I can tell by the prickling in my thumbs.

Something Wicked This Way Comes

The following day Sean and I went swimming at the Y.  I think I may have mentioned this before but one of the MANY things I hate about being cupped is that no matter what sort of swim suit I wore once it was wet and clinging to my skin it left no question that I had been fitted with a chastity device.  Everyone could see the shape of my cup through the suit.  Even though I was still a boy it was embarrassing because anyone who saw me knew that a parent ot guardian felt that I couldn't be trusted to handle my own dick.

My mom cupped me because she felt that given half the chance I'd hump my friend Sean.  You see my mom and Sean's mom are tight.  They have been best friends since they were in high school and mom didn't want me causing friction by getting "a little too frisky" with her best friend's eight year old son. 

You see when it comes to boys Sean's mom is very anti sex, so much so that she had Sean nullified.  Yes I know that that's sick but the thing is Sean was just as gorgious as a nullo as he had been when he was a boy. 

What really hurt was mom was right about me wanted to get close to Sean.  I dreamed of getting free from this darned cup just so I could give my thing a work out on Sean's cute little butt.  That would be sweet!

You might think that I'm selfish and in it just for my own pleasure, but that's not how it is at all!  I'm not a bad guy!  Anyone could see that it was only a matter of time before someone took Sean's cherry.  That's the sort of thing that should only be done by someone who cared about Sean and that someone was me!  I'd be very gentile and as careful as possible so as not to hurt Sean.  I'd take my time and make sure he'd enjoyed it just as much as I did.

But unless I could think of some way to get my mom to uncup me someone else would be popping the little nullo's cherry.  Talk about unfair, that would really hurt!

But I'm getting side tracked here.  You may ask why was I going swimming if I didn't like people seeing the cup?  Well I love to swim and I wasn't about to let the fact that my genitals were under lock and key keep me from enjoying the pool or my life.  I wasn't going to change the way I lived or the things I did just because of the cup.

Sean wore Speedos, the unpadded type they make for nullos.   His Speedos left no doubt at all that he had been neutered.  I should explain that Speedo now makes two very different types of swim suits for nullos.  They make the sort Sean has which are tight in the crotch for kids who are proud to be nullos and want the whole world to know.    They also make a type that has padding up front to make a nullo look like a boy.  I wished Sean had that sort of suit.  I wasn't embarrassed to be seen with a nullo, not at all!  But I was afraid that since the other boys knew he was a nullo they might try to mess around with him.  Some boys are attracted to nullos.

At the pool Sean and I met Connor, a friend of mine.  Connor was 11 and the three of us played and swam around in the pool together for about an hour and a half.  After that we returned to the locker room and went into the steam room for a bit.  The steam room is small and lined with cedar wood.  Cedar floors, cedar walls, even a cedar ceiling.  It has built in cedar wood benches that are "L" shaped and on two levels so some people can sit higher than others.

Anyway the three of us had the steam room all to ourselves and as soon as we were in it Sean peeled off his wet speedos and sat down on the upper bench with his knees apart.  It was like he was proud to be a nullo and showing off his empty crotch.  Sometimes I couldn't really understand Sean.  If you asked him how they did him, and by that I mean how they unmanned him, Sean wouldn't answer.  It was too personal and so he woudn't talk anout the operation.  But then at the pool he was only too happy to prance around in his skimpy little swim suit and let the whole world see what they did to him.  Very strange, there was no figuring that kid out.  But I think that even Sean didn't know how he really felt about being a eunuch.  It was all so new to him.

Anyway Connor sat down on the lower bench which ran along the adjacent wall so that his face was only about a two feet away from Sean's crotch.  I could see that Connor was mesmerized by what they had done to Sean.  He coudn't take his eyes off the little nullo.  Sean knew it and didn't seem to mine at all.

