size until I was finally ready to insert the 5 inch butt plug.

This took lots of lube and careful manouvering but at last with my hole stretched to breaking point it began to slide in and finally vanished inside me.

When he removed it the sight was incredible,a massive gaping,pink hole.

I know because I often do this in front of a mirror and I always amazed at how wide I have stretched myself.

We repeated this several times until it was sliding in and out effortlessly, my hole becoming wider and more moist,juicy and enticing each time.

He slowly removed the massive dildo to reval again my equally massive gaping hole.

He placed the end of his cock in my glistening pink chasm and with a single thrust plunged the full length of his huge shaft deep inside me. I wrapped my legs around him to pull him even closer and felt his engorged balls between my thighs. We stayed motionless like this for several minutes joined flesh to flesh. I could feel the heat of his throbbing cock inside me,I wanted it to stay there for ever.

But I also wanted other things to happen,I wanted to be beaten,abused, and humiliated.When he slowly slid out of me I felt incomplete, empty and depleted.

He replaced his cock with the large butt plug and told me to stand while he bound my hands behind my back with one of the scarves.

The ball gag was placed in my mouth and secured with the straps around my head.

He selected the largest and most fearsome of the nipple clamps and fixed them to my tits tightening the screws to the maximum so that my red swollen nipples protruded,

sending ripples of exquisite pain coursing through my body.

He laid me face down on the bed.I was lying on my nipple clamped tits which intensified the pain even more.

Then taking the cane he began to beat my bottom.

He had told me that he had never done this before but had always wanted to.

At first the strokes were quite gentle but fuelled by lust and the excitement which comes from completely controlling and debasing another person (albeit with their willing consent) he began to beat me harder and faster until it became almost a frenzy.

I lost all sense of time as I had retreated into an ecstatic state which only people who are true masochists and complete submissives can understand.

The agonising pain from my tortured nipples and my bruised and welted bottom represented for me the pinnacle of sexual desire.

Then the beating suddenly stopped,I felt the butt plug pulled roughly out and his weight on top of me as he fell on me and plunged his cock inside up to the hilt and began to frenziedly fuck me with long violent strokes thrusting deeper and deeper inside me. I never wanted this to end,I had spent the whole of my teenage and adult life being fucked but never like this.I was totally helpless,in exquisite agony and completely possessed by his huge throbbing cock.

It was so intense it couldn’t last very long and soon with a cry he gave one last enormous thrust and filled my grateful pussy with spasm after spasm of hot spunk.

I bore down squeezing his cock with my sphincter anxious to extract every drop.

When he had emptied the contents of his engorged balls inside me he pulled out quickly and roughly turned me over and released the gag.

Sitting astride me he wiped his cock over my face and lips sometimes hitting me with it.

I opened my mouth wide desperate to get my lips around it.He pushed it roughly in and I sucked on it gratefully managing to retrieve a few remaining drops of creamy man nectar. He squeezed my tits hard causing fresh spasms of pain to erupt from my nipples.

Then kneeling beside me he reached for the spatula and began to beat my tiny erect cock.

The effect of this added to the pain from my tits and my bottom sent me to a new plane of pleasure.There was more to come as he sat on my tits,his balls between my cleavage and fed his slowly softening cock between my lips.

I anticipated the warm stream of piss and greedily gulped it down my throat.

I thought that was to be the end but he turned me over and began to beat my bottom for a second time. It was less frenzied this time but added to the sensation from my bruised and battered cock and my throbbing tortured tits.

The beating must have excited him because he had recovered quickly,becoming fully erect again.

He untied me,turned me over and took off the nipple clamps.He kissed and sucked my tits and gently kissed my tiny cock. He arranged some pillows under my bottom and opened my legs wide.

I could feel his spunk starting to drip out of my love hole and reached down retrieved some on my fingers and sucked it into my mouth.

He told me that my arse pussy was still gaping and shiny with the cum that was leaking out and looked delectable. He knelt in front of me,leaned forward and

pushed his tongue into my hole licking out a sizeable portion of his own cum.

He kissed me transferring it to my mouth and I swallowed it gratefully.

Very gently he positioned the swollen end of his cock in the cum sodden entrance to my arse pussy and slowly and tantalisingly slid the entire length in until we were once more joined flesh to flesh his balls nestling between my thighs.

My whole body was glowing from the beating and extreme fucking I had received.

and his huge,gorgeous cock was back inside me.

Slowly and this time gently with long languorous strokes he began to fuck me again.

He fucked me for over an hour, time and again pulling back from the brink,withdrawing until the tip was only just in and then filling me up with his throbbing cockmeat,thrusting slowly in until I could feel his balls against me.

Eventually,with a sigh he gave a long final thrust until we were once again joined as one as he shuddered perceptably in the throes of a long slow orgasm.

I have been fucked many thousands of times but I still remember every detail of this even though it happened 15 years ago.

As I said at the beginning I still have an undiminished appetite for cock although as I am now older I can’t indulge in some of the excesses that I used to.

I have never regretted having a full sex change. The way I am I enjoy the best of both worlds.I can be a gay man with tits and curves but no balls or a woman with a tiny cock.I must confess that most of the time I feel feminine but I don’t feel I need a cunt.

To me pure sex involves a stiff cock and a well lubed arsehole oh and at least a cum filled mouth.

If you have enjoyed my true story maybe you can get in touch particularly if you enjoy extreme sex such as I have described here.

You can be as explicit and I will reply in kind.

If you would like a cockslave relationship by email I would gladly be your slave all you have to do is send a picture of the object of my worship and who knows what could happen.

Contact me on suziesuze200429@yahoocom

Suzanne