To myself

Her parents eyes scan the room like d etectives who are trying to pick a murder out of a line-up. The principle and superintendant of our private school are there too, so conservative, authoritiative in their dark suits and red neck ties. I can hear my heart racing, my pupils are so wide, my penis pushing my pants out. They must all know by now, they must know. It was me she had been with, it was me.

But she wouldn’t tell them so, she just said it was “somebody.” And they gave her the chance for it to go easy instead of hard. But she refused. She was protecting me. Thank god she was protecting me, and not just me, my penis and my balls. C’mon baby, just hold out a little longer, you can do it. Just a bit longer.

They brought us boys in to watch, they suspected it were one of us in the coatroom with her in the dark, breathing heavy, making secrets, squirting goo all over the soft, expensive fur coats. I heard that some lady got a real sticky surprise when she reached into the pockets for a tissue. Ha, that must have been funny, but this isn’t. This is my manhood on the line, just got to stay calm, they don’t know, they don’t know. Her mother, as if reading my thoughts, looked right over at me for a long, hard stare. I shifted uncomfortably, her eyes narrowed, I turned my attention back to Jenny. I had to, it would look weird if I wasn’t watching her closely given what was being done to her. Any buy would have stared without blinking until it hurt.

Jenny is hoisted up on some belts and pulleys. She is suspended in the air with her ass higher than her head. Her arms and legs pulled tightly apart. They brought in this guy, the administrators and her folks, he had this dick that was so much bigger than mine. He walked over and stuck it in her. She squeamed, she squealed, she moned...she never actually cried...I wonder why not. Hmmm... He started to fuck it into her, so long and hard, each time I could see her lips swell, her belly tighten. She was loving it. No, she was hating it, she had to be.

She wouldn’t tell, then they brought in another guy. This one was even bigger cocked, was that possible? The second penis hung longer, lower and heavier than the first. The head was purple, it went straight up her ass, she cried out. No lube, no nothing, pleasure and pain at the same time. What an outrageous sight!

If I do anything strange they’ll know its me and put my cock straight into the machine sitting in the principle’s pretty, female hand. They’ll hold me down and cut my balls off. They’ll castrate me. I’m getting even more turned on. The thought of being restrained, forced, controlled, protected? Maybe even that. I’m going to pull my cock out, this is too much. I’m going to pull my zipper down, yank out my little pizzle and just stroke it once or maybe twice and then I’ll shoot my cum out on the floor. No, on her, right now, here I go...

I’m thinking it but I’m not doing it, that’s a good sign. She’s starting to crack, I can tell, she’s rolling her eyes up in her head, she’s gasping for breath. She’s getting so fucked that she’s lost her sense of where she is, of when she is, of who she’s talking to. The Principle is stroking her head, talking so nicely to her. Playing the friend, and Jenny’s starting to buy it, I’ve got to do something, but what? But what!?

Jenny is looking back in the prinicple’s eyes now, so much raw sexual feeling, so much supercharged lust, Jenny is reaching out with her tongue. The principle just rolls a finger tip over it, teasing, tempting, luring, fishing. Its working Jenny is panting now, begging, one word, my name, and my manhood is gone, over with forever. How long can she possibly hold out, she just looked at me. Ohmygawd! She just looked straight over at me, right into my eyes, just for a second, but its an eternity. The two men don’t ever seem to come, to ever run out of steam, then I notice them, the bands around their penis and balls. They have been equiped so that no blood can leave the penis until the clamps come off. It doesn’t matter how much they fuck or come, they will stay hard until the superintendant frees them.

The superintendant saw the look, so did the girls parents, the superintendant, the other boys, they all saw. They’re looking at each other, now at me. The principle calls me forward by name. “Pull down your pants, expose your little man and place him in her mouth.” I shake my head “NOW! she commands!” I obey, I’m so afraid, maybe if I do just what she wants fast enough she will be nice to me. Maybe I’ll get mercy. I pull my pants down and everyone just stops, all the fucking, time, everything.

“My, he is just a “little man” isn’t he,” gawks the raven haired principle, “I can’t believe how small that is.” Laughter around the room. “Now, into her mouth.” I do, my cock hardens further, Jenny can’t help it, she’s in heaven. She’s sucking like a machine, she’s doing things with her tongue that are unreal. Like the tip of it wants to get up my pee hole. Then around the outside, then underneath, then my balls are on her chin. Holy crap, she was never this hot in that closet. I didn’t even know a girl could get this hot! Or this easily! All it takes is giant dicks going in and out of both holes and she’s beside herself. She sees her mother’s disapointment and the administrator’s frustration. She starts to cry. She’s sobbing, oh no, she’s humiliated.

Shes looking at me with her eyes, but they aren’t excited, they are afraid, No, not afraid, something else. Gawd my cock is going to shoot, I’m getting to that point of being overtaken by my orgasm. Nothing will hold me back, I’ll be enraptured, unable to do anything but gush and gush. Helpless, vulnerable. I look back at her eyes, now I know that they are saying, “sorry.” “Sorry that I’m going to do this, I don’t want to, I want to suck your little dick forever because I really like you as a person, but they’ve gotten to me, and I’m going to say your name. I’m going to say it and they are going to hurt you. Hurt you worse than you’ve ever been hurt, worse than you’ve ever been hurt or can ever be hurt again. They are going to hurt you in the worst way and I’m helpless to stop it. They are just fucking me too hard, too long and too good.”

I could just see that in her eyes and I’m sure that’s what’s going to happen, she’s going to say my name and then say all that while they are removing my special parts, my man-area, my little man and his two best friends. “You stupid bitch!” I cried out, “I can’t believe that you are going to stab me in the back! I can’t believe it, I loved you and this is how it’ll end up, well fuck you bitch! Fuck you! I’m going to come one last time and its going to be right now and its going to be right in your fucking mouth! And all over your face and your lips and your ti....!!!” and right at that moment I climaxed and I swear it was the biggest cum of my life. I did just as I advertised, I jammed my cock all the way down her throat, made her gag and choke. She tried to pull back but I was furious and with my free hands I grabbed her head and pinched her nose shut. She convulsed, the adults couldn’t believe it, And I came like a race horse. Down her throat, on her tongue, in her mouth, on her face, in her eyes, and then she did something unexpected, she took a gasp of air and held her breath and swallowed with all her might.

She licked, she sucked, she drained me dry. After I became flacid she stopped, they let her up, everyone watched as I was taken over to the desk, replaced her in the harness and as they affixed the removal apparatus, she looked at me with my last cum all over her face, an expression of total confusion, sadness and like she had given up. “I wasn’t going to tell, I was never going to tell, I was just worried that you would get over excited and give yourself away. Its all my fault she sobbed.” Moments later it was over, the machine cut through my penis and balls, sealed them off. I whimpered, Jenny asked if she could keep them and was given them in a jar. She slumped down on the floor next to me, set my unit down on the floor and just stroked my head.

“What am I going to do with you now?” I just don’t know, I feel so dumb, I did this to myself.