I invited her back to my house and she suggested sex. I was a little drunk at the time and didn't realize how weird it was, seeing as we had just met. We had very rough sex in my bed, which left me very sore, in a lot of pain and very dazed.

This was the point where she asked me if I was like a blow job. I accepted stupidly. Then she said to 'spice it up' she was going tie me to the bed. She tied my arms and legs to different bedsteads with rope. I was now stark naked on the bed, at her mercy.

Then she gagged me and told me that I was an idiot and I was gonna lose the part of my body I cared about most.She also told me I was terrible at sex and deserved it for having such a small penis. Then she reached into her handbag and pulled out a Stanley blade, the kind you use in woodwork for carving things. I tried to struggle but before I could do anything to stop her she took her top and bra off.

At first I didn't get this but then I realized what she was gonna do. I had an erection, that caused me to lose my dick. I knew what was going on now and after I'd had an erection she cut my off the foreskin of my penis. I was in so much pain at the time I wasn't able to stop her from untying me, hand cuffing and blindfolding me. I couldn't see anything, but I could hear a male voice in the room saying "Wow, this one's gonna be a screamer, when we get him on the bench" At that point the pain became too much and I passed out.

When I awoke I was tied to a table, in a small dark room. The only light was from a dim light bulb, hung just above me. The women was with three men. One of them held a surgical knife.

I realized what they were gonna do to me. This was the last time I would see my penis, attached between my legs. The actual process was long and painful, as he cut my scrotum first, then my testicles, then finally my penis.

After that, I thought the ordeal was over. I realized I had a gaping wound where my penis should be. The other man pulled off his trousers and underwear. He stuck his penis into the wound. He was having sex with me, like I had a vagina. I felt the cum in the blood and it was so painful. He stuck his dick in and out, again and again, faster and faster. It was so painful and cruel. Then with a final ejaculation he pulled his cock out.

Then the man who had removed my penis, stitched up the wound. And injected me with something. Again, I fainted.

When I awoke I was outside my house. It was three days later. The police launched an investigation into my illegal penectomy, but no one has ever been found. This was ten years ago. I haven't seen my penis since.