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Phase 4 was a total surprise! i had not expected this. i don't know how long it had been that i was here but Master came back and commented about the huge puddle of pre-cum accumulated on the floor under my cock as i was impaled on the dildoe. Master then pushed the button to retract the dildoe into the floor and led me to the bathroom to take care of toilet and enema proceedures. After supper was given to me, Master took me back to the cage and secured my ankles and wrists to the four corners on the floor, chest to top of cage with head harness buckled to the end. Of course, the butt plug was replaced in my hole. Master said that i needed to think about my life with Him and that we would discuss it later.
i had trouble sleeping, wondering what Master meant, but got some sleep and was totally zonked out when Master came for me. After the usual regiman of bathroom, enema, and feeding, Master led me to the middle of the room. my wrists were attached to the thigh restraints and my lower arms were attached to the abdomen restraint. my head harness was attached to the ceiling chain and the chain was pulled up so my feet just touched the floor. my ankle restraints were attached to the spreader bar. The butt plug was replaced with a vibrating one. Then the Master brought the posture collar and put in on my neck. my head was immoveable now. The final touch was to attach my PA to a chain which he attached to the D ring on the posture collar. i could feel my hard cock touching my stomach. Then, i felt Master playing with my balls which were maneuvered into the bottom of my sack. Then, something cold was placed around my sack above my balls. i heard metal scraping against metal and when Master moved away, i could see a chrome ball stretcher in place in the mirror. The heavy metal ball stretcher pulled my balls down and put pressure on the chain holding my PA to my collar. It was a fantastic feeling, although a bit painful but i knew i could handle it. After Master checked to be sure all bindings were taut (and even tightened a couple), He made this startling statement! "You need to decide if you want to be my total and permanent slave and let me know when I return. Being my total and permanent slave means that you will be with me for the rest of your life. I will take care of you and you will have nothing to be concerned about. you will make no more decisions because I will decide everything for you. you will be kept in a constant state of bondage. you will be taken to slave showings and put on display for My pleasure. Finally, you will be modified in any way I wish with no discussion before hand. Modification means anything I want it to mean. That means limbs may be shortened or removed, facial appearance may change, castration, penectomy, or both may occur. You will be pierced, branded, or tattooed in any manner I choose. Even if you end up only a torso with no limbs, no sex organs, etc., I will take care of you and help you know that being with Me is all you need. All of your needs will be met including your need to be constantly sexually stimulated. When I return, your decision will be made. If you hesitate with your answer, I will assume that means no and that you want to leave." At that, Master left. All the time Master was telling me about my final decision, He was massaging my cock which got harder than i can ever remember. i can't believe how much i liked his hand on my cock. His hand is so warm and firm and the more He talked, the harder i got and if He had asked me to decide at that moment, i would have completely wanted to be His. His warm, firm hand kept moving slowly up, around, and down my cock as He explained my possible future. i could think of nothing except His fantastic hand on my cock and how i would do anything to maintain that feeling. Of course, i could not respond then because i had no control of my body and could not shake my head anything else to indicate my answer. While Master was gone, i could think of nothing else but what He had said and His hand on my cock. At first, i wanted to say yes but then i wondered if i could handle it and did i really want to give my life to Him? Saying yes would mean that my life would be over, essentially, but that i would always be taken care of and would never have to worry about a thing. For some time, i kept going back and forth. i just didn't know what i would do without the Master. However, what if i wanted my life back? Could i make a decision that would determine my life in this short amount of time i had? Back and forth, i went - yes, no, yes, no. Shhhh. Do i hear the Master returning?
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