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I'm Earl and I'm Dr. Janet Granger's eunuch slave and pet. Janet is a veterinarian and she castrated me. It won't be easy for me to re-live the experience, but I will try to explain what it was like for me. I have a riding stable with a number of horses and some colts, and some people have horses they board here. I had a young stallion that needed to be gelded. It was soon after Dr. Janet Granger came to town I wanted a woman veterinarian, especially for castrating. I have always had a big thing about women doing castrations. When Dr. Granger came that first time, she was wearing a long sleeve shirt and she rolled her sleeves up above her elbows to do the gelding. I have also always had a big thing about women with their sleeves rolled up above their elbows. So as soon as she was done the gelding I asked her to hire on as my regular vet and she agreed. Dr. Janet Granger is a very very attractive woman. She is very tall and statuesque, with a figure like a fitness girl. She is in her early forties but she looks a good ten or fifteen years younger. She also has a very business like aire about her which is enhanced by the way she wears her hair in a short but very feminine cut. I was attracted to her looks right away when I first saw her, then add that she is a veterinarian and she does do castrations, and she wears long sleeve shirts with her sleeves rolled up above her elbows. Needless to say, after she left that day I went inside and masturbated imagining Janet castrating me. I did the same thing each time after she came to geld a stallion. I did ask her once if she would castrate me, but she didn't then. Soon after that there was a stallion that belonged to a client who boarded him here, and she wanted Janet to geld him for her. That time the urge began as soon as Janet arrived, so I went in the shed where I could see right into the gelding area, and I wanked off several times as I watched Janet roll up her sleeves and geld the stallion with her teenage assistant Fiona helping. They discovered what I had done and a few days later they confronted me with it. I admitted it was true. Then Janet, who is much taller and stronger than I am, she took hold of me and told me she would have to castrate me and that it was for my own good. I think I was shocked, I mean really shocked! I don't remember the women taking me in the house all I know was all of a sudden I was on my back on a table with my pants off, and Janet and Fiona were tieing me down. I was terrified. Yes I had castration fantasies and wanted Janet to do it, but this wasn't a fantasy it really was real and I was totally helpless. I watched Janet as she rolled up her sleeves, I was mesmerized watching her rolling her sleeves up above her elbows, knowing she was about to castrate me and that my manhood was about to be destroyed at the hands of this beautiful woman who was bareing her arms to well above her elbows by rolling up her sleeves! That and the fact that I had a fetish about women with their sleeves rolled up! I felt tingles through my genitals as Janet took my male organs in her hands and gently examined me down there, then she finished prepping me for surgery. I must have felt sharp pains in my balls as she injected the anesthesia into them, but I don't really remember. Maybe she also gave me something to calm me, I don't know. I know I didn't feel any physical pain at all while Janet was operating on me, but I did feel her working on me and I did feel how gentle she was. I don't really remember the operation itself very much. I do remember I was totally terrified the whole time. After all I was being castrated, my testicles were being surgically removed and my manhood was being totally destroyed. But I also felt the most intense sexual arousal and stimulation and sexual feelings and sexual exstacy I have ever known. It was the last sexual feelings I ever had, I have felt nothing sexual since she cut my nuts out, and I'm a lot better off for it. Mostly it was like I was in some kind of fog or some kind of strange dream, like a cross between a dream and a nightmare, and it just seemed to go on and on and on for ever. I remember just laying there looking up at Janet, looking up at this beautiful dominant and omnipotent woman, hearing her soft brittish accent, though I don't remember what she said, but I just remember laying there looking up at this beautiful woman veterinarian with her arms bare to half way between her elbows and her shoulders with her sleever rolled up well above her elbows, worshipping her as GODDESS as she cut my nuts out! I remember her gently cradling my exposed testicles in her right hand and my penis in her left hand as she masturbated me, and I came and came and my manhood dribble away at her hands, and I remember watching her perform the castration surgery on me, and I felt all kinds physical sexual and all kinds or emotional feelings I can't even begin to describe. Mostly I just remember feeling her working on me, and I remember mostly just laying there helpless looking up at her, hearing her soft Brittish accent and just looking up at this beautiful dominant omnipotent woman veterinarian with her sleeves rolled up well above her elbows, worshipping her as GODDESS as she performed castration surgery on me and my manhood was destroyed at her hands! I have some memory of waking up after it was over, and Janet took wonderful care of me and I recovered quickly. I'm doing great now. Janet is my wife and partner in everything and I couldn't want a more perfect wife, best friend, and soul mate. We like to snuggle in the evenings and Janet calls me her snuggly little eunuch. We truly love each other and I will worship Janet forever as Goddess and I will spend my entire existance serving her and worshipping her as Goddess, and that's how it should be. I guess you could say I've already found Heaven with my Goddess, and we'll spend eternity here together. |