Then Connor said something that really surprised me.  He said, "Sean you are so lucky.  I sure wish my folks would have me fixed."  I had read about underage boys who actually wanted to be castrated but I always though they were sort of like Big Foot or the Lockness Monster.  In other words I didn't think they were real.  Connor was the first, and so far only, boy I had ever met who said he wanted to be a nullo.  And Connor was a really beautiful boy.  Why would he, or any other boy, want his stuff cut off?

At the age of only eight Sean was still a little kid in a lot of ways.  He giggled proudly, spread his legs even further apart for Connor's admiring gaze and said,  "Would you like to touch it?  You can if you want."  Loving, like a guy touching a Stradivarius Violin or some other great work of art, Connor ran his finger tips lightly over Sean's empty crotch.  Sean looked pleased and Connor all but trembled with delight.

I didn't much like seeing Connor feel up Sean.  Sean had been my friend since he was a baby.  Sean was mine not Connor's.  "So lucky," Connor said under his breath.

Sean smiled and said, "If you like it you should just tell your parents.  They'll make a call to the castration people who will come and pick you up.  When they bring you back home in a few days you'll look just like me.  It's that easy."

Connor pulled away from Sean like he was mad.  He laid down on the lower bench, "I wish it was that easy!" he said.  "I wish it was that easy but it's not easy at all!  I told my dad that I wanted to be fixed and do you know what he did?  He laughed.  My dad thought I was being funny.  He thought I was joking.  It was so hard for me to find the courage to say, 'Dad I want you to order a genital nullification for me,' and when I did he thought it was all a big joke.  "Connor,' he said, 'I should take you to Hollywood.  You are every bit as cute and funny as any of those kids on TV and in the movies.'"

"Didn't you try to make him understand that it's what you really want?" Sean asked.

"Sure I did," Connor replied.  "When dad realized that I wasn't joking he got mad and said, 'Connor there are boys who need to be castrated for their own good but you are not one of them.  Any boy who asks to be de-sexed is sick!  Do you hear me?  Sick, Sick. Sick!'"

"What did you say to that?" Sean wanted to know.

"I asked my dad if they were any more sick than the sex books he keeps hidden under his mattress.  When I said that dad got really mad and decided it was time for a spanking.  He grabbed me and pulled down my pants for one of those old fashioned bare bottom spankings.  When he did he saw that I had a stiffy.  I can't help it.  My thing is like that sometimes.  Anyway dad said, 'Well looky at you.  You got yourself a little stiffy there.  Connor do you enjoy having a man pull down your pants?  Are you turning into a little fag boy?  Is that the reason why you want to be cut?  Do you want it up your butt?'"

"Gee Connor," Sean said, "Your dad sure is mean."

Connor said, "Just to piss him off I said, 'Sure dad, I'd love it up my butt.  What are you waiting for?'  That really set dad off."   At that point Connor stopped talking.  He slid out of his swin suit and laid down on the lower bench on his tummy.  He had a spectacular body and the most beautiful butt you ever saw.  But his butt had some very ugly and painful looking red welts on it.

"Gee Connor," Sean asked.  "Did your dad do that to you?"

"He said he was sorry," Connor replied.  "He hit me with his belt.  Afterwords he said he got carried away and lost control.  He begged me to forgive him.  I said I would forgive him but only if he would consider having me fixed.  He said that that was the one thing he could never do.  He said he needed a son to raze.  A son who would become a man.  Not a nullo.  'Connor,' he said.  'I need you to be a boy.  Can you do that for me?  Can you be a boy?  That's all I ask of you.'"

Connor then flipped over on to his back.  Propping his head up on a bunched up towel he started to study his boy package.  he soon got a stiffy and fingered it.  Just like the rest of him it was gorgeous.  I couldn't imagine why he wanted it removed.  If it was mine I'd keep it.  Connor's dad was right to make him keep it, or was he?

I wasn't the only one who had an interest in Connor's package.  I could see that Sean was entranced, he was all but drooling over it.  If Sean had a penis it would have been as hard as rock.

I was cupped so I coudn't give Sean what he wanted but Connor sure could.  I knew that unless Connor was fixed, and soon, it would only be a matter of time before he took what was rightfully mine, Sean's cherry.

Connor said, "The funny thing is my dad whipping me like that only made me want to be nullified all the more."

"Are you going to have it done when you are 18?" Sean asked.

"No I want it now, before puberty.  That's the whole point.  Not to get hairy and stuff.  I have a plan.  I know how to get myself fixed even with out my dad's help," Connor said.

Sean replied, "But that's illegal and even if you could have it done your dad would find out about it.  He'll know if he pulls down your pants for a spanking.  He'll see you are a eunuch.  And even if he doesn't he'll know when you don't start puberty."

"No I have it all worked out," Connor said.  "I'll have a custom made COPYCAT made before they do me.  It will look just like my own genitals so even if my dad does see me naked he'll never know.  As for puberty, well I'm only 11 so no one will start to wonder for two or three years, maybe longer.  That's a long time.  By then my dad might not be so dead set against nullification.  All I need is an excuse to spend the weekend away from home so they can do me and that's where you and Ryan come in.  I'll tell my dad that I'm spending the weekend with you guys.  That will give me the time I need to have this done."

I was starting to wonder if this was just some wild fantasy or if Connor really thought he could pull it off.  "What you are talking about is going to cost a lot of money Connor.  What did you do, rob a bank?" I asked.

"No it's free," Connor repiled.   "The Doc matches you up with a sponsor.  The sponsor pays for everything.  He pays all of the expenses."

"Just one moment Connor!" I all but yelled.  "I have read about this sort of thing  on the net and it's not free!  Not at all!  You want an illegal castration for an underage boy, yourself.  You have no money to pay for it.  The Doc finds you a sponsor to pay for the operation.  But here is the real deal.  Your sponsor gets to spend the night with you, your last night as a boy, ass raping you.  Then the following morning he watches and maybe whacks off as the Doc castrates you.  Sure you are then set free after a night of sexual slavery and you are a nullo and you do have that COPYCAT but it's not worth it.  Not at that price!  This is crazy!  I won't let you do it."

Connor was very composed and said, "You don't know anything about it Ryan.  It's not like you say at all.  Sure you spend the night before sleeping with your patron but the Doc tells me my patron will be gental.  Is it really such a price to pay?  Since he is doing something for me it's only right that I should do something for him in return.  If he treats me like a slave it will only be a game.  Besides what is just one night spent as a sex slave compared to a lifetime as what I really want to be, a nullo.  The Doc told me that most likely I'll enjoy the sex.  He says most of the boys do."

"Ryan what's Connor talking about?" Sean asked.

"Quiet now Sean," I said. "Our friend Connor has gone crazy but hopefully not for long.  I have to help him see reason and come back to his senses."

"Ryan," Connor said.  "I see you have been cupped. Why did your mother do that?  Could it be that she knows just how much you'd like to ride you little friend Sean.  Oh don't look so surprised.  It's easy enough to figure out."

"Maybe what you say is true Connor.  But what dose that have to do with your crazy plans for nullification?"

Connor replied, "I have noticed that Sean is looking a bit, how shall I say this; hungry.  Little Sean looks hungry.  Being cupped there isn't much you can do for him is there.  But I can service him.  At least as long as I have my dick I can.  All I need you to do is help me to get nullified.  That's all I want.  Do that and you'll keep me from ridding Sean.  Who knows, maybe someday your mom will uncup you.  If she does you'll get what you want.  Help me get what I want."

What could I do?  I was begining to see just how badly Connor needed to be fixed.  But his plan was way too dangerious.  I couldn't let him be used as a sex slave even if it was only for one night.  I had to think! 

[TO BE CONTINUED]

Dear Friends

This story is a bit of a departure for me.  It deals with subjects such as sexual slavery that I try to stay away from.  Let me know what you think.  Should Ryan help his friend or not?